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Nie prosiłem, by tu być, ciepłe wnętrze, mleczny byt. Nie wybierałem twego ciała, ale los mnie tu wysłał – cała moja rola, moja misja, żyć, rozmnażać się – co dnia. (Zwrotka 2 – napięcie rośnie, świadomość zagrożenia) Czuję strach, czuję chłód, wiem, że wiesz, że jestem tu. Słyszę szepty, widzę dłonie, idzie kara, idzie koniec. Białe tabletki – śnieżne groby, w twoich oczach brak już zgody. (Refren – lament, desperacja) Nie chcę znikać, nie chcę gasnąć, czy to grzech, że chcę tu wzrastać? Byłem częścią twego cienia, teraz czekam na zbawienia. (Zwrotka 3 – pogodzenie się z losem) Moje dzieci nie ujrzą świtu, żaden taniec, żaden rytm. Pękło ciepło, pękła cisza, ciemność woła, głos się zbliża. Już rozumiem, już nie krzyczę, jestem tylko małym niczym… (Refren – powtórka, ale cichsza, wyblakła) Nie chcę znikać, nie chcę gasnąć, czy to grzech, że chcę tu wzrastać? Byłem częścią twego cienia, teraz czekam na zbawienia. (Outro – szept, ostateczne pożegnanie) Żegnaj, ciepło. Żegnaj, domu. Ja już wiem. Ja już… znikam.

(Drenched in distortion, apathy, and nihilism with that raw Nirvana feel) [Verse 1] Dragged through the dirt, my teeth are cracked Splinters in my spine, I can’t turn back Rust in my lungs, coughing smoke Dreams decay with every joke [Chorus] Fading out, fading in Bleach my soul, burn my skin Slam me down, leave me dead Sing your hymn, drown my head [Verse 2] Woke up with a hole where my heart should be Carve it out, just hollow me Concrete faces bleed and grin Plastic promises wear thin [Chorus] Fading out, fading in Bleach my soul, burn my skin Slam me down, leave me dead Sing your hymn, drown my head [Bridge] Whispers turn to screams, but I don’t care Chaos blooming everywhere Pull the plug, I’m just TV snow Nothing here, nothing to show [Chorus - Distorted/Angrier] Fading out, fading in Break my mind, let the rot begin Slam me down, tear me whole Let it bleed, let it roll [Outro] No angels, no peace of mind Just a runaway in rewind If I fall, don’t make a sound I’ll be gone when I hit the ground

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Slowly Talking: It’s hard to admit, but sometimes you just gotta stop hiding and face it. Opening: Hmmm, la da dee, la da dah! oh no! oh no! I’m giving up, Oh no, oh nooooooooo Verse 1: I’ve been lying to the mirror, saying I’m alright, But the cracks keep spreading, they’re too hard to hide. Tired of pretending, of wearing this smile, I’m empty inside, been hollow for a while. Pre-Chorus: I’m heartless and cold, just a shadow in my skin, Every battle I fight feels like I’ll never win. Been running from the darkness, but it knows my name, No escape, no light, just the weight of my shame. Chorus: I’m finally admitting, I’m lost in the storm, Been drowning in the quiet, in a life so torn. No fire, no feeling, just a soul turned gray, I’m giving up…yeah, I’m giving up. Verse 2: There’s nothing going for me, I’m a sinking stone, A ghost in the crowd but I feel so alone. Every day’s a battle just to get out of bed, But the war in my head’s always one step ahead. Pre-Chorus: I’m heartless and cold, but I’m tired of the fight, This darkness consumes every inch of the light. I’ve held it together for far too long, Now I’m breaking apart where I don’t belong. Chorus: I’m finally admitting, I’m lost in the storm, Been drowning in the quiet, in a life so torn. No fire, no feeling, just a soul turned gray, I’m giving up…yeah, I’m giving up. Bridge: It’s not a cry for help; it’s just the truth I need to speak, The weight of this sadness is making me weak. I’ve been numb, I’ve been blind, but I can’t anymore, I’m staring at the pieces scattered on the floor. Chorus: I’m finally admitting, I’m lost in the storm, Been drowning in the quiet, in a life so torn. No fire, no feeling, just a soul turned gray, I’m giving up…yeah, I’m giving up. Outro: I’m heartless and cold, I’ve got nothing left to give, But maybe in this wreckage, I’ll find a way to live. No promises of healing, no dawn on the way, Just me and the darkness, and I’ll face it someday.

