I’ve been lost Pushing it all back even though I know the cost Julian, Julian I’m such a fool To have fallen for you Don’t know how to choose Between I’d set aside the guns and the wars Just to be at peace in your arms Fallen angel Your eyes swallow me whole Once a cold, empty soul Now a heart made of gold It feels much different from what I’ve been told What’s the point in being calm when calm is disappointing?
Slow hard deep bass edm, loud drums, warped cello, violin, brass, dubstep, regalia trap, rolling
English
The lyrics convey a deep sense of longing and confusion, highlighting themes of love, vulnerability, and inner turmoil. The protagonist expresses feelings of being lost, foolishness, and the struggle between desire and pain.
This song could be played in emotional settings such as romantic moments, introspective alone time, or during gatherings where deep conversations are held about love and relationships.
The song features a blend of slow hard deep bass typical in EDM, combined with dramatic orchestral elements like warped cello and violin. The use of loud drums and brass adds intensity, while subgenres like dubstep and trap contribute to its modern, energetic feel.
How much of life is what I think Questioning you I’m on the brink Now Your hinting crazy themes You say somthing deliberately but it seems underlying motives with needs to appease Do you really mean this? Clearly u meant differently I think I see ur point I see it the same Or is your meaning much more tame? I analyze you and your thaughts intently Do you say what you mean Plain and simple, black and white Or do u talk an invisible fight In your speech do you weave a backwards bite Or some thing less sinister like A hidden light? The thing is I’ll never know Tis the plight of this mind game If u tell them where your at And you were way off Now they can combat And look at you and scoff For sharing what you thought revealed behind those eyes You heard what was said, but your ears, they told lies For where ur brain took u where theirs could never go And now they see you, now they know On the other hand Your thoughts weren’t just a might, they were accurate and right. You successfully deciphered what’s going on in there, it completely showwwws and your friend knows that you understand and truly care Take the risk if you dare. it’s a fine line a game to to play, One that’ll take you all fucking dayyyyyy Inside your brain that’s under strain That’s over thought a lot
How much of life is what I think Questioning you I’m on the brink Now Your hinting crazy themes You say somthing deliberately but it seems underlying motives with needs to appease Do you really mean this? Clearly u meant differently I think I see ur point I see it the same Or is your meaning much more tame? I analyze you and your thaughts intently Do you say what you mean Plain and simple, black and white Or do u talk an invisible fight In your speech do you weave a backwards bite Or some thing less sinister like A hidden light? The thing is I’ll never know Tis the plight of this mind game If u tell them where your at And you were way off Now they can combat And look at you and scoff For sharing what you thought revealed behind those eyes You heard what was said, but your ears, they told lies For where ur brain took u where theirs could never go And now they see you, now they know On the other hand Your thoughts weren’t just a might, they were accurate and right. You successfully deciphered what’s going on in there, it completely showwwws and your friend knows that you understand and truly care Take the risk if you dare. it’s a fine line a game to to play, One that’ll take you all fucking dayyyyyy Inside your brain that’s under strain That’s over thought a lot
How much of life is what I think Questioning you I’m on the brink Now Your hinting crazy themes You say somthing deliberately but it seems underlying motives with needs to appease Do you really mean this? Clearly u meant differently I think I see ur point I see it the same Or is your meaning much more tame? I analyze you and your thaughts intently Do you say what you mean Plain and simple, black and white Or do u talk an invisible fight In your speech do you weave a backwards bite Or some thing less sinister like A hidden light? The thing is I’ll never know Tis the plight of this mind game If u tell them where your at And you were way off Now they can combat And look at you and scoff For sharing what you thought revealed behind those eyes You heard what was said, but your ears, they told lies For where ur brain took u where theirs could never go And now they see you, now they know On the other hand Your thoughts weren’t just a might, they were accurate and right. You successfully deciphered what’s going on in there, it completely showwwws and your friend knows that you understand and truly care Take the risk if you dare. it’s a fine line a game to to play, One that’ll take you all fucking dayyyyyy Inside your brain that’s under strain That’s over thought a lot
[Instrumental]
How much of life is what I think Questioning you I’m on the brink Now Your hinting crazy themes You say somthing deliberately but it seems underlying motives with needs to appease Do you really mean this? Clearly u meant differently I think I see ur point I see it the same Or is your meaning much more tame? I analyze you and your thaughts intently Do you say what you mean Plain and simple, black and white Or do u talk an invisible fight In your speech do you weave a backwards bite Or some thing less sinister like A hidden light? The thing is I’ll never know Tis the plight of this mind game If u tell them where your at And you were way off Now they can combat And look at you and scoff For sharing what you thought revealed behind those eyes You heard what was said, but your ears, they told lies For where ur brain took u where theirs could never go And now they see you, now they know On the other hand Your thoughts weren’t just a might, they were accurate and right. You successfully deciphered what’s going on in there, it completely showwwws and your friend knows that you understand and truly care Take the risk if you dare. it’s a fine line a game to to play, One that’ll take you all fucking dayyyyyy Inside your brain that’s under strain That’s over thought a lot
