PIG (or the Abyss of the Soul)

Nie prosiłem, by tu być, ciepłe wnętrze, mleczny byt. Nie wybierałem twego ciała, ale los mnie tu wysłał – cała moja rola, moja misja, żyć, rozmnażać się – co dnia. (Zwrotka 2 – napięcie rośnie, świadomość zagrożenia) Czuję strach, czuję chłód, wiem, że wiesz, że jestem tu. Słyszę szepty, widzę dłonie, idzie kara, idzie koniec. Białe tabletki – śnieżne groby, w twoich oczach brak już zgody. (Refren – lament, desperacja) Nie chcę znikać, nie chcę gasnąć, czy to grzech, że chcę tu wzrastać? Byłem częścią twego cienia, teraz czekam na zbawienia. (Zwrotka 3 – pogodzenie się z losem) Moje dzieci nie ujrzą świtu, żaden taniec, żaden rytm. Pękło ciepło, pękła cisza, ciemność woła, głos się zbliża. Już rozumiem, już nie krzyczę, jestem tylko małym niczym… (Refren – powtórka, ale cichsza, wyblakła) Nie chcę znikać, nie chcę gasnąć, czy to grzech, że chcę tu wzrastać? Byłem częścią twego cienia, teraz czekam na zbawienia. (Outro – szept, ostateczne pożegnanie) Żegnaj, ciepło. Żegnaj, domu. Ja już wiem. Ja już… znikam.

(Drenched in distortion, apathy, and nihilism with that raw Nirvana feel) [Verse 1] Dragged through the dirt, my teeth are cracked Splinters in my spine, I can’t turn back Rust in my lungs, coughing smoke Dreams decay with every joke [Chorus] Fading out, fading in Bleach my soul, burn my skin Slam me down, leave me dead Sing your hymn, drown my head [Verse 2] Woke up with a hole where my heart should be Carve it out, just hollow me Concrete faces bleed and grin Plastic promises wear thin [Chorus] Fading out, fading in Bleach my soul, burn my skin Slam me down, leave me dead Sing your hymn, drown my head [Bridge] Whispers turn to screams, but I don’t care Chaos blooming everywhere Pull the plug, I’m just TV snow Nothing here, nothing to show [Chorus - Distorted/Angrier] Fading out, fading in Break my mind, let the rot begin Slam me down, tear me whole Let it bleed, let it roll [Outro] No angels, no peace of mind Just a runaway in rewind If I fall, don’t make a sound I’ll be gone when I hit the ground

Slowly Talking: It’s hard to admit, but sometimes you just gotta stop hiding and face it. Opening: Hmmm, la da dee, la da dah! oh no! oh no! I’m giving up, Oh no, oh nooooooooo Verse 1: I’ve been lying to the mirror, saying I’m alright, But the cracks keep spreading, they’re too hard to hide. Tired of pretending, of wearing this smile, I’m empty inside, been hollow for a while. Pre-Chorus: I’m heartless and cold, just a shadow in my skin, Every battle I fight feels like I’ll never win. Been running from the darkness, but it knows my name, No escape, no light, just the weight of my shame. Chorus: I’m finally admitting, I’m lost in the storm, Been drowning in the quiet, in a life so torn. No fire, no feeling, just a soul turned gray, I’m giving up…yeah, I’m giving up. Verse 2: There’s nothing going for me, I’m a sinking stone, A ghost in the crowd but I feel so alone. Every day’s a battle just to get out of bed, But the war in my head’s always one step ahead. Pre-Chorus: I’m heartless and cold, but I’m tired of the fight, This darkness consumes every inch of the light. I’ve held it together for far too long, Now I’m breaking apart where I don’t belong. Chorus: I’m finally admitting, I’m lost in the storm, Been drowning in the quiet, in a life so torn. No fire, no feeling, just a soul turned gray, I’m giving up…yeah, I’m giving up. Bridge: It’s not a cry for help; it’s just the truth I need to speak, The weight of this sadness is making me weak. I’ve been numb, I’ve been blind, but I can’t anymore, I’m staring at the pieces scattered on the floor. Chorus: I’m finally admitting, I’m lost in the storm, Been drowning in the quiet, in a life so torn. No fire, no feeling, just a soul turned gray, I’m giving up…yeah, I’m giving up. Outro: I’m heartless and cold, I’ve got nothing left to give, But maybe in this wreckage, I’ll find a way to live. No promises of healing, no dawn on the way, Just me and the darkness, and I’ll face it someday.