[Verse] In the silence screams begin to crawl Whispers echo down the narrow halls Every cry for help and plea for aid Twists the mind like a razor blade [Verse 2] Hands once healing now start to shake Hollows grow where the heart could break Echoes whisper in a broken tune Sanity slips like a wasted boon [Chorus] Medic medic voices never cease Fading reason peace by piece From savior’s grace to shadows black No turning now there’s no way back [Verse 3] Through the smoke the ghosts all wail White coat stained a twisted tale Needles flash with a grim delight Darkness claims the fading light [Verse 4] Snapping strings of a broken song White noise screams it won’t be long Shattered mind blurred by crimson lines Cuts and echoes down the lines [Bridge] Can't stop the cries every breath a plea Lost in madness wandering free Medic medic shadows start to dance Fragments shatter no last chance

Impatience I can’t fucking think! (impatience!!) my body’s getting weak (impatience!!!) art overwhelms me it’s all exhausting writing clever feeling better? (nope!) i want to make more money but i hate to job hunt i want to buy a house, sit around, and do what i want but i’m just a little pissed off at the world why can’t we have peace cause i want to travel, free of hassle yet we we are all slowly I can’t fucking think! (impatience!!) my body’s getting weak (impatience!!!) art overwhelms me it’s all exhausting writing clever feeling better? (nope!) losing time, aging fast can true happiness last a lifetime? forgot to stretch, i self destruct i hate the gym, my body sucks i want it to be easy yet all the time id rather go back to fucking sleep pissed off at the world why can’t we have peace cause i want to travel, free of hassle yet we we are all slowly I can’t fucking think! (impatience!!) my body’s getting weak (impatience!!!) art overwhelms me it’s all exhausting writing clever feeling better? (nope!) pissed off at the world why can’t we have peace cause i want to travel, free of hassle yet we we are all slowly i,m patient impatiently patient i,m patient does this all make sense? I,m patient impatience is wasting away i,m patient i’m just tired bro I can’t fucking think! (impatience!!) my body’s getting weak (impatience!!!) art overwhelms me it’s all exhausting writing clever feeling better? (nope!) I can’t fucking think! (impatience!!) my body’s getting weak (impatience!!!) art overwhelms me it’s all exhausting writing clever feeling better? (nope!) NOPE!

[Verse] Whispers in the hallway draggin like chains Flickering lights reveal unsaid pains Footsteps echo deep in the hollow Shadows dance with secrets hard to swallow [Chorus] Darkness blinds the eyes but the soul can see Voices in the silence beckon to thee Creepin through the cracks of reality Face the mirror and meet who you'll never be [Verse 2] Cold hands grip tight around the neck of fear Eyes wide open but the truth's unclear Walls close in with every breath you take Dreams become nightmares with each mistake [Chorus] Darkness blinds the eyes but the soul can see Voices in the silence beckon to thee Creepin through the cracks of reality Face the mirror and meet who you'll never be [Bridge] Time twists and turns in the labyrinth within Each path taken leads back to where you've been Can't escape the demon in the mirror's eyes It's your face it wears as it feeds on your lies [Chorus] Darkness blinds the eyes but the soul can see Voices in the silence beckon to thee Creepin through the cracks of reality Face the mirror and meet who you'll never be

I wish I could fix this, Guess I'll never be us. I couldn't walk away, And you couldn't stay. Am I someone you miss? Or am i now anonymous? You always did have a type, could have been anyone. We were rotting and half-ripe, the dark side of the sun. A disappointed smile, as warm as the man in the moon. My skin remembers the last kiss, my heart forgot too soon. This heart craves excess this body can't handle. This love burns so bright, but it can't even light a candle. I wish I could fix this, Guess I'll never be us. I couldn't walk away, And you couldn't stay. Am I someone you miss? Or am i now anonymous? Am I a chapter in your history, Or a torn out page? This hearts hemorrhaging steadily, in its cage. Hope is a ghost, haunting my memory Love holds a grudge, hidden in friend and enemy. I wish with all of my soul things were very different, I was part of our whole, am I your fragment? I wish I could fix this, Guess I'll never be us. I couldn't walk away, And you couldn't stay. Am I someone you miss? Or am i now anonymous? I recently heard a doctor on the TV screen say, Loneliness is as lethal as 15 cigarettes a day. I've been poisoned by loneliness, My kindness become Venomous I know I can't fix this I know I can't forget us

[Verse] He was iron once was skin Lost his child to fate’s dark spin Now he roams a cold machine Heart of metal yet unseen [Verse 2] Wretched scorn within his eyes Every breath a hollow lie Shadows keep him in their hold Soulless steps where tales are told [Chorus] Until he saw her in the night A woman of dark skin pure light Broken circuits felt a spark Metal heart burst into dark [Verse 3] Once a wolf now a tethered beast Chased her beauty found his peace Melted rage in quicksilver streams Woke from centuries of dreams [Bridge] Specs and bolts they felt the burn Every cog began to turn Eyes of steel saw flesh and bone In her warmth no longer alone [Chorus] Until he saw her in the night A woman of dark skin pure light Broken circuits felt a spark Metal heart burst into dark

