stop taking my meds addicted to the pain cant help but feelin im better off in a grave wonderfully late get high and feel no shame id like to drink my problems away be carefree all day its no debate im a loser and a fake dam what the hell did they put in my drink cats got my tongue better get my vape im crazy off my meds but dam they be hard to take in my living room wasted from a party or is this a dream did this happen last week brains fried im halfway to death already rotting hearts slowly stopping cant stop talking heart beat is rocketing take another xan with the mystery drink i cant take the pain no im not ok but if you wanna chat then ill put on my happy face cant remember last night sure it was alot of fights im the failure of the family cant do anything right if i die tonight hells got my entry wonder if ill sleep if you let me down slowly no i dont do drugs unless you ask me baby yes id die for you cause im in the mood to dont feel special though im just suicidal so if i dont pick up the phone you already know too getting bad deams feeling manic low key dont tell me what i need cause you barely know me you wanna call me fat that makes me really sad ima call my mommy ima let her handle that just kidding i dont care your opinion isnt valid at least not to me
phonk
English
The lyrics convey a deep sense of despair, self-loathing, and a struggle with mental health. There is a juxtaposition between moments of fleeting joy and a pervasive sadness, highlighting feelings of isolation and addiction.
This song would resonate in contexts where individuals face struggles with mental health, addiction, and themes of escapism. It could be featured in playlists for introspective moments, late-night listening, or as an anthem for those feeling lost or misunderstood.
Musically, the genre 'phonk' typically employs dark, atmospheric beats, often incorporating samples from hip-hop and electronic music. Lyrically, the song uses first-person narrative and raw, confessional style which is characteristic of the genre, focusing on personal pain and experiences.
Intro It’s yo boy, Hustler Born. Straight from the grind, this one’s for the streets. Verse 1 I was in the trenches, you was in the crib, Cooking with Escobar, I was stacking up the bricks. Rolling in an M5 CS, tinted black, Made it out the mud, now I’m never looking back. Money on my mind, every day a new move, Did it for the struggle, now I got too much to lose. Ask yo chick about me, she gon' tell you I’m the truth, From the streets to the stage, I’m the living proof. Chorus When I was in the streets, you was just a kid, Dreamin' 'bout the life, I was really doin’ it big. Now I’m on the rise, tell me how you gonna live, When the ones you doubted came and did it like this? Verse 2 Grinding every night, man, the hustle never stops, Flipping every dollar till I’m sitting at the top. Backseat of the M5, plotting on the win, Everything I’ve done got the streets locked in. Cooking up a legacy, Escobar in the pot, Ask yo chick about me, she gon' tell you what I’m not. Never been a fake, always stayed ten toes, From the blocks to the charts, now the whole world knows. Bridge Late nights, bright lights, never took a handout, Stayed in my lane, now my name’s what they chant out. Rolling through the streets, every block knows the vibe, Built this from the ground, now I’m finally alive. Chorus When I was in the streets, you was just a kid, Dreamin' 'bout the life, I was really doin’ it big. Now I’m on the rise, tell me how you gonna live, When the ones you doubted came and did it like this? Outro It’s yo boy, Hustler Born, and I came from the dark, Cooking with Escobar, turned a spark to an art. Rolling in the M5, pushing dreams through the grind, Now the streets chant my name every time that I shine.
