mrs anderson

Nie prosiłem, by tu być, ciepłe wnętrze, mleczny byt. Nie wybierałem twego ciała, ale los mnie tu wysłał – cała moja rola, moja misja, żyć, rozmnażać się – co dnia. (Zwrotka 2 – napięcie rośnie, świadomość zagrożenia) Czuję strach, czuję chłód, wiem, że wiesz, że jestem tu. Słyszę szepty, widzę dłonie, idzie kara, idzie koniec. Białe tabletki – śnieżne groby, w twoich oczach brak już zgody. (Refren – lament, desperacja) Nie chcę znikać, nie chcę gasnąć, czy to grzech, że chcę tu wzrastać? Byłem częścią twego cienia, teraz czekam na zbawienia. (Zwrotka 3 – pogodzenie się z losem) Moje dzieci nie ujrzą świtu, żaden taniec, żaden rytm. Pękło ciepło, pękła cisza, ciemność woła, głos się zbliża. Już rozumiem, już nie krzyczę, jestem tylko małym niczym… (Refren – powtórka, ale cichsza, wyblakła) Nie chcę znikać, nie chcę gasnąć, czy to grzech, że chcę tu wzrastać? Byłem częścią twego cienia, teraz czekam na zbawienia. (Outro – szept, ostateczne pożegnanie) Żegnaj, ciepło. Żegnaj, domu. Ja już wiem. Ja już… znikam.

(Drenched in distortion, apathy, and nihilism with that raw Nirvana feel) [Verse 1] Dragged through the dirt, my teeth are cracked Splinters in my spine, I can’t turn back Rust in my lungs, coughing smoke Dreams decay with every joke [Chorus] Fading out, fading in Bleach my soul, burn my skin Slam me down, leave me dead Sing your hymn, drown my head [Verse 2] Woke up with a hole where my heart should be Carve it out, just hollow me Concrete faces bleed and grin Plastic promises wear thin [Chorus] Fading out, fading in Bleach my soul, burn my skin Slam me down, leave me dead Sing your hymn, drown my head [Bridge] Whispers turn to screams, but I don’t care Chaos blooming everywhere Pull the plug, I’m just TV snow Nothing here, nothing to show [Chorus - Distorted/Angrier] Fading out, fading in Break my mind, let the rot begin Slam me down, tear me whole Let it bleed, let it roll [Outro] No angels, no peace of mind Just a runaway in rewind If I fall, don’t make a sound I’ll be gone when I hit the ground

Slowly Talking: It’s hard to admit, but sometimes you just gotta stop hiding and face it. Opening: Hmmm, la da dee, la da dah! oh no! oh no! I’m giving up, Oh no, oh nooooooooo Verse 1: I’ve been lying to the mirror, saying I’m alright, But the cracks keep spreading, they’re too hard to hide. Tired of pretending, of wearing this smile, I’m empty inside, been hollow for a while. Pre-Chorus: I’m heartless and cold, just a shadow in my skin, Every battle I fight feels like I’ll never win. Been running from the darkness, but it knows my name, No escape, no light, just the weight of my shame. Chorus: I’m finally admitting, I’m lost in the storm, Been drowning in the quiet, in a life so torn. No fire, no feeling, just a soul turned gray, I’m giving up…yeah, I’m giving up. Verse 2: There’s nothing going for me, I’m a sinking stone, A ghost in the crowd but I feel so alone. Every day’s a battle just to get out of bed, But the war in my head’s always one step ahead. Pre-Chorus: I’m heartless and cold, but I’m tired of the fight, This darkness consumes every inch of the light. I’ve held it together for far too long, Now I’m breaking apart where I don’t belong. Chorus: I’m finally admitting, I’m lost in the storm, Been drowning in the quiet, in a life so torn. No fire, no feeling, just a soul turned gray, I’m giving up…yeah, I’m giving up. Bridge: It’s not a cry for help; it’s just the truth I need to speak, The weight of this sadness is making me weak. I’ve been numb, I’ve been blind, but I can’t anymore, I’m staring at the pieces scattered on the floor. Chorus: I’m finally admitting, I’m lost in the storm, Been drowning in the quiet, in a life so torn. No fire, no feeling, just a soul turned gray, I’m giving up…yeah, I’m giving up. Outro: I’m heartless and cold, I’ve got nothing left to give, But maybe in this wreckage, I’ll find a way to live. No promises of healing, no dawn on the way, Just me and the darkness, and I’ll face it someday.