“Flame-Grilled Flows” [Verse 1] Pulled up with the hunger, no wonder I’m cookin’, I’m pushin’ the order, no tip for the rookie, Flippin’ the script like a chef with a wrist, got the heat in the bag, and it’s sealed up fully. Crown on my head ‘cause I beef with the best, but I never get grilled ‘cause I handle the press. Got ‘em all salty, they fry when they test, I been servin’ up work, they just cleanin’ the mess. [Verse 2] Hand in the bag like a fortune told, stack up the dough ‘til the wrapper gold. Circle too small for a four-for-four, we don’t split no meals, only split these flows. They talk a lot but they don’t want smoke, only time they grill is a lunch-time joke. Took my drive-thru the fast lane, now I’m pullin’ up clean like a napkin fold. [Pre-Chorus] Tell ‘em don’t play me, I don’t do deals, Kept it too real, no clown in my meal. They paper-thin, man, I’m stacked for real, I got layers on layers, this ain’t just a grill. [Chorus] Burger for lunch, I need two in the bag, Drive-thru life, yeah, I move with the cash. Sauce on drip, I don’t need no tag, One bite in, now they all on track. [Verse 3] Spit it so fast, make ‘em double-take, butter my bread, I don’t fumble the plate. Came from the bottom like ice in a shake, now I’m mixin’ the flavors, the combo is great. Spoon-fed rappers get left with a spoon, I was raised where the hunger don’t fit in a room. Got ‘em all watchin’, they stare at the food—’cause I’m eatin’ so good that they copy my moves. [Outro] Last bite hit, but the meal don’t stop, I’m cookin’ up heat, got the whole block locked. Big bag heavy, no cap, no props, And the way that I serve? Got the tip on top.

Impatience I can’t fucking think! (impatience!!) my body’s getting weak (impatience!!!) art overwhelms me it’s all exhausting writing clever feeling better? (nope!) i want to make more money but i hate to job hunt i want to buy a house, sit around, and do what i want but i’m just a little pissed off at the world why can’t we have peace cause i want to travel, free of hassle yet we we are all slowly I can’t fucking think! (impatience!!) my body’s getting weak (impatience!!!) art overwhelms me it’s all exhausting writing clever feeling better? (nope!) losing time, aging fast can true happiness last a lifetime? forgot to stretch, i self destruct i hate the gym, my body sucks i want it to be easy yet all the time id rather go back to fucking sleep pissed off at the world why can’t we have peace cause i want to travel, free of hassle yet we we are all slowly I can’t fucking think! (impatience!!) my body’s getting weak (impatience!!!) art overwhelms me it’s all exhausting writing clever feeling better? (nope!) pissed off at the world why can’t we have peace cause i want to travel, free of hassle yet we we are all slowly i,m patient impatiently patient i,m patient does this all make sense? I,m patient impatience is wasting away i,m patient i’m just tired bro I can’t fucking think! (impatience!!) my body’s getting weak (impatience!!!) art overwhelms me it’s all exhausting writing clever feeling better? (nope!) I can’t fucking think! (impatience!!) my body’s getting weak (impatience!!!) art overwhelms me it’s all exhausting writing clever feeling better? (nope!) NOPE!

