Fade away

Reflecting. I was pondering the nature of solitude and creativity. blue skies bright sun lush grassYeah my name is ivan and my life ain't so easy playing some runescape or doki doki literature club I got that shit done a congratulations or a good job I barely gon none should have seen it coming abd I shouldn't have to run they dont feel what I feel sayori my cinnamon bun if you insult hate her or hurt her you better run ill fuck you up six ways to Sunday and touch your buns oh crud like mud what's said is done I hope you crumble and stuble or else were gonna rumble 12345678 run through the door before it is too fucking late gotta knife it's sharp it's the best I will plunge it in your chest run run do your best run run run run do not hurt sayori my love my cinnamon bunYeah my name is ivan and my life ain't so easy playing some runescape or doki doki literature club I got that shit done a congratulations or a good job I barely gon none should have seen it coming abd I shouldn't have to run they dont feel what I feel sayori my cinnamon bun if you insult hate her or hurt her you better run ill fuck you up six ways to Sunday and molest your buns oh crud like mud what's said is done I hope you crumble and stuble or else were gonna rumble 12345678 run through the door before it is too fucking late gotta knife it's sharp it's the best I will plunge it in your chest run run do your best run run run run do not hurt sayori my love my cinnamon bun

Forgive me, How can I stop you from leaving If not for you I wouldn't be breathing Without you feels like something is missing I don't want you gone I'm sorry for what I did wrong Eyes watering as I sing this song Grab a blade I think im gone Every tear running down deep Show my fears as I cry and weep Blood dripping down turn the floor all red Locked in my head think I'm better off dead Thought we were meant to be I guess it was just me Stuck in delusion I can't see this confusion I feel like I'm losing everything in my mind I just wanted you to be mine for a lil more time

[Verse] Shadows on the ceiling, heart steady bleeding, Eyes like storm clouds, pain ain’t receding, Old wounds reopening, tears keep streaming, Walking through nightmares while still daydreaming. [Verse 2] Soul cut to ribbons, lost in the doldrums, Words hit like bullets, each one a conundrum, Love turns to ashes, caught in a maelstrom, Mirror shows a stranger, reflection of dysfunction. [Chorus] Midnight moon hangs heavy in the sky, Pieces of my heart scattered, asking why, Ghosts of yesterdays whisper loud inside, Running from the darkness, nowhere left to hide. [Verse 3] Scars tattooed deep, memories they’re haunted, Demons on my shoulders, territory they’ve stunted, Voices in my head, constant and daunted, Chasing sanity, but it feels unwanted. [Verse 4] Numb to the marrow, drowning in sorrow, Hope feels distant, barely see tomorrow, Life’s a broken record, cracked and hollow, Searching for a beacon, firefly to follow. [Chorus] Midnight moon hangs heavy in the sky, Pieces of my heart scattered, asking why, Ghosts of yesterdays whisper loud inside, Running from the darkness, nowhere left to hide.

Title: Fade Away (Chorus) I"m lost in the shadows, where the darkness creeps, Friends turn to ghosts, now I’m drowning in deep, Chasing these highs, while I"m losing my way, Faded and broken, I"m too far to stay. (Verse 1) They walked out the door, left me cold on the floor, Smiles in the rearview, now I’m begging for more, Thought we were tight, but I’m losing my grip, Heart full of echoes, it’s a venomous trip. Rolling through the city with a bottle in hand, Memories haunt me, like a ghost in this land, Used to feel alive, now I’m chasing the pain, Nights turn to shadows, can’t remember my name. (Pre-Chorus) Lost in the void, where the silence screams, Every hit I take, I’m just chasing lost dreams, Needles and smoke, got me losing my mind, Looking for solace, but it’s so hard to find. (Chorus) I"m lost in the shadows, where the darkness creeps, Friends turn to ghosts, now I’m drowning in deep, Chasing these highs, while I"m losing my way, Faded and broken, I"m too far to stay. (Verse 2) Counted on brothers, but they vanished like smoke, Now I’m stuck in this cycle, just a twisted joke, Tired of fighting, tired of this game, Every sip, every hit, only fuels the pain. Demons surround me, they know all my flaws, Falling from grace, while I"m breaking the laws, Cracks in the mirror show the man that I hate, Spiraling down, but it’s never too late. (Pre-Chorus) Lost in the void, where the silence screams, Every hit I take, I’m just chasing lost dreams, Needles and smoke, got me losing my mind, Looking for solace, but it’s so hard to find. (Chorus) I"m lost in the shadows, where the darkness creeps, Friends turn to ghosts, now I’m drowning in deep, Chasing these highs, while I"m losing my way, Faded and broken, I"m too far to stay. (Bridge) Voices in my head, whispering lies, "Better off dead," as the hope slowly dies, But I’m still fighting, in this hell that I made, Clinging to the moments when I felt unafraid. (Chorus) I"m lost in the shadows, where the darkness creeps, Friends turn to ghosts, now I’m drowning in deep, Chasing these highs, while I"m losing my way, Faded and broken, I"m too far to stay. (Outro) So I’ll fade away, like the night in the mist, Searching for a light, but it’s always dismissed, If I’m just a memory, then let me decay, In this darkened world, where I slowly fade away.