How much of life is what I think Questioning you I’m on the brink Now Your hinting crazy themes You say somthing deliberately but it seems underlying motives with needs to appease Do you really mean this? Clearly u meant differently I think I see ur point I see it the same Or is your meaning much more tame? I analyze you and your thaughts intently Do you say what you mean Plain and simple, black and white Or do u talk an invisible fight In your speech do you weave a backwards bite Or some thing less sinister like A hidden light? The thing is I’ll never know Tis the plight of this mind game If u tell them where your at And you were way off Now they can combat And look at you and scoff For sharing what you thought revealed behind those eyes You heard what was said, but your ears, they told lies For where ur brain took u where theirs could never go And now they see you, now they know On the other hand Your thoughts weren’t just a might, they were accurate and right. You successfully deciphered what’s going on in there, it completely showwwws and your friend knows that you understand and truly care Take the risk if you dare. it’s a fine line a game to to play, One that’ll take you all fucking dayyyyyy Inside your brain that’s under strain That’s over thought a lot
How much of life is what I think Questioning you I’m on the brink Now Your hinting crazy themes You say somthing deliberately but it seems underlying motives with needs to appease Do you really mean this? Clearly u meant differently I think I see ur point I see it the same Or is your meaning much more tame? I analyze you and your thaughts intently Do you say what you mean Plain and simple, black and white Or do u talk an invisible fight In your speech do you weave a backwards bite Or some thing less sinister like A hidden light? The thing is I’ll never know Tis the plight of this mind game If u tell them where your at And you were way off Now they can combat And look at you and scoff For sharing what you thought revealed behind those eyes You heard what was said, but your ears, they told lies For where ur brain took u where theirs could never go And now they see you, now they know On the other hand Your thoughts weren’t just a might, they were accurate and right. You successfully deciphered what’s going on in there, it completely showwwws and your friend knows that you understand and truly care Take the risk if you dare. it’s a fine line a game to to play, One that’ll take you all fucking dayyyyyy Inside your brain that’s under strain That’s over thought a lot
[Verse] G - Em - C - D In the silence I hear your voice Whispered secrets in the void Lonely shadows making noise Stillness breaks and I'm destroyed [Verse 2] G - Em - C - D Moonlight dances on the floor Haunted by what we ignore Shades of love we wore before Ghostly memories implore [Chorus] G - Em - C - D Echoes in the night they stay Can't escape them night or day Watch them as they drift away Fading 'til a new replay [Verse 3] G - Em - C - D Footsteps echo down the hall In my mind I hear your call Fragments of our rise and fall Reverberate against the wall [Bridge] G - Em - C - D Dreams colliding with the past Hopes we knew would never last Stuck in loops repeating fast Holding on but losing grasp [Chorus] G - Em - C - D Echoes in the night they stay Can't escape them night or day Watch them as they drift away Fading 'til a new replay
Where are you my sky Where is my sun You disappear whyyyy was this done Without you I might die And I’m starting to cry I wanna have fun I can’t live this lie it’s the truth I can’t deny And now it’s begun Its kept me all bound And it makes me pissed But soon it will be found And when it is Ill be on the ground With my perma frown With tears on my face In a race to feel better Where is this person at? I crave them in my life There’s no way this can worsen And won’t care if they cause strife Honestly, it’s all on me. This is just how I’m meant to be Seemingly eternally Desperately Lonely Oh sky, Oh WHYYYYYY?! Must you be gone today? Why today of all days? Are your beautiful rays covered by this depressing GREY haze? pleeaaaasseeee come back?
Where are you my sky Where is my sun You disappear whyyyy was this done Without you I might die And I’m starting to cry I wanna have fun I can’t live this lie it’s the truth I can’t deny And now it’s begun Its kept me all bound And it makes me pissed But soon it will be found And when it is Ill be on the ground With my perma frown With tears on my face In a race to feel better Where is this person at? I crave them in my life There’s no way this can worsen And won’t care if they cause strife Honestly, it’s all on me. This is just how I’m meant to be Seemingly eternally Desperately Lonely Oh sky, Oh WHYYYYYY?! Must you be gone today? Why today of all days? Are your beautiful rays covered by this depressing GREY haze? pleeaaaasseeee come back?
Where are you my sky Where is my sun You disappear whyyyy was this done Without you I might die And I’m starting to cry I wanna have fun I can’t live this lie it’s the truth I can’t deny And now it’s begun Its kept me all bound And it makes me pissed But soon it will be found And when it is Ill be on the ground With my perma frown With tears on my face In a race to feel better Where is this person at? I crave them in my life There’s no way this can worsen And won’t care if they cause strife Honestly, it’s all on me. This is just how I’m meant to be Seemingly eternally Desperately Lonely Oh sky, Oh WHYYYYYY?! Must you be gone today? Why today of all days? Are your beautiful rays covered by this depressing GREY haze? pleeaaaasseeee come back?