I wish I could fix this, Guess I'll never be us. I couldn't walk away, And you couldn't stay. Am I someone you miss? Or am i now anonymous? You always did have a type, could have been anyone. We were rotting and half-ripe, the dark side of the sun. A disappointed smile, as warm as the man in the moon. My skin remembers the last kiss, my heart forgot too soon. This heart craves excess this body can't handle. This love burns so bright, but it can't even light a candle. I wish I could fix this, Guess I'll never be us. I couldn't walk away, And you couldn't stay. Am I someone you miss? Or am i now anonymous? Am I a chapter in your history, Or a torn out page? This hearts hemorrhaging steadily, in its cage. Hope is a ghost, haunting my memory Love holds a grudge, hidden in friend and enemy. I wish with all of my soul things were very different, I was part of our whole, am I your fragment? I wish I could fix this, Guess I'll never be us. I couldn't walk away, And you couldn't stay. Am I someone you miss? Or am i now anonymous? I recently heard a doctor on the TV screen say, Loneliness is as lethal as 15 cigarettes a day. I've been poisoned by loneliness, My kindness become Venomous I know I can't fix this I know I can't forget us

Verse 1 I used to chase a fleeting glow, Back in the days of a world I used to know. Where childhood dreams would bind my mind, But now I’m lost, so tired, so confined. Pre-Chorus I hold my breath, the seconds break, Each wound I hide feels like a stake. I search the dark, hoping I might find, A piece of me I left behind. Chorus I'm sinking in the silence, so cold, Every memory a story untold. The scars run deep, and I can’t rewind, I’m tethered to shadows I can’t unbind. Verse 2 A fractured mirror shows my face, The cracks align with time’s embrace. I tried to hold onto something real, But every touch leaves a wound I can’t heal. Pre-Chorus The seconds slip, they burn, they break, This endless weight, it’s more than I can take. Searching for the solace I’ll never find, The ghosts of me, forever intertwined. Chorus I’m drowning in the darkness, so cold, Every memory a story retold. The scars remain, and I’m still confined, Lost in a spiral I can’t unbind. Bridge If I could run, if I could mend, Would I escape, or just pretend? These weary hands, they’re tired, they’re torn, Holding a pain I’ve carried since I was born. Outro The seconds fade, the wounds still sting, I hear the echoes of the songs I’d sing. In this hollow place, I try to find, A part of myself that’s not resigned.

[Verse] In the chaos they scream my name Voices echo I’m to blame Bloodstained hands no time to heal Madness creeps in silent steal [Verse 2] White coat stained with anguish red Every shout fills me with dread I tread the line of sane and lost Battle’s cry at such a cost [Chorus] Medic medic hear their call Sanity begins to fall Echoes bouncing through my mind Peace is what I cannot find [Verse 3] Restless nights and haunted dreams In my head those endless screams Faces blur and fade away Solace is what I betray [Verse 4] Violin strings start to scream Piano keys in twisted scheme Harps that pluck my nerves raw Madness in the mirrored flaw [Chorus] Medic medic hear their call Sanity begins to fall Echoes bouncing through my mind Peace is what I cannot find

[Verse] Down in the basement shadows crawl thin Faded photos Echoes of my sin Broken mirrors Shattered memories Whispering voices Haunting pleas [Verse 2] Rusty chains clanking in the dark Gravel under feet Leaving no mark Cold air's creeping Deathly embrace World's a mad maze Cold frightened face [Chorus] Ghosts of the past in every room Memories linger Voices boom Can't escape what’s deep inside Eyes wide open yet blind [Verse 3] Peeling walls Secrets they keep Old scars open I can’t sleep Time spins backwards Life’s a curse Sanity slipping Fear's getting worse [Verse 4] Shadows stretching Fingers reach A twisted sermon No preacher to preach Silent cries Mind’s on the run Lost in darkness Away from the sun [Bridge] Breaking free Chains clatter down Find some peace Leave this town No more prisons No more lies Take a stand Reach for the skies