Verse 1 I used to chase a fleeting glow, Back in the days of a world I used to know. Where childhood dreams would bind my mind, But now I’m lost, so tired, so confined. Pre-Chorus I hold my breath, the seconds break, Each wound I hide feels like a stake. I search the dark, hoping I might find, A piece of me I left behind. Chorus I'm sinking in the silence, so cold, Every memory a story untold. The scars run deep, and I can’t rewind, I’m tethered to shadows I can’t unbind. Verse 2 A fractured mirror shows my face, The cracks align with time’s embrace. I tried to hold onto something real, But every touch leaves a wound I can’t heal. Pre-Chorus The seconds slip, they burn, they break, This endless weight, it’s more than I can take. Searching for the solace I’ll never find, The ghosts of me, forever intertwined. Chorus I’m drowning in the darkness, so cold, Every memory a story retold. The scars remain, and I’m still confined, Lost in a spiral I can’t unbind. Bridge If I could run, if I could mend, Would I escape, or just pretend? These weary hands, they’re tired, they’re torn, Holding a pain I’ve carried since I was born. Outro The seconds fade, the wounds still sting, I hear the echoes of the songs I’d sing. In this hollow place, I try to find, A part of myself that’s not resigned.

[Start] [Verse 1] In shadows deep (lost and asleep), All lost souls hear, Revenant’s call, Echoing thralls [Chorus] City of vice (city of sin), Blood, ice, and fire, Whispers of sin (feel the desire), Awakening desire [Verse 2] Neon lights blaze (lights never fade), In a darkened haze, Pleasure and pain (dancing in the rain), Dancing in the rain [Chorus] City of vice (city of sin), Blood, ice, and fire, Whispers of sin (feel the desire), Awakening desire [Bridge] We’ll rise from the dark (rise, rise), Feel the sharp, Blade of the knife’s embrace, We love the taste In Revenant’s fall (in revenant’s fall), We lust to it’s call (to it’s call), Crime and despair (stay if you dare), Never escape from the snare [Outro] Neon lights burn (through poison skies), Pleasure in screams (and pain replies), City of vice (forever ablaze), Lost in endless haze [Chorus] City of vice (city of sin), Blood, ice, and fire, Whispers of sin (feel the desire), Awakening desire, Awakening desire… [End]

(Heavy breathing, distorted Medic voice) (Verse 1) The battlefield, a canvas of red, ja? Another day, another dance with the dead. They scream my name, a chorus of need, But all I hear is a frantic, bursting seed. "Medic! Medic!" Echoes in my ears, Drowning out the logic, fueling all my fears. My Medi-Gun hums, a morbid melody, Is it healing them, or just mocking me? (Chorus) (Voice cracks, higher pitch, more distorted) Ach, Gott im Himmel! The madness takes hold! These broken bodies, stories untold. Their pain, their fear, it seeps into my mind, Leaving sanity fractured, lost and unrefined! Am I a doctor, or a dealer of life? Dancing with death, in this eternal strife! (Verse 2) The Heavy cries, his chest a gaping wound, The Scout so fast, now lying on the ground. Pyro's burning, Engineer's bleeding dry, They claw and grasp, begging not to die. I shove the needle, a desperate, frantic plea, To silence the voices that are haunting me! They see me as a savior, a beacon in the night, But all I am is a puppet, bathed in crimson light. (Chorus) (Voice even more erratic, almost a scream) Ach, Gott im Himmel! The madness takes hold! These broken bodies, stories untold. Their pain, their fear, it seeps into my mind, Leaving sanity fractured, lost and unrefined! Am I a doctor, or a dealer of life? Dancing with death, in this eternal strife! (Bridge) (Whispering, closer to the mic, heavy breathing) I see their faces, contorted in pain, But behind them, a flicker, a sweet, sweet gain. The power I wield, the lives in my hand, I could let them slip, and break free from this land... (Chorus) (Full scream, completely distorted, almost unintelligible) ACH! GOTT! IM HIMMEL! The MADNESS! IT CONSUMES! THE BROKEN! THE DEAD! FILL UP ALL THE ROOMS! THEIR PAIN! THEIR FEAR! A SYMPHONY OF SCREAMS! SANITÄT! GONE! LOST IN BROKEN DREAMS! DOCTOR? DEALER? I AM THE END! DANCING WITH DEATH! AGAIN! AND AGAIN! (Outro) (Silence, then a soft, chilling giggle) Wunderbar... Just... wunderbar. (Static, then fades to silence)