In a town where the shadows play, She walks in, turns night to day, With a smile that lights the way, Caught my heart in the sweetest fray. Every glance, she leaves her mark, Like a flame that ignites the dark, But there’s a fire behind those eyes, A bit of trouble in her disguise. Oh, the good, the bad, and the redhead, She’s a wild card, a book unread, With laughter that can break the dawn, And a heart that’s torn but carries on. She’s a storm, a breath of air, The good, the bad, and the redhead, With a love that’s rare. She dances like she owns the night, But the battles she fights are out of sight, A spirit fierce, a soul untamed, In her presence, I’m forever changed. Every secret wrapped in a smile, Brings me close, then pushes me a mile, But the thrill of her chase, it’s hard to resist, In a world that doesn't know her twist. Oh, the good, the bad, and the redhead, She’s a wild card, a book unread, With laughter that can break the dawn, And a heart that’s torn but carries on. She’s a storm, a breath of air, The good, the bad, and the redhead, With a love that’s rare. In the chaos, I find my peace, With every turn, my worries cease, Her love’s an ocean, deep and wide, In the tide of her heart, I want to ride. Oh, the good, the bad, and the redhead, She’s a wild card, a book unread, With laughter that can break the dawn, And a heart that’s torn but carries on. She’s a storm, a breath of air, The good, the bad, and the redhead, With a love that’s rare. So here’s my song beneath the stars, For the one who’s stolen my heart, Through the good and the bad, I’ll stand true, The redhead of my dreams, it’s always you
[Verse] Metropolis lights, cruising avenues, Uintas in the trunk, I'm the one with the clues, Two-tap drillas, night shift crew, Mask on tight, what’s the next move? [Verse] Zipping through the alleys, no sirens in sight, Economy flushed, we grindin' day and night, From fishing docks to high-stakes fights, Life ain't a game, but we play it, right? [Chorus] Nexus RP, where real meets dream, Virtual kings, cash flow streams, Role play - from rags to supreme, In this city, we ain't what we seem. [Verse] Mansion plots, golden gates wide, Buy low, sell high, fortune at my side, Legal or illicit, gotta pick and decide, Respect earned, with dollars we abide. [Verse] Cops and robbers, factions collide, Drama unfolded, no secrets to hide, From backstreet deals to corporate pride, Scripts written, in this world, we reside. [Chorus] Nexus RP, where real meets dream, Virtual kings, cash flow streams, Role play - from rags to supreme, In this city, we ain't what we seem.
[Verse] Scorchin' highways, lit by neon Coppers on the chase, relayin’ like a baton Nexus squad, ghostin', disappear like a whisper Grimy alleys, secrets simmer beneath the blister [Chorus] Rollin’ deep in chaos, shadows dance in flames Streetwise schemers, no remorse, no shame Criminal ties, they cut through the dark night Hoodlum Nexus, ready for the fight [Verse 2] Encrypted codes, backdoor deals in the dark Silver tongues, sparkin' fires with a small remark Heavy hitters swayin’ to the bassline beat Bent rules, in the game, never face defeat [Chorus] Rollin’ deep in chaos, shadows dance in flames Streetwise schemers, no remorse, no shame Criminal ties, they cut through the dark night Hoodlum Nexus, ready for the fight [Bridge] Iron fists, don’t care where they land Underworld empire, riches in the sand Run with phantoms, vanish in the haze Fearless strides through these endless maze [Verse 3] Schemin' in the Nexus, stakes higher than a skyscraper Cutthroat, razor-sharp, words like paper Unseen like whispers, blend with midnight hue Fugitives grinnin’, always outta view
[Verse] Rollin' through Nexus, world so insane Cash in the duffel, swervin' every lane Nightclubs and chaos, city never tame Bulletproof whip, reppin' the game [Verse 2] Masked up, stick-ups, gotta watch your back Dealers on the corners, every pack on stack Skyscrapers loom, fortunes they attract City of vice, trackin' who attacked [Chorus] Nexus RP, where legends are made Dodgin' all the haters, keepin' up the shade Hustlin' every corner, never gettin' played Livin' in the shadows, fortunes get laid [Verse 3] Cops on the payroll, got 'em in the cut Glock on the hip, don't get caught in a rut Streetwise tactics, never givin' up Runnin' this town, stackin' chips in the gut [Verse 4] Roleplay hustlin', every night a twist Mysteries unfold, nothin' can be missed Schemin' on the low, makin' that list Nexus RP, villains coexist [Chorus] Nexus RP, where legends are made Dodgin' all the haters, keepin' up the shade Hustlin' every corner, never gettin' played Livin' in the shadows, fortunes get laid
