stop taking my meds addicted to the pain cant help but feelin im better off in a grave wonderfully late get high and feel no shame id like to drink my problems away be carefree all day its no debate im a loser and a fake dam what the hell did they put in my drink cats got my tongue better get my vape im crazy off my meds but dam they be hard to take in my living room wasted from a party or is this a dream did this happen last week brains fried im halfway to death already rotting hearts slowly stopping cant stop talking heart beat is rocketing take another xan with the mystery drink i cant take the pain no im not ok but if you wanna chat then ill put on my happy face cant remember last night sure it was alot of fights im the failure of the family cant do anything right if i die tonight hells got my entry wonder if ill sleep if you let me down slowly no i dont do drugs unless you ask me baby yes id die for you cause im in the mood to dont feel special though im just suicidal so if i dont pick up the phone you already know too getting bad deams feeling manic low key dont tell me what i need cause you barely know me you wanna call me fat that makes me really sad ima call my mommy ima let her handle that just kidding i dont care your opinion isnt valid at least not to me
phonk
English
The lyrics convey a deep sense of despair, self-loathing, and a struggle with mental health. There is a juxtaposition between moments of fleeting joy and a pervasive sadness, highlighting feelings of isolation and addiction.
This song would resonate in contexts where individuals face struggles with mental health, addiction, and themes of escapism. It could be featured in playlists for introspective moments, late-night listening, or as an anthem for those feeling lost or misunderstood.
Musically, the genre 'phonk' typically employs dark, atmospheric beats, often incorporating samples from hip-hop and electronic music. Lyrically, the song uses first-person narrative and raw, confessional style which is characteristic of the genre, focusing on personal pain and experiences.
(Verse 1) Yo, I ain't got time for ya drama, I'm on a grind, See these haters tryna slow my roll, but I'm all outta time. They talkin' 'bout me, tryna bring me down, but I'm too fly, Their words don't phase me, I'm untouchable, like the sky. I'm spitting facts, no cap, straight outta the mud, From the bottom to the top, I can't explain this luck I got. I see 'em starin', wishin' they was me, but they just talk, 'Cause they ain't got the heart or the hustle to walk in my shoes, see. (Chorus) Fuck ya feelin', fuck ya think, I don't give a damn, I'm chasin' paper, makin' moves, reciprocatin' hate with advances, so keep ya distance, grandpa. I'm a youngin', still spinnin' wheels, climbin' up the ladder, They call me crazy, say I'm losin' it, but I'm just tablin' my debts, ya hear me? (Verse 2) Now I'm blowin' clouds, pourin' drank, laid back, no stress, They say I moved too fast, but I'm just buildin' assets, you less. I see ya lookin', tryna figure out what I'm on, Truth is, I'm just driven, on a mission, longer than you've known, grand. You talkin' 'bout me, callin' me names, but you can't hold a flame, Your words bounce off me like they made of சதுர செதிள் (tamil word for rubber), 'Cause I'm chasin' greatness, and you just chasin' fades, Beggin' for attention, tryna make a name, but you're just misbehaving, haha. (Chorus) Fuck ya feelin', fuck ya thought, I don't give a flying fuck, I'm chasin' dreams, climbin' mountains, breakin' every chain, so keep ya distance, drunk. I'm a throaway, livin' life like it's my last day, They call me reckless, say I'm losin' it, but I'm just gatherin' my clout, ain't no tastin', see? (Outro) So keep talkin', keep hatin', I ain't got no time, I'm stackin' paper, chasin' dreams, makin' my climb.