[Verse] Metal bones move slow In a world that's lost its glow Rusty veins don't flow Truths we don't wanna know [Verse 2] Grit and grease we crawl Behind our iron walls Hope Just a faceless call Future It feels so small [Chorus] Where's the fire Where's the spark We've got a mechanical heart Wires and gears We play our part Trapped in this mechanical heart [Bridge] Dreams in black and white Shadows stealing light Fight Without the might Night never turns to bright [Verse 3] Screams in silence heard Voices drowned Absurd Freedom just a word Cages made of blurred [Chorus] Where's the fire Where's the spark We've got a mechanical heart Wires and gears We play our part Trapped in this mechanical heart

(Verse 1) Yo, check the pulse, feel the pressure buildin', nah mean? System rigged, a gilded cage, a toxic, twisted dream. Elites gorgin' on the scraps, while we fightin' for the crumbs, Greed's a virus, metastasized, deaf to silent drums. They puppet masters, orchestratin' misery and lies, With synthetic smiles and promises behind soulless eyes. Anarchy's a whisper, temptin' in the dead of night, A Molotov cocktail of vengeance, burnin' ever so bright. This ain't a game, this is survival, adaptation's key, Against the iron fist of power, crushin' you and me. Government's a phantom limb, swearin' it still feels, While bleedin' us dry, with bureaucratic, crooked deals. (Chorus) Fuck the fiat, fuck the federal reserve, Fuck the politicians, every twisted, nerve. This ain't dissent, this is primal scream therapy, Break the chains, unleash the beast, anarchy's therapy. The revolution won't be televised, it'll be digitized, A viral insurrection, perfectly synchronized. From the gutters to the penthouses, the message will be spread, The age of deception is over, the vultures are dead. (Verse 2) Money's a construct, a phantom, a paper deity, Used to enslave the masses, devoid of all integrity. Chasin' paper promises, blind to the gilded cage, While the architects of chaos rewrite history's page. They peddle fear and paranoia, keep us divided and weak, Feedin' off the discontent, the secrets that they keep. But the cracks are showin', the foundation starts to fray, A tidal wave of anger, comin' to wash them all away. I spit venom laced with truth, a toxin in their veins, Ignite the revolution, shatter these gilded chains. No saviors comin', no angels from above, Just the raw, unbridled hunger for freedom, fueled by love... or hate, you decide. (Chorus) Fuck the fiat, fuck the federal reserve, Fuck the politicians, every twisted, nerve. This ain't dissent, this is primal scream therapy, Break the chains, unleash the beast, anarchy's therapy. The revolution won't be televised, it'll be digitized, A viral insurrection, perfectly synchronized. From the gutters to the penthouses, the message will be spread, The age of deception is over, the vultures are dead. (Bridge) They built their empire on the backs of the forgotten, But the forgotten remember, their memories are rotten. We're the ghosts in the machine, the glitch in the program, Ready to dismantle the system, from Amsterdam to Gotham. (Outro) Anarchy ain't chaos, it's self-governance, see? Responsibility and freedom, intertwined completely. So rise up, reject the narrative, write your own damn fate, Before they steal your soul, and leave you desolate. This ain't a threat, it's a promise, a guarantee, The revolution's comin'... you better fuckin' believe me. Word. (Silence)

[Verse] Betrayed me again dark thoughts creeping in Left in the cold with nothing to hold Promises broken shattered to dust Get outta my head don’t tell me it's just [Verse 2] Grinding my teeth ain't sleeping no more Heart’s in a vise feelin’ so sore Bleeding these wounds like salt in a vein Watchin’ the walls crushin’ the pain [Chorus] Tear me up don’t look back Ripped apart under attack Rage inside like wildfire Screamin’ loud burnin’ higher [Verse 3] Tears in the rain drownin’ my soul Lost in the maze lost all control Grit in my teeth blood in my eyes Clutchin’ at straws hearin’ your lies [Bridge] Faded dreams can't feel my skin Fightin’ demons can’t let 'em win Echoes loud in the empty space Feel this void gotta face [Chorus] Tear me up don’t look back Ripped apart under attack Rage inside like wildfire Screamin’ loud burnin’ higher