"Galactic Cartel" [Intro] Ayy, drill time, Cartel moves, big boss talk, Albanian plug got the block unlocked, Star Wars with the beam, yeah, we takin’ it far, Flip the pack like birds, I’m a trap star. [Chorus] Cartel moves, I’m a drug lord king, Albania to the trap, yeah, we movin’ that thing, Got the force like Vader, lightsaber on my hip, Birds in the air, got ‘em flockin’ for the drip. Rubber bands on the cash, yeah, we keep it wrapped tight, Condom packs in the safe, keep it safe every night, They mad, they chirpin’, Angry Birds on my case, But I’m laughin’ to the bank, got that mask on my face. [Verse 1] From the hills of Albania to the cartel zone, Plugged in deep, got the product on my phone, Movin’ packs through the stars like I’m ridin’ the Falcon, Money stackin’ so high, man, it’s like a new mountain. Laser beam aim, call me Skywalker, bro, Enemies fall quick, they don’t even get close, In the jungle with gorillas, got the block on fire, Trap jumpin’ all night, man, we don’t ever tire. [Chorus] Cartel moves, I’m a drug lord king, Albania to the trap, yeah, we movin’ that thing, Got the force like Vader, lightsaber on my hip, Birds in the air, got ‘em flockin’ for the drip. Rubber bands on the cash, yeah, we keep it wrapped tight, Condom packs in the safe, keep it safe every night, They mad, they chirpin’, Angry Birds on my case, But I’m laughin’ to the bank, got that mask on my face. [Verse 2] I’m the Don of the city, got the power like Sith, Make the block disappear, call that cartel myth, Runnin’ plays like it’s chess, every move precise, Albanian bloodline, yeah, we cold as ice. Big packs, big straps, keep the money in motion, Plugged with the stars, movin’ work cross oceans, They hatin' on the empire, but we stand tall, Lightsaber in the stash if they wanna see me fall. [Bridge] Birds flyin’ in formation, call that big cartel, Opps chirpin’ from the sidelines, they can’t excel, Wrap the product real tight like a Trojan, we safe, Every move calculated, I ain’t leavin' no trace. [Chorus] Cartel moves, I’m a drug lord king, Albania to the trap, yeah, we movin’ that thing, Got the force like Vader, lightsaber on my hip, Birds in the air, got ‘em flockin’ for the drip. Rubber bands on the cash, yeah, we keep it wrapped tight, Condom packs in the safe, keep it safe every night, They mad, they chirpin’, Angry Birds on my case, But I’m laughin’ to the bank, got that mask on my face. [Outro] Yeah, Galactic Cartel, From the block to the stars, Lightsabers and straps, Birds in the trap, We don’t miss, peace.
[Intro] Yeah, uh, let’s get it, Big moves, big bags, no cap, Ayy, ayy, uh. [Chorus] I’m all in, no foldin’, chips on the line, Came up from the bottom, now the city is mine, I’m stackin’ these racks, got the pack on demand, A hundred in the safe, that’s the part of the plan. I’m all in, no sleepin’, money don’t rest, From the block to the top, yeah, I’m built for the test, Fast cars, big drip, got it all in my hands, I’m all in, no cap, yeah, I’m runnin’ the land. [Verse 1] Late nights in the trap, I was flippin’ that weight, They was sleepin’ on me then, now they beggin' for plates, Diamonds dancin’ on my chain, got ‘em blind in the club, Rollie bustin’ on my wrist, you can tell that I’m up. Big dreams, bigger moves, yeah, I’m built like a boss, If they wanna test the gang, that’s a battle they lost, Pushin’ packs, countin’ racks, man, I stayed in my lane, Now the coupe all black, switchin’ gears in the rain. [Chorus] I’m all in, no foldin’, chips on the line, Came up from the bottom, now the city is mine, I’m stackin’ these racks, got the pack on demand, A hundred in the safe, that’s the part of the plan. I’m all in, no sleepin’, money don’t rest, From the block to the top, yeah, I’m built for the test, Fast cars, big drip, got it all in my hands, I’m all in, no cap, yeah, I’m runnin’ the land. [Verse 2] I ain’t never had much, had to grind for a plate, Now the crib five floors with a pool by the gate, Bad chick on my side, she don’t ask, she just ride, We was broke last year, now we flyin’ in the sky. Private jets, no stress, man, I’m livin’ a dream, What you make in a year, I make that with the team, Chain heavy, pockets deep, yeah, the paper legit, And if they tryna throw shade, I just shine on ‘em quick. [Bridge] Yeah, the money don’t fold, the hustle won’t stop, Came up from the bottom, now I’m sittin’ on top, Big bag, big moves, every day is a win, I’m all in, lil’ homie, let the games begin. [Chorus] I’m all in, no foldin’, chips on the line, Came up from the bottom, now the city is mine, I’m stackin’ these racks, got the pack on demand, A hundred in the safe, that’s the part of the plan. I’m all in, no sleepin’, money don’t rest, From the block to the top, yeah, I’m built for the test, Fast cars, big drip, got it all in my hands, I’m all in, no cap, yeah, I’m runnin’ the land. [Outro] Ayy, I’m runnin’ it, I’m all in, No fold, no sleep, no cap, Let’s go.