“Wrong Way (Lost Paths)” (Intro) Yo, this is a story ’bout three from the block, Tight like a knot, but they slipped off the clock. Dreams turned cold, hearts went astray, They took the wrong turn, now they’re fading away. (Verse 1) Three kids, same hood, same grind, same goals, Life in the struggle, tryna play their roles. Started with a spark, dreams big as the sky, But the streets called louder, couldn’t say goodbye. First homie got a taste for the money and the power, Started movin’ weight, stackin’ cash by the hour. Second one had a temper, couldn’t let it slide, Pulled the piece out quick—now there’s blood in his stride. Third thought he’d win with the women and the fame, But the bitches and the bottles only brought him shame. Now they’re locked in the cycle, can’t find no escape, It’s a one-way ticket to a broken fate. (Chorus) They went the wrong way, no light in the dark, Chasin’ fake dreams, now they’re falling apart. The streets don’t love you, they’ll swallow you whole, Three friends, three paths, but they lost their soul. (Verse 2) First dude’s pockets deep, but his heart’s hollow, Flashy on the ‘Gram, but the feds gon’ follow. Second dude cold, no remorse in his chest, But the ghosts of the past don’t let him rest. Third homie’s drowning in the women and the lies, But the high don’t last, now he’s dead inside. They used to share laughs, now it’s all paranoia, Once brothers in arms, now the streets destroy ya. They thought they were kings, but they’re slaves to the game, Traded their dreams for the streets’ false fame. Tied to the grind, but the grind don’t care, When the smoke clears, ain’t nobody there. (Chorus) They went the wrong way, no light in the dark, Chasin’ fake dreams, now they’re falling apart. The streets don’t love you, they’ll swallow you whole, Three friends, three paths, but they lost their soul. (Bridge) Look in the mirror—tell me, what do you see? The life you chose, or the man you could be? The streets got rules, but the game don’t play fair, One slip, and you’re gone—does anyone care? Is it too late to turn back, rewrite the script? Or are they too far gone, can’t handle the shift? From the block to the bottom, the story unfolds, Three hearts turned cold, and the devil took hold. (Outro) Yo, this ain’t just a song—it’s a lesson to learn, The fire’s enticing, but you’re bound to get burned. To anyone listening, don’t let your dreams stray, ‘Cause the streets won’t love you—they’ll lead you the wrong way.
(INTRO) DAJEŠ SVE OD SEBE A NIKO NE DAJE STO POSTO ZAŠTO DIJETE ONDA NEBI OSTO I NE MISLIM NA TEBE SAMO NA OVO BOLNO VRIJEME TOLIKO NEPOTREBNOG RAZMIŠLJANJA, DA BOLI TJEME (REFREN) SVE BI ALI NEBI NIŠTA SNOVI BEZ PLANA SU SAMO PRIČA TAKO ĆE I OSTATI NIŠTA RECI MI GDJE VODI TA PRIČA (VERS 1) ONAJ OSJEĆAJ KO DA UMIREM, A TEK SAD BUDIM SE I SADA SUDIM SVE FALI MI TAJ STARI DOPAMIN AL I DALJE IDEM KO YAMAL LAMINE I TE TVOJE OČI PRAZNE MOŽDA TI STVARI S VREMENOM BUDU JASNE KORAK ISPRED TEBE UVIJEK ZATOČENIK PRAZNOG UMA TAKAV ČEŠ OSTATI ZAUVIJEK BOG MI JE VEĆ DAO KO ZNA KOJU ŠANSU AL GALAVA I DALJE U TRANSU CILJEVI NE ZNAM NI ŠTA SU IZGLEDA DA MI JE SUĐENI DA ZABAVLJAM MASU MOŽDA ONDA I STAVIM KOJU KINTU U KASU (REFREN) SVE BI ALI NEBI NIŠTA SNOVI BEZ PLANA SU SAMO PRIČA TAKO ĆE I OSTATI NIŠTA RECI MI GDJE VODI TA PRIČA (VERS 2) ZAJEBO SI ME JEDNOM BUDEŠ I DRUGI PUT TRČI, TRČI SVOME SLUGI KOJI UVIJEK PODILAZI KAKO BI MU SVI ŠUPAK LIZALI KAO P. DIDIY GLE VIDI NEMOJ BITI NEEDY KAE BILO, SAD SE STIDI DOK TI BACAM GREEDY SVE BI ALI NEBI NIŠTA TAKO ĆE I OSTATI NIŠTA I ZAŠTO TI JE TAKO TEŠKO NAĆI SREĆU U MALIM STVARIMA STALNA PITANJA,SKRIVAJU ODGOVORE U STARIM DANIMA DOK OVISIŠ SAM O SEBI ZAHVALJUJEM SE TEBI,TEBI I TEBI JER SI PROBUDIO LAVA I ŠTA ĆEMO SADA SADA IDEM PO 100 GLAVA I TKO ĆE ME ZAUSTAVITI TADA (REFREN) SVE BI ALI NEBI NIŠTA SNOVI BEZ PLANA SU SAMO PRIČA TAKO ĆE I OSTATI NIŠTA RECI MI GDJE VODI TA PRIČA (PRE-OUTRO) BIO UVIJEK TU ZA TEBE SKORO OD KAD SMO BILI AMEBE TVOJ PRIVATNI DR. PHILL ISKRENO NEDA MI SE PONAVLJAT JEDAN TE ISTI DRILL DAJEM TI ŽELJU FOR THE LAST MEAL I OVAJ PUT SAM REAL (REFREN) SVE BI ALI NEBI NIŠTA SNOVI BEZ PLANA SU SAMO PRIČA TAKO ĆE I OSTATI NIŠTA RECI MI GDJE VODI TA PRIČA (OUTRO) BEZ VOLJE BEZ ŽARA U OČIMA (REFREN) SVE BI ALI NEBI NIŠTA SNOVI BEZ PLANA SU SAMO PRIČA TAKO ĆE I OSTATI NIŠTA RECI MI GDJE VODI TA PRIČA SVE BI, ALI OSTAJE SAMO TIŠINA