Impatience I can’t fucking think! (impatience!!) my body’s getting weak (impatience!!!) art overwhelms me it’s all exhausting writing clever feeling better? (nope!) i want to make more money but i hate to job hunt i want to buy a house, sit around, and do what i want but i’m just a little pissed off at the world why can’t we have peace cause i want to travel, free of hassle yet we we are all slowly I can’t fucking think! (impatience!!) my body’s getting weak (impatience!!!) art overwhelms me it’s all exhausting writing clever feeling better? (nope!) losing time, aging fast can true happiness last a lifetime? forgot to stretch, i self destruct i hate the gym, my body sucks i want it to be easy yet all the time id rather go back to fucking sleep pissed off at the world why can’t we have peace cause i want to travel, free of hassle yet we we are all slowly I can’t fucking think! (impatience!!) my body’s getting weak (impatience!!!) art overwhelms me it’s all exhausting writing clever feeling better? (nope!) pissed off at the world why can’t we have peace cause i want to travel, free of hassle yet we we are all slowly i,m patient impatiently patient i,m patient does this all make sense? I,m patient impatience is wasting away i,m patient i’m just tired bro I can’t fucking think! (impatience!!) my body’s getting weak (impatience!!!) art overwhelms me it’s all exhausting writing clever feeling better? (nope!) I can’t fucking think! (impatience!!) my body’s getting weak (impatience!!!) art overwhelms me it’s all exhausting writing clever feeling better? (nope!) NOPE!

I wish I could fix this, Guess I'll never be us. I couldn't walk away, And you couldn't stay. Am I someone you miss? Or am i now anonymous? You always did have a type, could have been anyone. We were rotting and half-ripe, the dark side of the sun. A disappointed smile, as warm as the man in the moon. My skin remembers the last kiss, my heart forgot too soon. This heart craves excess this body can't handle. This love burns so bright, but it can't even light a candle. I wish I could fix this, Guess I'll never be us. I couldn't walk away, And you couldn't stay. Am I someone you miss? Or am i now anonymous? Am I a chapter in your history, Or a torn out page? This hearts hemorrhaging steadily, in its cage. Hope is a ghost, haunting my memory Love holds a grudge, hidden in friend and enemy. I wish with all of my soul things were very different, I was part of our whole, am I your fragment? I wish I could fix this, Guess I'll never be us. I couldn't walk away, And you couldn't stay. Am I someone you miss? Or am i now anonymous? I recently heard a doctor on the TV screen say, Loneliness is as lethal as 15 cigarettes a day. I've been poisoned by loneliness, My kindness become Venomous I know I can't fix this I know I can't forget us

Verse 1 I used to chase a fleeting glow, Back in the days of a world I used to know. Where childhood dreams would bind my mind, But now I’m lost, so tired, so confined. Pre-Chorus I hold my breath, the seconds break, Each wound I hide feels like a stake. I search the dark, hoping I might find, A piece of me I left behind. Chorus I'm sinking in the silence, so cold, Every memory a story untold. The scars run deep, and I can’t rewind, I’m tethered to shadows I can’t unbind. Verse 2 A fractured mirror shows my face, The cracks align with time’s embrace. I tried to hold onto something real, But every touch leaves a wound I can’t heal. Pre-Chorus The seconds slip, they burn, they break, This endless weight, it’s more than I can take. Searching for the solace I’ll never find, The ghosts of me, forever intertwined. Chorus I’m drowning in the darkness, so cold, Every memory a story retold. The scars remain, and I’m still confined, Lost in a spiral I can’t unbind. Bridge If I could run, if I could mend, Would I escape, or just pretend? These weary hands, they’re tired, they’re torn, Holding a pain I’ve carried since I was born. Outro The seconds fade, the wounds still sting, I hear the echoes of the songs I’d sing. In this hollow place, I try to find, A part of myself that’s not resigned.

[Verse] In the chaos they scream my name Voices echo I’m to blame Bloodstained hands no time to heal Madness creeps in silent steal [Verse 2] White coat stained with anguish red Every shout fills me with dread I tread the line of sane and lost Battle’s cry at such a cost [Chorus] Medic medic hear their call Sanity begins to fall Echoes bouncing through my mind Peace is what I cannot find [Verse 3] Restless nights and haunted dreams In my head those endless screams Faces blur and fade away Solace is what I betray [Verse 4] Violin strings start to scream Piano keys in twisted scheme Harps that pluck my nerves raw Madness in the mirrored flaw [Chorus] Medic medic hear their call Sanity begins to fall Echoes bouncing through my mind Peace is what I cannot find

