Fade away

I hate my tremor wrist It's a fact that I'm an anarchist I'm not an atheist, I'm a young antichrist And I sing to seduce children’s souls I'm so goofy, cause I dream to sneef blow I have enough money to call myself Broke But inside I'm rich while I have this green dope Xanax addiction fear of society Outsiders as me Will never get loyalty Who will answer me why I can't talk to my parents without some lie No pills means no life complexes plus drugs high This type of sheet names love I gently sink to the bottom Like snow in winter from the sky I’m junkie and imposter I look like cute mini monster But someday Will be paid bitch serious as a minister Ugly, unhappy, Hungry for pain I'll become just her property into cocaine It's hard to forget Russia, the family’s estate It was New Year's Eve, but I was so sad that day In relation to myself, I felt only hate The reason - I haven’t ten thousand and I'm late I want to see blood when someone reask, but it happens all the time. I have a slurred speech because of alprazolam and Mary Jane I imagine your face every time I watching Perverted porn Fuck day when I born You are most pretty on earth Andyluvd is A freak and a coward, I'm even afraid to speak first Best night when few bad girls were laughing while my body was getting more cold and more white If this song will not in the top chart in a week I will poppin' xanax with OxyContin before vodkas sips to stop breath If you get to know me better, you'll consider me crazy and boring I'll be happy only if I will sleep at night as well as in morning It's impossible to argue that The most real in show business and the most terrible voice now is recording This song is so long that the listener can feel sorry for himself much longer Damn, do you know that there is no thing that will make you at least a bit stronger?

cazzo bro, ma come ti permetti guarda qua, ci spacchiamo di funghetti non ci vedi? siamo perfetti in casa tua ho sfondato tutti i letti faccia di merda, ti stupro la zia ciappo un bazooka, tiro giu la tua agenzia mi denunci, picchio la polizia porcoddio senti qua sta melodia

Verse 1: Swiping left, swiping right, it’s a digital game, No love in their hearts, they just chasing the fame. DMs full of ghosts, feelings left on read, One night of passion, then they vanish instead. Hearts for the gram, but they cold in real life, Searching for a vibe but can’t handle the strife. No roots, no depth, it’s all surface and lies, They don’t look for connection; they just look for the highs. Pre-Chorus: She said, "I’m down for the night, but don’t catch no feels," Lust in her eyes, but her love ain’t real. We both broken pieces, but we act so tough, Living in a world where “forever” ain’t enough. Chorus: I got love in my head, but the world’s gone cold, They don’t want a bond; they just want control. Hookups and heartbreaks, that’s all we know, New gen love—it don’t ever grow. Yeah, I’m drowning in lust, but I’m starving for trust, Looking for a diamond in a world full of dust. Verse 2: She said, "Call me daddy’s girl, but don’t call me again," Feelings disposable, played out for the trend. Late-night confessions, but they fake every time, It’s a script that they read, just to blur the line. Connections that die before they even ignite, Trading souls for a moment in the dead of the night. They don’t care about the person, just the body they see, Love’s a mirage in the new century. Bridge: We crave what we lost, but we settle for less, Shallow waters look calm, but they’ll drown you in stress. We don’t heal, we just hurt and repeat the same song, No one’s looking for a home; they just passing along. Chorus: I got love in my head, but the world’s gone cold, They don’t want a bond; they just want control. Hookups and heartbreaks, that’s all we know, New gen love—it don’t ever grow. Yeah, I’m drowning in lust, but I’m starving for trust, Looking for a diamond in a world full of dust. Outro: Yeah, I’m tired of the games, tired of the chase, Tired of the nights where love ain’t got no face. New gen love—it’s a battlefield, But I’m still out here, looking for something real.