I hate my tremor wrist It's a fact that I'm an anarchist I'm not an atheist, I'm a young antichrist And I sing to seduce children’s souls I'm so goofy, cause I dream to sneef blow I have enough money to call myself Broke But inside I'm rich while I have this green dope Xanax addiction fear of society Outsiders as me Will never get loyalty Who will answer me why I can't talk to my parents without some lie No pills means no life complexes plus drugs high This type of sheet names love I gently sink to the bottom Like snow in winter from the sky I’m junkie and imposter I look like cute mini monster But someday Will be paid bitch serious as a minister Ugly, unhappy, Hungry for pain I'll become just her property into cocaine It's hard to forget Russia, the family’s estate It was New Year's Eve, but I was so sad that day In relation to myself, I felt only hate The reason - I haven’t ten thousand and I'm late I want to see blood when someone reask, but it happens all the time. I have a slurred speech because of alprazolam and Mary Jane I imagine your face every time I watching Perverted porn Fuck day when I born You are most pretty on earth Andyluvd is A freak and a coward, I'm even afraid to speak first Best night when few bad girls were laughing while my body was getting more cold and more white If this song will not in the top chart in a week I will poppin' xanax with OxyContin before vodkas sips to stop breath If you get to know me better, you'll consider me crazy and boring I'll be happy only if I will sleep at night as well as in morning It's impossible to argue that The most real in show business and the most terrible voice now is recording This song is so long that the listener can feel sorry for himself much longer Damn, do you know that there is no thing that will make you at least a bit stronger?
[Verse] Chillin' on the frozen lake, ice is my domain, Rod in my hand, tackle box full of gains, Catchin' walleye while my haters complain, They ain't got the skills, just the chatter, all in vain. [Verse 2] Hole in the ice, I drop the bait late, Fish swarm around, they hooked, can't escape, My secret's in the swagger, ain't about the state, Reel 'em in smooth, each one a first-rate. [Chorus] Ice fishing king, slayin' through the cold, Snow boots crunch, couldn't care 'bout the bold, Snowflakes fallin' but my spirit's untold, Crown of the lake, every fish bought and sold. [Verse 3] Thermos in one hand, sippin' hot cocoa, Other hand busy, reelin' in slow-mo, Winter wonderland, no place I'd go, Drills cuttin' ice, that's how the pros know. [Verse 4] Frozen tundra vibes, beats bump through the chill, Arctic atmosphere ain't quick to kill, Ice auger drillin', that's the game we fulfill, Got the heat in my chest, so cold it gives thrill. [Bridge] Shanty on the shore, warmth where I rest, Catch of the day, man, who would've guessed? Nothin' but success, never second-best, Legend on the lake, can't put me to test.
Intro It’s yo boy, Hustler Born. Straight from the grind, this one’s for the streets. Verse 1 I was in the trenches, you was in the crib, Cooking with Escobar, I was stacking up the bricks. Cocaine on the scale, every deal a new flip, Rolling in an M5 CS, tinted whip. Fast life, fast cars, living like Fast & Furious, Chicks on my line, but I’m focused, stay serious. Hustler like me, you can’t match the ambition, Built this empire, now I’m owning the position. Chorus When I was in the streets, you was just a kid, Dreamin' 'bout the life, I was really doin’ it big. Now I’m on the rise, tell me how you gonna live, When the ones you doubted came and did it like this? Verse 2 Grinding every night, man, the hustle never stops, Deals on the low, stack the bread till it pops. Weed smoke in the air, cigs burning in the ash, Fast cars on the move, life coming at me fast. Killer instincts, every step a calculated risk, Ask yo chick about me, she can tell you I’m legit. Dealer in the game, but I’m playing for keeps, From the backstreets to the throne, now the crown fits me. Bridge Late nights, bright lights, never took a handout, Stayed in my lane, now my name’s what they chant out. Rolling through the streets, every block knows the vibe, Built this from the ground, now I’m finally alive. Chorus When I was in the streets, you was just a kid, Dreamin' 'bout the life, I was really doin’ it big. Now I’m on the rise, tell me how you gonna live, When the ones you doubted came and did it like this? Outro It’s yo boy, Hustler Born, and I came from the dark, Cooking with Escobar, turned a spark to an art. Cocaine, fast cars, weed deals on the grind, Now the streets chant my name every time that I shine.