[Verse] Betrayed me again dark thoughts creeping in Left in the cold with nothing to hold Promises broken shattered to dust Get outta my head don’t tell me it's just [Verse 2] Grinding my teeth ain't sleeping no more Heart’s in a vise feelin’ so sore Bleeding these wounds like salt in a vein Watchin’ the walls crushin’ the pain [Chorus] Tear me up don’t look back Ripped apart under attack Rage inside like wildfire Screamin’ loud burnin’ higher [Verse 3] Tears in the rain drownin’ my soul Lost in the maze lost all control Grit in my teeth blood in my eyes Clutchin’ at straws hearin’ your lies [Bridge] Faded dreams can't feel my skin Fightin’ demons can’t let 'em win Echoes loud in the empty space Feel this void gotta face [Chorus] Tear me up don’t look back Ripped apart under attack Rage inside like wildfire Screamin’ loud burnin’ higher

[Intro] Under the waves, under the skin, Where voices drown, where echoes thin. There he watches, there he waits, Carve the flesh, erase the fates. [Verse 1 – Slow, Haunting] Steel fingers trace the tide, Nautical fear in hollow eyes. Abyss of silence, void of sound, No screams escape once they are bound. [Chorus – Deep, Resonant, Droning] Down... down... where the currents pull. Down... down... to the abyss for the cruel. No voice... no choice... surrender the whole. Neptune waits... Neptune takes... your soul. [Verse 2 – Echoing, Distant, Fading] Cold corridors, endless dark blue, Disciples kneel, they cut into you. A silent legion, uniformed ghosts, A choir of whispers, a masterless host. [Bridge – Distant Sirens, Pulsing Drones] One by one, the echoes cease, Memories float like oil on the seas. Abyss is hunger, abyss is need, Neptune carves the soul to feed. (Final Chorus – Fading into Nothingness) Down... down... where the currents pull. Down... down... to the abyss for the cruel. No voice... no choice... surrender the whole. Neptune waits... Neptune takes... your soul. (Outro – Low, Guttural Waves, Mechanical Pulses) No voice. No choice. No soul. No sound.

Mrs anderson, inclutch. youre about to get touched. spin the block, get the glock, expired, tired, youre dad didnt get friendly fired. oh shit! my bad! was that youre dad? oh fuck! my bad! my bad

(Verse 1) The air is thick, a silent shroud, Streetlights flicker, lost in cloud. He shivers, though the night is warm, Unknowing of the gathering storm. (Verse 2) I watch him stumble, down the lane, A puppet dancing in the rain. His laughter echoes, hollow, thin, The game is ending, let it begin. (Chorus) I’m just a shadow on the wall, Watching empires rise and fall. I'm the whisper, the chilling breeze, I’m gonna be the last thing you see before you go bye bye. (Verse 3) He reaches for a cigarette, Another drag, another threat. He doesn't see the glint of steel, The final act, about to reveal. (Verse 4) The alley's silent, save a sigh, As crimson blooms against the sky. His eyes meet mine, a fleeting glance, A final question, a desperate chance. (Chorus) I’m just a shadow on the wall, Watching empires rise and fall. I'm the whisper, the chilling breeze, I’m gonna be the last thing you see before you go bye bye. (Bridge) No judgment here, no right, no wrong, Merely the ending of a song. The curtain falls, the stage is bare, Just emptiness hangs in the air. (Chorus) I’m just a shadow on the wall, Watching empires rise and fall. I'm the whisper, the chilling breeze, I’m gonna be the last thing you see before you go bye bye. (Outro) Bye bye, little bird, bye bye, Into the darkness, you will fly. And I will wait, for the next in line, To see their fear, before they die. Bye bye... bye bye... the last thing you see.

maybe you should reply all i wanted to do was cry sorry i messed up it wasn’t my intention the person i was was the person i loved staying up too late led to seeing hate iiii can’t live a lie while in front of your eyes been here all night sat while i die oh my god i’m listening like the 6th street lights i’m glistening can’t keep running away from it stuck between these walls i’m panicking fell right there like the floor was dropped it’s not my fault you can’t get what you want i guess i’m getting better but these days are not i can’t really tell if im lost or not (lost or not, lost lost or not, i can’t really tell if we’re lost or not. lost or not, lost lost or not, i can’t really tell if we’re lost or not) i’m pacing the driveway people are quite strange and i can’t believe when everyone is on my side and you can’t even grab the knife youlllll love me sooooon so make a moooove maybe one day i’ll fall in the pothole oh my god i’m listening like the 6th street lights i’m glistening can’t keep running away from it stuck between these walls i’m panicking fell right there like the floor was dropped it’s not my fault you can’t get what you want i guess i’m getting better but these days are not i can’t really tell if im lost or not