Reflecting. I was pondering the nature of solitude and creativity. blue skies bright sun lush grassYeah my name is ivan and my life ain't so easy playing some runescape or doki doki literature club I got that shit done a congratulations or a good job I barely gon none should have seen it coming abd I shouldn't have to run they dont feel what I feel sayori my cinnamon bun if you insult hate her or hurt her you better run ill fuck you up six ways to Sunday and touch your buns oh crud like mud what's said is done I hope you crumble and stuble or else were gonna rumble 12345678 run through the door before it is too fucking late gotta knife it's sharp it's the best I will plunge it in your chest run run do your best run run run run do not hurt sayori my love my cinnamon bunYeah my name is ivan and my life ain't so easy playing some runescape or doki doki literature club I got that shit done a congratulations or a good job I barely gon none should have seen it coming abd I shouldn't have to run they dont feel what I feel sayori my cinnamon bun if you insult hate her or hurt her you better run ill fuck you up six ways to Sunday and molest your buns oh crud like mud what's said is done I hope you crumble and stuble or else were gonna rumble 12345678 run through the door before it is too fucking late gotta knife it's sharp it's the best I will plunge it in your chest run run do your best run run run run do not hurt sayori my love my cinnamon bun

Forgive me, How can I stop you from leaving If not for you I wouldn't be breathing Without you feels like something is missing I don't want you gone I'm sorry for what I did wrong Eyes watering as I sing this song Grab a blade I think im gone Every tear running down deep Show my fears as I cry and weep Blood dripping down turn the floor all red Locked in my head think I'm better off dead Thought we were meant to be I guess it was just me Stuck in delusion I can't see this confusion I feel like I'm losing everything in my mind I just wanted you to be mine for a lil more time

[Verse] Shadows on the ceiling, heart steady bleeding, Eyes like storm clouds, pain ain’t receding, Old wounds reopening, tears keep streaming, Walking through nightmares while still daydreaming. [Verse 2] Soul cut to ribbons, lost in the doldrums, Words hit like bullets, each one a conundrum, Love turns to ashes, caught in a maelstrom, Mirror shows a stranger, reflection of dysfunction. [Chorus] Midnight moon hangs heavy in the sky, Pieces of my heart scattered, asking why, Ghosts of yesterdays whisper loud inside, Running from the darkness, nowhere left to hide. [Verse 3] Scars tattooed deep, memories they’re haunted, Demons on my shoulders, territory they’ve stunted, Voices in my head, constant and daunted, Chasing sanity, but it feels unwanted. [Verse 4] Numb to the marrow, drowning in sorrow, Hope feels distant, barely see tomorrow, Life’s a broken record, cracked and hollow, Searching for a beacon, firefly to follow. [Chorus] Midnight moon hangs heavy in the sky, Pieces of my heart scattered, asking why, Ghosts of yesterdays whisper loud inside, Running from the darkness, nowhere left to hide.

Title: Fade Away (Chorus) I"m lost in the shadows, where the darkness creeps, Friends turn to ghosts, now I’m drowning in deep, Chasing these highs, while I"m losing my way, Faded and broken, I"m too far to stay. (Verse 1) They walked out the door, left me cold on the floor, Smiles in the rearview, now I’m begging for more, Thought we were tight, but I’m losing my grip, Heart full of echoes, it’s a venomous trip. Rolling through the city with a bottle in hand, Memories haunt me, like a ghost in this land, Used to feel alive, now I’m chasing the pain, Nights turn to shadows, can’t remember my name. (Pre-Chorus) Lost in the void, where the silence screams, Every hit I take, I’m just chasing lost dreams, Needles and smoke, got me losing my mind, Looking for solace, but it’s so hard to find. (Chorus) I"m lost in the shadows, where the darkness creeps, Friends turn to ghosts, now I’m drowning in deep, Chasing these highs, while I"m losing my way, Faded and broken, I"m too far to stay. (Verse 2) Counted on brothers, but they vanished like smoke, Now I’m stuck in this cycle, just a twisted joke, Tired of fighting, tired of this game, Every sip, every hit, only fuels the pain. Demons surround me, they know all my flaws, Falling from grace, while I"m breaking the laws, Cracks in the mirror show the man that I hate, Spiraling down, but it’s never too late. (Pre-Chorus) Lost in the void, where the silence screams, Every hit I take, I’m just chasing lost dreams, Needles and smoke, got me losing my mind, Looking for solace, but it’s so hard to find. (Chorus) I"m lost in the shadows, where the darkness creeps, Friends turn to ghosts, now I’m drowning in deep, Chasing these highs, while I"m losing my way, Faded and broken, I"m too far to stay. (Bridge) Voices in my head, whispering lies, "Better off dead," as the hope slowly dies, But I’m still fighting, in this hell that I made, Clinging to the moments when I felt unafraid. (Chorus) I"m lost in the shadows, where the darkness creeps, Friends turn to ghosts, now I’m drowning in deep, Chasing these highs, while I"m losing my way, Faded and broken, I"m too far to stay. (Outro) So I’ll fade away, like the night in the mist, Searching for a light, but it’s always dismissed, If I’m just a memory, then let me decay, In this darkened world, where I slowly fade away.