Intro It’s yo boy, Hustler Born. Straight from the grind, this one’s for the streets. Verse 1 I was in the trenches, you was in the crib, Cooking with Escobar, I was stacking up the bricks. Rolling in an M5 CS, tinted black, Made it out the mud, now I’m never looking back. Money on my mind, every day a new move, Did it for the struggle, now I got too much to lose. Ask yo chick about me, she gon' tell you I’m the truth, From the streets to the stage, I’m the living proof. Chorus When I was in the streets, you was just a kid, Dreamin' 'bout the life, I was really doin’ it big. Now I’m on the rise, tell me how you gonna live, When the ones you doubted came and did it like this? Verse 2 Grinding every night, man, the hustle never stops, Flipping every dollar till I’m sitting at the top. Backseat of the M5, plotting on the win, Everything I’ve done got the streets locked in. Cooking up a legacy, Escobar in the pot, Ask yo chick about me, she gon' tell you what I’m not. Never been a fake, always stayed ten toes, From the blocks to the charts, now the whole world knows. Bridge Late nights, bright lights, never took a handout, Stayed in my lane, now my name’s what they chant out. Rolling through the streets, every block knows the vibe, Built this from the ground, now I’m finally alive. Chorus When I was in the streets, you was just a kid, Dreamin' 'bout the life, I was really doin’ it big. Now I’m on the rise, tell me how you gonna live, When the ones you doubted came and did it like this? Outro It’s yo boy, Hustler Born, and I came from the dark, Cooking with Escobar, turned a spark to an art. Rolling in the M5, pushing dreams through the grind, Now the streets chant my name every time that I shine.
In a town where the shadows play, She walks in, turns night to day, With a smile that lights the way, Caught my heart in the sweetest fray. Every glance, she leaves her mark, Like a flame that ignites the dark, But there’s a fire behind those eyes, A bit of trouble in her disguise. Oh, the good, the bad, and the redhead, She’s a wild card, a book unread, With laughter that can break the dawn, And a heart that’s torn but carries on. She’s a storm, a breath of air, The good, the bad, and the redhead, With a love that’s rare. She dances like she owns the night, But the battles she fights are out of sight, A spirit fierce, a soul untamed, In her presence, I’m forever changed. Every secret wrapped in a smile, Brings me close, then pushes me a mile, But the thrill of her chase, it’s hard to resist, In a world that doesn't know her twist. Oh, the good, the bad, and the redhead, She’s a wild card, a book unread, With laughter that can break the dawn, And a heart that’s torn but carries on. She’s a storm, a breath of air, The good, the bad, and the redhead, With a love that’s rare. In the chaos, I find my peace, With every turn, my worries cease, Her love’s an ocean, deep and wide, In the tide of her heart, I want to ride. Oh, the good, the bad, and the redhead, She’s a wild card, a book unread, With laughter that can break the dawn, And a heart that’s torn but carries on. She’s a storm, a breath of air, The good, the bad, and the redhead, With a love that’s rare. So here’s my song beneath the stars, For the one who’s stolen my heart, Through the good and the bad, I’ll stand true, The redhead of my dreams, it’s always you
[Verse] Metropolis lights, cruising avenues, Uintas in the trunk, I'm the one with the clues, Two-tap drillas, night shift crew, Mask on tight, what’s the next move? [Verse] Zipping through the alleys, no sirens in sight, Economy flushed, we grindin' day and night, From fishing docks to high-stakes fights, Life ain't a game, but we play it, right? [Chorus] Nexus RP, where real meets dream, Virtual kings, cash flow streams, Role play - from rags to supreme, In this city, we ain't what we seem. [Verse] Mansion plots, golden gates wide, Buy low, sell high, fortune at my side, Legal or illicit, gotta pick and decide, Respect earned, with dollars we abide. [Verse] Cops and robbers, factions collide, Drama unfolded, no secrets to hide, From backstreet deals to corporate pride, Scripts written, in this world, we reside. [Chorus] Nexus RP, where real meets dream, Virtual kings, cash flow streams, Role play - from rags to supreme, In this city, we ain't what we seem.
