Fading Red

Impatience I can’t fucking think! (impatience!!) my body’s getting weak (impatience!!!) art overwhelms me it’s all exhausting writing clever feeling better? (nope!) i want to make more money but i hate to job hunt i want to buy a house, sit around, and do what i want but i’m just a little pissed off at the world why can’t we have peace cause i want to travel, free of hassle yet we we are all slowly I can’t fucking think! (impatience!!) my body’s getting weak (impatience!!!) art overwhelms me it’s all exhausting writing clever feeling better? (nope!) losing time, aging fast can true happiness last a lifetime? forgot to stretch, i self destruct i hate the gym, my body sucks i want it to be easy yet all the time id rather go back to fucking sleep pissed off at the world why can’t we have peace cause i want to travel, free of hassle yet we we are all slowly I can’t fucking think! (impatience!!) my body’s getting weak (impatience!!!) art overwhelms me it’s all exhausting writing clever feeling better? (nope!) pissed off at the world why can’t we have peace cause i want to travel, free of hassle yet we we are all slowly i,m patient impatiently patient i,m patient does this all make sense? I,m patient impatience is wasting away i,m patient i’m just tired bro I can’t fucking think! (impatience!!) my body’s getting weak (impatience!!!) art overwhelms me it’s all exhausting writing clever feeling better? (nope!) I can’t fucking think! (impatience!!) my body’s getting weak (impatience!!!) art overwhelms me it’s all exhausting writing clever feeling better? (nope!) NOPE!

I wish I could fix this, Guess I'll never be us. I couldn't walk away, And you couldn't stay. Am I someone you miss? Or am i now anonymous? You always did have a type, could have been anyone. We were rotting and half-ripe, the dark side of the sun. A disappointed smile, as warm as the man in the moon. My skin remembers the last kiss, my heart forgot too soon. This heart craves excess this body can't handle. This love burns so bright, but it can't even light a candle. I wish I could fix this, Guess I'll never be us. I couldn't walk away, And you couldn't stay. Am I someone you miss? Or am i now anonymous? Am I a chapter in your history, Or a torn out page? This hearts hemorrhaging steadily, in its cage. Hope is a ghost, haunting my memory Love holds a grudge, hidden in friend and enemy. I wish with all of my soul things were very different, I was part of our whole, am I your fragment? I wish I could fix this, Guess I'll never be us. I couldn't walk away, And you couldn't stay. Am I someone you miss? Or am i now anonymous? I recently heard a doctor on the TV screen say, Loneliness is as lethal as 15 cigarettes a day. I've been poisoned by loneliness, My kindness become Venomous I know I can't fix this I know I can't forget us

Verse 1 I used to chase a fleeting glow, Back in the days of a world I used to know. Where childhood dreams would bind my mind, But now I’m lost, so tired, so confined. Pre-Chorus I hold my breath, the seconds break, Each wound I hide feels like a stake. I search the dark, hoping I might find, A piece of me I left behind. Chorus I'm sinking in the silence, so cold, Every memory a story untold. The scars run deep, and I can’t rewind, I’m tethered to shadows I can’t unbind. Verse 2 A fractured mirror shows my face, The cracks align with time’s embrace. I tried to hold onto something real, But every touch leaves a wound I can’t heal. Pre-Chorus The seconds slip, they burn, they break, This endless weight, it’s more than I can take. Searching for the solace I’ll never find, The ghosts of me, forever intertwined. Chorus I’m drowning in the darkness, so cold, Every memory a story retold. The scars remain, and I’m still confined, Lost in a spiral I can’t unbind. Bridge If I could run, if I could mend, Would I escape, or just pretend? These weary hands, they’re tired, they’re torn, Holding a pain I’ve carried since I was born. Outro The seconds fade, the wounds still sting, I hear the echoes of the songs I’d sing. In this hollow place, I try to find, A part of myself that’s not resigned.

[Verse] In the chaos they scream my name Voices echo I’m to blame Bloodstained hands no time to heal Madness creeps in silent steal [Verse 2] White coat stained with anguish red Every shout fills me with dread I tread the line of sane and lost Battle’s cry at such a cost [Chorus] Medic medic hear their call Sanity begins to fall Echoes bouncing through my mind Peace is what I cannot find [Verse 3] Restless nights and haunted dreams In my head those endless screams Faces blur and fade away Solace is what I betray [Verse 4] Violin strings start to scream Piano keys in twisted scheme Harps that pluck my nerves raw Madness in the mirrored flaw [Chorus] Medic medic hear their call Sanity begins to fall Echoes bouncing through my mind Peace is what I cannot find