Oh, let me tell you 'bout my friend so fine, With hair like sunshine, she’s one of a kind, They call her the blonde devil, mischief in her eyes, With a wink and a smile, she’ll steal your fries! Blonde devil, oh so bold, Got a heart of gold, but a sense of cold! She’ll trick you with laughter, lead you astray, But we love our blonde devil, come what may! She walks in the room with a sassy little strut, Says “What’s the joke?” while she’s eating your cut, Always up to something, a master of the tease, She’ll paint the town red, do it all with ease! Blonde devil, oh so bold, Got a heart of gold, but a sense of cold! She’ll trick you with laughter, lead you astray, But we love our blonde devil, come what may! Oh, she might say “Oops!” when she spills a drink, But that adorable grin makes us all rethink, “Is she really that clumsy?” we ask with a smirk, Just a clever plan to get us to work! With her in the mix, there’s never a dull, Life’s an adventure, nobody’s in control, One moment we’re dancing, the next we’re at war, But next thing you know, we’re laughing on the floor! Blonde devil, oh so bold, Got a heart of gold, but a sense of cold! She’ll trick you with laughter, lead you astray, But we love our blonde devil, come what may! So here’s to the blonde devils, mischievous and fun, With friends like her, life is never done, Raise a glass high, let the good times roll, To our blonde devil, the queen of our soul!
[Verse] Electric dreams, high heels on concrete streets, Neon lights, reflections where my heart beats. Futuristic vistas, cityscapes in my eyes, Cruisin’ through the night, got no time for alibis. [Verse 2] Metallic vibes, thunder in the club’s glow, Bass thumps heavy, feels like a UFO. Laser beams, green and red streaks, Synthwave echoes, nights turn to weeks. [Chorus] Neon queen, dancing in electric skies, Riding on the rhythm, where the tempo lies. Lost in the beat, melodies astray, Living in this dream, ain't no other way. [Verse 3] Chromed-out car, icon of the night, Radar love, Hustling till it’s light. Digital haze, faces morph in the screen, Life plays like a video in this tight scene. [Bridge] Glitters in the dark, shadows intertwine, Secrets left in the past, futures on the line. Echoes of a decade, laser cuts through fog, Every step a pulse, every breath a slog. [Chorus] Neon queen, dancing in electric skies, Riding on the rhythm, where the tempo lies. Lost in the beat, melodies astray, Living in this dream, ain't no other way.