[Verse] Scorchin' highways, lit by neon Coppers on the chase, relayin’ like a baton Nexus squad, ghostin', disappear like a whisper Grimy alleys, secrets simmer beneath the blister [Chorus] Rollin’ deep in chaos, shadows dance in flames Streetwise schemers, no remorse, no shame Criminal ties, they cut through the dark night Hoodlum Nexus, ready for the fight [Verse 2] Encrypted codes, backdoor deals in the dark Silver tongues, sparkin' fires with a small remark Heavy hitters swayin’ to the bassline beat Bent rules, in the game, never face defeat [Chorus] Rollin’ deep in chaos, shadows dance in flames Streetwise schemers, no remorse, no shame Criminal ties, they cut through the dark night Hoodlum Nexus, ready for the fight [Bridge] Iron fists, don’t care where they land Underworld empire, riches in the sand Run with phantoms, vanish in the haze Fearless strides through these endless maze [Verse 3] Schemin' in the Nexus, stakes higher than a skyscraper Cutthroat, razor-sharp, words like paper Unseen like whispers, blend with midnight hue Fugitives grinnin’, always outta view
[Verse] Rollin' through Nexus, world so insane Cash in the duffel, swervin' every lane Nightclubs and chaos, city never tame Bulletproof whip, reppin' the game [Verse 2] Masked up, stick-ups, gotta watch your back Dealers on the corners, every pack on stack Skyscrapers loom, fortunes they attract City of vice, trackin' who attacked [Chorus] Nexus RP, where legends are made Dodgin' all the haters, keepin' up the shade Hustlin' every corner, never gettin' played Livin' in the shadows, fortunes get laid [Verse 3] Cops on the payroll, got 'em in the cut Glock on the hip, don't get caught in a rut Streetwise tactics, never givin' up Runnin' this town, stackin' chips in the gut [Verse 4] Roleplay hustlin', every night a twist Mysteries unfold, nothin' can be missed Schemin' on the low, makin' that list Nexus RP, villains coexist [Chorus] Nexus RP, where legends are made Dodgin' all the haters, keepin' up the shade Hustlin' every corner, never gettin' played Livin' in the shadows, fortunes get laid
"Galactic Cartel" [Intro] Ayy, drill time, Cartel moves, big boss talk, Albanian plug got the block unlocked, Star Wars with the beam, yeah, we takin’ it far, Flip the pack like birds, I’m a trap star. [Chorus] Cartel moves, I’m a drug lord king, Albania to the trap, yeah, we movin’ that thing, Got the force like Vader, lightsaber on my hip, Birds in the air, got ‘em flockin’ for the drip. Rubber bands on the cash, yeah, we keep it wrapped tight, Condom packs in the safe, keep it safe every night, They mad, they chirpin’, Angry Birds on my case, But I’m laughin’ to the bank, got that mask on my face. [Verse 1] From the hills of Albania to the cartel zone, Plugged in deep, got the product on my phone, Movin’ packs through the stars like I’m ridin’ the Falcon, Money stackin’ so high, man, it’s like a new mountain. Laser beam aim, call me Skywalker, bro, Enemies fall quick, they don’t even get close, In the jungle with gorillas, got the block on fire, Trap jumpin’ all night, man, we don’t ever tire. [Chorus] Cartel moves, I’m a drug lord king, Albania to the trap, yeah, we movin’ that thing, Got the force like Vader, lightsaber on my hip, Birds in the air, got ‘em flockin’ for the drip. Rubber bands on the cash, yeah, we keep it wrapped tight, Condom packs in the safe, keep it safe every night, They mad, they chirpin’, Angry Birds on my case, But I’m laughin’ to the bank, got that mask on my face. [Verse 2] I’m the Don of the city, got the power like Sith, Make the block disappear, call that cartel myth, Runnin’ plays like it’s chess, every move precise, Albanian bloodline, yeah, we cold as ice. Big packs, big straps, keep the money in motion, Plugged with the stars, movin’ work cross oceans, They hatin' on the empire, but we stand tall, Lightsaber in the stash if they wanna see me fall. [Bridge] Birds flyin’ in formation, call that big cartel, Opps chirpin’ from the sidelines, they can’t excel, Wrap the product real tight like a Trojan, we safe, Every move calculated, I ain’t leavin' no trace. [Chorus] Cartel moves, I’m a drug lord king, Albania to the trap, yeah, we movin’ that thing, Got the force like Vader, lightsaber on my hip, Birds in the air, got ‘em flockin’ for the drip. Rubber bands on the cash, yeah, we keep it wrapped tight, Condom packs in the safe, keep it safe every night, They mad, they chirpin’, Angry Birds on my case, But I’m laughin’ to the bank, got that mask on my face. [Outro] Yeah, Galactic Cartel, From the block to the stars, Lightsabers and straps, Birds in the trap, We don’t miss, peace.