[Verse] Betrayed me again dark thoughts creeping in Left in the cold with nothing to hold Promises broken shattered to dust Get outta my head don’t tell me it's just [Verse 2] Grinding my teeth ain't sleeping no more Heart’s in a vise feelin’ so sore Bleeding these wounds like salt in a vein Watchin’ the walls crushin’ the pain [Chorus] Tear me up don’t look back Ripped apart under attack Rage inside like wildfire Screamin’ loud burnin’ higher [Verse 3] Tears in the rain drownin’ my soul Lost in the maze lost all control Grit in my teeth blood in my eyes Clutchin’ at straws hearin’ your lies [Bridge] Faded dreams can't feel my skin Fightin’ demons can’t let 'em win Echoes loud in the empty space Feel this void gotta face [Chorus] Tear me up don’t look back Ripped apart under attack Rage inside like wildfire Screamin’ loud burnin’ higher

[Intro] Under the waves, under the skin, Where voices drown, where echoes thin. There he watches, there he waits, Carve the flesh, erase the fates. [Verse 1 – Slow, Haunting] Steel fingers trace the tide, Nautical fear in hollow eyes. Abyss of silence, void of sound, No screams escape once they are bound. [Chorus – Deep, Resonant, Droning] Down... down... where the currents pull. Down... down... to the abyss for the cruel. No voice... no choice... surrender the whole. Neptune waits... Neptune takes... your soul. [Verse 2 – Echoing, Distant, Fading] Cold corridors, endless dark blue, Disciples kneel, they cut into you. A silent legion, uniformed ghosts, A choir of whispers, a masterless host. [Bridge – Distant Sirens, Pulsing Drones] One by one, the echoes cease, Memories float like oil on the seas. Abyss is hunger, abyss is need, Neptune carves the soul to feed. (Final Chorus – Fading into Nothingness) Down... down... where the currents pull. Down... down... to the abyss for the cruel. No voice... no choice... surrender the whole. Neptune waits... Neptune takes... your soul. (Outro – Low, Guttural Waves, Mechanical Pulses) No voice. No choice. No soul. No sound.

Mrs anderson, inclutch. youre about to get touched. spin the block, get the glock, expired, tired, youre dad didnt get friendly fired. oh shit! my bad! was that youre dad? oh fuck! my bad! my bad

(Verse 1) The air is thick, a silent shroud, Streetlights flicker, lost in cloud. He shivers, though the night is warm, Unknowing of the gathering storm. (Verse 2) I watch him stumble, down the lane, A puppet dancing in the rain. His laughter echoes, hollow, thin, The game is ending, let it begin. (Chorus) I’m just a shadow on the wall, Watching empires rise and fall. I'm the whisper, the chilling breeze, I’m gonna be the last thing you see before you go bye bye. (Verse 3) He reaches for a cigarette, Another drag, another threat. He doesn't see the glint of steel, The final act, about to reveal. (Verse 4) The alley's silent, save a sigh, As crimson blooms against the sky. His eyes meet mine, a fleeting glance, A final question, a desperate chance. (Chorus) I’m just a shadow on the wall, Watching empires rise and fall. I'm the whisper, the chilling breeze, I’m gonna be the last thing you see before you go bye bye. (Bridge) No judgment here, no right, no wrong, Merely the ending of a song. The curtain falls, the stage is bare, Just emptiness hangs in the air. (Chorus) I’m just a shadow on the wall, Watching empires rise and fall. I'm the whisper, the chilling breeze, I’m gonna be the last thing you see before you go bye bye. (Outro) Bye bye, little bird, bye bye, Into the darkness, you will fly. And I will wait, for the next in line, To see their fear, before they die. Bye bye... bye bye... the last thing you see.

maybe you should reply all i wanted to do was cry sorry i messed up it wasn’t my intention the person i was was the person i loved staying up too late led to seeing hate iiii can’t live a lie while in front of your eyes been here all night sat while i die oh my god i’m listening like the 6th street lights i’m glistening can’t keep running away from it stuck between these walls i’m panicking fell right there like the floor was dropped it’s not my fault you can’t get what you want i guess i’m getting better but these days are not i can’t really tell if im lost or not (lost or not, lost lost or not, i can’t really tell if we’re lost or not. lost or not, lost lost or not, i can’t really tell if we’re lost or not) i’m pacing the driveway people are quite strange and i can’t believe when everyone is on my side and you can’t even grab the knife youlllll love me sooooon so make a moooove maybe one day i’ll fall in the pothole oh my god i’m listening like the 6th street lights i’m glistening can’t keep running away from it stuck between these walls i’m panicking fell right there like the floor was dropped it’s not my fault you can’t get what you want i guess i’m getting better but these days are not i can’t really tell if im lost or not

bloody heart valentine In the mirror, I see the scars that you've left behind, like a bloody canvas painted deep in my heart. My love for you is a knife that cuts deep, a poison that I can't shed. In your arms, I find my demise, a beautiful tragedy, a love that's a suicide. It's sick, it's twisted, but baby, this is romance at its peak. loving you is the only thing makes me feel alive lying in your hospital bed, can you see me? can you hear me? can you feel me? do you know i'm here? do you know i'm real? Your love is the only loop I want to be in You are a threat to my fragile heart I barely protected for years. but i guess i'll just romanticise it and let my self sink in your hands i'm not ready to die, but i'll pretend for you my bloody heart valentine