[Verse] Keep it raw, shadows on my path Street lit, paranoia in the aftermath Dark corners, whispers in the wind Ghosts from the past, where do I begin? [Verse 2] Night creeps, on a hustle for bread Demons in my mind, questions in my head Lockdowns, sirens echo through the night Survival mode engaged, always ready for a fight [Chorus] Shadow games, playin' in the dark Hits come fast, gotta leave my mark Past haunts, but never break stride Kings and pawns in this urban ride [Verse 3] Cold beats, chillin' in the air Street code, ain't no time for prayer Quick moves, schemes in the shade Dark throne, built from the decisions I made [Bridge] Echoes linger, voices in the mist Knife-edge, blood and a closed fist Cash flows, static in the grime Movin' silent, every second is crime [Chorus] Shadow games, playin' in the dark Hits come fast, gotta leave my mark Past haunts, but never break stride Kings and pawns in this urban ride
(Intro) Yeah, yeah, uh. Darcy in the cut, actin’ up, what’s up? Thinkin’ he a soldier, but he foldin’ under us. (Verse 1) Darcy actin’ like a fool, playin’ army dress-up, Marchin’ to his dreams, but the steps don’t add up. Thinkin’ he a warrior, livin' in a scheme, But reality hit hard, shatterin’ the dream. Salute to the grind? Nah, he chasin’ a myth, Actin' like the frontlines gon’ make him legit. Talkin’ all this pride, like he ready to fight, But he blind to the fact he just lost in the hype. (Chorus) Darcy, Darcy, yeah, he chasin’ the smoke, Thinkin’ it’s a career, nah, bro, it’s a joke. Frontin' like a soldier, but he can’t hold the weight, Tryna be a hero, but it’s all second-rate. (Verse 2) Camo on his chest, thinkin’ he the next star, But the army ain’t a flex, bro, know who you are. War stories in his head, but the plot don’t stick, Dreamin’ he a legend, but the clock don’t tick. Ain’t about the stripes when you losin’ yourself, Fightin’ fake battles while you drown in the stealth. Darcy actin’ tough, but he built on lies, A joker in the ranks, yeah, he can't disguise. (Chorus) Darcy, Darcy, yeah, he chasin’ the smoke, Thinkin’ it’s a career, nah, bro, it’s a joke. Frontin' like a soldier, but he can’t hold the weight, Tryna be a hero, but it’s all second-rate. (Bridge) Army greens, faded dreams, Darcy in the loop, Talkin’ big moves, but he stuck in the troupe. Thinkin' it's respect, but it’s all just a phase, Lost boy marchin’ in a clouded haze. (Outro) Darcy, the fool, yeah, he stuck in his role, Chasin’ validation, but it takin’ its toll. Thinkin’ it’s the life, but the mirror don’t lie, Another empty path, watchin’ dreams go by.
(Intro) Yeah, yeah, uh, uh, yeah. Eshan, the short king with a tall attitude. Short fuse, big ego, he think he rule. (Verse 1) Eshan roll in, chest puffed, head high, Small frame, but he actin' like he touchin' the sky. Temper like a matchstick, blowin' at a spark, Always tryna flex, but he lost in the dark. Thinkin' he a boss, but he walkin’ on stilts, Foundation weak, yeah, his empire tilts. Talkin' all that heat like he’s untouchable steel, But under that mask, man, we know he ain’t real. (Chorus) Eshan think he fly, but he just grounded, Short temper got his whole vibe surrounded. Gronk in the shadows, actin' like a king, But the crown don’t fit, nah, it don’t mean a thing. (Verse 2) He move like a phantom, thinkin’ he untamed, But every step he take, bruh, it’s lookin’ lame. Short man complex, actin’ like a god, Throwin’ tantrums in the dirt while he frontin’ the squad. Actin' like the rules don’t apply to his game, But karma comin' heavy, and it callin’ his name. Talk tough on the surface, but he brittle inside, A hollow little shell where his confidence hides. (Chorus) Eshan think he fly, but he just grounded, Short temper got his whole vibe surrounded. Gronk in the shadows, actin' like a king, But the crown don’t fit, nah, it don’t mean a thing. (Bridge) Dark nights, cold fights, Eshan in his lane, Thinkin’ he’s the storm, but he drown in the rain. Big talk, small man, ego on parade, The weight of his pride, got him startin’ to fade. (Outro) Eshan, the gronk, yeah, he lost in the maze, Short fuse burnin’, set his world ablaze. Actin' like he free, but he trapped in the act, Ego’s a leash, and it’s holdin’ him back.