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(intro) I just wanna hold- you- close- Your love is all I- know- Without you I might- implode- (Oh- oh oh- iiii) (Mhmhmhm nightt-) [Chorus] (Aha- tsk tsk tsk) Oh, I wonder why— We always argue and fight— Just one peaceful night— Could I make everything alright? Could everything be like paradise-? Oh, I wonder why— (Verse 1) Pain in my chest, I can’t let it go, Love is a flame, but we fan it slow. Dark days ahead, but I’m praying for peace, Demons in my mind, they refuse to cease. We’re toxic, I know, but I can’t let go, Holding onto ashes, tryna make ’em glow. Every word’s a weapon, every touch’s a fight, But still, I crave you every lonely night. (Verse 2) Yeah, yeah, it’s chaotic, like my head full of static, We’re magnetic but erratic, love’s a dangerous habit. Burnin’ bridges just to build ‘em back up again, Love-hate cycle, man, it’s like a damn chain gang. Fuck it though, I thrive in the heat, Let it burn, let it break, let it knock me off my feet. Moments of bliss in this battlefield of lies, Still, I wonder why we survive, let it die. [Chorus] (Aha- tsk tsk tsk) Oh, I wonder why— We always argue and fight— Just one peaceful night— Could I make everything alright? But those moments— Feel like motherfucking paradise— Oh, I wonder why— (Outro) I can’t let you go, even when it hurts me… Every love’s a battle, and we’re way too dirty… Let’s burn this shit down, it’s our story… [Chorus] (Aha- tsk tsk tsk) Oh, I wonder why— We always argue and fight— Just one peaceful night— Could I make everything alright? But those moments— Feel like motherfucking paradise— Oh, I wonder why—

(intro) I just wanna hold- you- close- Your love is all I- know- Without you I might- implode- (Oh- oh oh- iiii) (Mhmhmhm nightt-) [Chorus] (Aha- tsk tsk tsk) Oh, I wonder why— We always argue and fight— Just one peaceful night— Could I make everything alright? Could everything be like paradise-? Oh, I wonder why— (Verse 1) Pain in my chest, I can’t let it go, Love is a flame, but we fan it slow. Dark days ahead, but I’m praying for peace, Demons in my mind, they refuse to cease. We’re toxic, I know, but I can’t let go, Holding onto ashes, tryna make ’em glow. Every word’s a weapon, every touch’s a fight, But still, I crave you every lonely night. (Verse 2) Yeah, yeah, it’s chaotic, like my head full of static, We’re magnetic but erratic, love’s a dangerous habit. Burnin’ bridges just to build ‘em back up again, Love-hate cycle, man, it’s like a damn chain gang. Fuck it though, I thrive in the heat, Let it burn, let it break, let it knock me off my feet. Moments of bliss in this battlefield of lies, Still, I wonder why we survive, let it die. [Chorus] (Aha- tsk tsk tsk) Oh, I wonder why— We always argue and fight— Just one peaceful night— Could I make everything alright? But those moments— Feel like motherfucking paradise— Oh, I wonder why— (Outro) I can’t let you go, even when it hurts me… Every love’s a battle, and we’re way too dirty… Let’s burn this shit down, it’s our story… [Chorus] (Aha- tsk tsk tsk) Oh, I wonder why— We always argue and fight— Just one peaceful night— Could I make everything alright? But those moments— Feel like motherfucking paradise— Oh, I wonder why—