asi nejsem ok nejsem ani broke jen nevím co mám cítit když nejsi ta co mou je asi jsem se změnil nikdy nebude to okej možná starý bars co ponesou celej život flou yeah

(intro) I just wanna hold- you- close- Your love is all I- know- Without you I might- implode- (Oh- oh oh- iiii) (Mhmhmhm nightt-) [Chorus] (Aha- tsk tsk tsk) Oh, I wonder why— We always argue and fight— Just one peaceful night— Could I make everything alright? Could everything be like paradise-? Oh, I wonder why— (Verse 1) Pain in my chest, I can’t let it go, Love is a flame, but we fan it slow. Dark days ahead, but I’m praying for peace, Demons in my mind, they refuse to cease. We’re toxic, I know, but I can’t let go, Holding onto ashes, tryna make ’em glow. Every word’s a weapon, every touch’s a fight, But still, I crave you every lonely night. (Verse 2) Yeah, yeah, it’s chaotic, like my head full of static, We’re magnetic but erratic, love’s a dangerous habit. Burnin’ bridges just to build ‘em back up again, Love-hate cycle, man, it’s like a damn chain gang. Fuck it though, I thrive in the heat, Let it burn, let it break, let it knock me off my feet. Moments of bliss in this battlefield of lies, Still, I wonder why we survive, let it die. [Chorus] (Aha- tsk tsk tsk) Oh, I wonder why— We always argue and fight— Just one peaceful night— Could I make everything alright? But those moments— Feel like motherfucking paradise— Oh, I wonder why— (Outro) I can’t let you go, even when it hurts me… Every love’s a battle, and we’re way too dirty… Let’s burn this shit down, it’s our story… [Chorus] (Aha- tsk tsk tsk) Oh, I wonder why— We always argue and fight— Just one peaceful night— Could I make everything alright? But those moments— Feel like motherfucking paradise— Oh, I wonder why—

(intro) I just wanna hold- you- close- Your love is all I- know- Without you I might- implode- (Oh- oh oh- iiii) (Mhmhmhm nightt-) [Chorus] (Aha- tsk tsk tsk) Oh, I wonder why— We always argue and fight— Just one peaceful night— Could I make everything alright? Could everything be like paradise-? Oh, I wonder why— (Verse 1) Pain in my chest, I can’t let it go, Love is a flame, but we fan it slow. Dark days ahead, but I’m praying for peace, Demons in my mind, they refuse to cease. We’re toxic, I know, but I can’t let go, Holding onto ashes, tryna make ’em glow. Every word’s a weapon, every touch’s a fight, But still, I crave you every lonely night. (Verse 2) Yeah, yeah, it’s chaotic, like my head full of static, We’re magnetic but erratic, love’s a dangerous habit. Burnin’ bridges just to build ‘em back up again, Love-hate cycle, man, it’s like a damn chain gang. Fuck it though, I thrive in the heat, Let it burn, let it break, let it knock me off my feet. Moments of bliss in this battlefield of lies, Still, I wonder why we survive, let it die. [Chorus] (Aha- tsk tsk tsk) Oh, I wonder why— We always argue and fight— Just one peaceful night— Could I make everything alright? But those moments— Feel like motherfucking paradise— Oh, I wonder why— (Outro) I can’t let you go, even when it hurts me… Every love’s a battle, and we’re way too dirty… Let’s burn this shit down, it’s our story… [Chorus] (Aha- tsk tsk tsk) Oh, I wonder why— We always argue and fight— Just one peaceful night— Could I make everything alright? But those moments— Feel like motherfucking paradise— Oh, I wonder why—