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(Verse 1 – A Temptation That Walks) There’s a shadow in the mirror, silver tongue and burning eyes, Lies wrapped in silk and hunger, dripping sweet like poisoned wine. With a kiss, you’ll know devotion, with a touch, you’ll beg for pain, But once you taste the darkness… you’ll never love the light again. (Pre-Chorus – The Whispering Pull) Heaven never called me, hell could never hold me, I walk where the lost still pray… Tell me, would you fall now, bow beneath the promise, Or run from the debt you’ll pay? (Chorus – The Beautiful Ruin) Oh, I was golden once—before the fall, before the curse, Now I wear the night, draped in hunger, bound in thirst. Oh, I was mercy once—before the hands, before the chains, Now I am the storm, I am fire, I am pain. (Verse 2 – The Hands That Hold Damnation) Every whisper carves a promise, every vow is laced with scars, I was never meant for worship—only ruin, only war. If you chase me, I will break you, if you kneel, I’ll drag you deep, But love me like a sinner… and I might just let you keep. (Pre-Chorus – The Siren’s Lament) Heaven never called me, hell could never hold me, I walk where the lost still pray… Tell me, would you fall now, bow beneath the promise, Or run from the debt you’ll pay? (Chorus – The Devouring Love) Oh, I was golden once—before the fall, before the curse, Now I wear the night, draped in hunger, bound in thirst. Oh, I was mercy once—before the hands, before the chains, Now I am the storm, I am fire, I am pain. (Bridge – The Hollow Gaze) The stars forget their names when I call, The saints turn to sinners when they fall, What was love is now a curse, What was life is now reversed… (Final Chorus – The Throne of Ashes) Oh, I was golden once—but the gods, they turned away, Now I walk alone, with the ghosts of yesterday. Oh, I was mercy once—but the fire took my name, Now I am the end, I am hunger, I am flame.

(Verse 1 – A Temptation That Walks) There’s a shadow in the mirror, silver tongue and burning eyes, Lies wrapped in silk and hunger, dripping sweet like poisoned wine. With a kiss, you’ll know devotion, with a touch, you’ll beg for pain, But once you taste the darkness… you’ll never love the light again. (Pre-Chorus – The Whispering Pull) Heaven never called me, hell could never hold me, I walk where the lost still pray… Tell me, would you fall now, bow beneath the promise, Or run from the debt you’ll pay? (Chorus – The Beautiful Ruin) Oh, I was golden once—before the fall, before the curse, Now I wear the night, draped in hunger, bound in thirst. Oh, I was mercy once—before the hands, before the chains, Now I am the storm, I am fire, I am pain. (Verse 2 – The Hands That Hold Damnation) Every whisper carves a promise, every vow is laced with scars, I was never meant for worship—only ruin, only war. If you chase me, I will break you, if you kneel, I’ll drag you deep, But love me like a sinner… and I might just let you keep. (Pre-Chorus – The Siren’s Lament) Heaven never called me, hell could never hold me, I walk where the lost still pray… Tell me, would you fall now, bow beneath the promise, Or run from the debt you’ll pay? (Chorus – The Devouring Love) Oh, I was golden once—before the fall, before the curse, Now I wear the night, draped in hunger, bound in thirst. Oh, I was mercy once—before the hands, before the chains, Now I am the storm, I am fire, I am pain. (Bridge – The Hollow Gaze) The stars forget their names when I call, The saints turn to sinners when they fall, What was love is now a curse, What was life is now reversed… (Final Chorus – The Throne of Ashes) Oh, I was golden once—but the gods, they turned away, Now I walk alone, with the ghosts of yesterday. Oh, I was mercy once—but the fire took my name, Now I am the end, I am hunger, I am flame.

天气很好，觉得应该做一些适合我这个年纪做的事情比如说死掉 ​​。生命对于我像一种毒药，明天也好后天也好就像薛定谔的猫，每天打开新的盒子只是一成不变的变着法子逗自己欢笑，渐渐一切想做的未做的已经知道是自己无法做到，只是骗自己再走一步两步也好不想就此跪倒。我不相信死后有更好的世界，就像我也不相信生活会变得更好，不相信努力就有回报，也不相信会中任何彩票。我在梦里重复回到并不存在的街道，安慰盒子里的猫。

[Verse 1] Напрасно! Куда ни взгляну я, встречаю везде неудачу, И тягостно сердцу, что лгать я обязан всечасно; Тебе улыбаюсь, а внутренно горько я плачу, ...Напрасно. [Verse 2] Разлука! Душа человека какие выносит мученья! А часто на них намекнуть лишь достаточно звука. Стою как безумный, еще не постиг выраженья: ...Разлука. [Verse 3] Свиданье! Разбей этот кубок: в нем капля надежды таится. Она-то продлит и она-то усилит страданье, И в жизни туманной всё будет обманчиво сниться ...Свиданье. [Verse 4] Не нами, Бессилье изведано слов к выраженью желаний. Безмолвные муки сказалися людям веками, Но очередь наша, и кончится ряд испытаний ...Не нами. [Verse 5] Но больно, Что жребии жизни святым побужденьям враждебны, В груди человека до них бы добраться довольно… Нет! вырвать и бросить; те язвы, быть может, целебны,- ...Но больно.