But hark, hark this story of woe Huddle near the midnight grows close Listen close the stars are singing Hear now the glimmering of bells Quietly note the passing time She is up there amongst the stars Memory is an odd thing Have you cried, not knowing why A torn heart needn't not know why And so above stars spin Below reflections shine Beyond memories wait Darkness lays wait beyond Many things to be feared Dears, do not fear beyond As long as you have your friends Garner them at your side All things can not last but some should. This is of one that did last She who glimmered dawn in the dark In those days was darkness II.A dusk at the edge of time A purple star upon the night She wonders at what had once been In the end no-pony remained Forever now that dream was stained A silver thread upon silken dark. What had been will never be They gallop on the mind's eye The memories of younger days. Oh how unkind time’s lens She could not remember The faces of her friends She balanced upon the Very edge, upon the Universe’s repand Although she could not remember That endless golden hour The time of hope, that time of light She held one truth at heart A wind against that sea of lies A dawn against the Dark III.She had known friends, once long ago. When she was young, her world still new Harmony’s seeds, then still to sow. She shook her head, stars glittering In her main, that twinkle in night A tear glistens across her cheek. Although she remembers not(naught) She, She has not forgotten Forever in ages lost She gave it all for them She grasped for them, She grasped Faces, memory, gone But then also she cried For she knew what was lost To her still they mattered And she gave it all for them So, so they might live Cry, cry, cry you twilit Dawn She had been a regal thing A light against the growing dark And now, she, she was gone. IV. Loh who would offer such a choice A wretched evil unkind choice That evil will remain unnamed She was like sunlight against dew A feather against the moons hue(hew) She was music upon the wind He came to her with a deal Equestrea, his prey shook A darkness fell upon the land Her friends stood by her side Radiance of harmony Would peace drown his growing darkness Nay, neigh the shadows did fall And she was left, cold, and alone Hope,hope was not all lost V.It made her tremble to remember He, he had offered her a deal Coins rattled against fate’s table In all of time, in all of life There are things that should never be Lo an Alicorn cried that day His fate sealed, she signed her name What was hope worth if for this Darkness crumbled to Twilight's quill Of all the tragic days Oh, why should time spin on Fate cried that day, fate cried Equestria had been saved The darkness had been razed Banners waved and trumpets flared And it was a tragic day Lo a day of mourning The day twilight forgot her friends There was not another way But perhaps not all was lost,for Somewhere deep down

ずっと走り続けている 暗闇の中で影を追いかけて 癒えない傷がある でもその火花をまだ感じている 火のような赤、明るく燃えて でもそれは見えなくなっていく 重さを背負って、代償を背負って この世界で迷子になったように 一歩一歩、代償を払っている でも魂は奪わせない 過去は僕を壊していくけど それでも進み続ける、重い心で 赤は色あせても、手放さない 痛みが見えないように戦い続ける 奪われない内なる炎を 二人のために走り続ける それを抱えて、明るく燃え続けて 暗闇の中でも、君の光になる でも赤は色あせ、代償を感じる 君を失った、忘れないよその代償を 夜は冷たくて、息ができない 離れない記憶たち 君の顔を見て、声を聞く 「自分の選択を信じて」と でも内なる罪悪感から逃げられない 僕が置いてきた人、亡くなった人 ここにいても、実感できない 走り続けても、癒されない 一歩一歩、代償を払っている でも魂は奪わせない 過去は僕を壊していくけど それでも進み続ける、重い心で 赤は色あせても、手放さない 痛みが見えないように戦い続ける 奪われない内なる炎を 二人のために走り続ける それを抱えて、明るく燃え続けて 暗闇の中でも、君の光になる でも赤は色あせ、代償を感じる 君を失った、忘れないよその代償を 君のために戦う、遠くにいても 赤は色あせない、今日は 心の中で君を抱きしめて 君がくれた力を、時を越えて 赤は色あせても、手放さない 痛みが見えないように戦い続ける 奪われない内なる炎を 二人のために走り続ける それを抱えて、明るく燃え続けて 暗闇の中でも、君の光になる でも赤は色あせ、代償を感じる 君を失った、忘れないよその代償を 赤は色あせても、僕は進み続ける 全ての戦いの中で、この歌で君を生かし続ける