Louisiana Cumslut

Rough sex and no one else, please come help. I need you now. Slap me, tell me, beat me, and help me see again. I miss the way your hair used to glide on your face. I miss the way you used to scream my name and tell me don’t stop…Please, please, i miss the way you used to scream.

Left my heart in a parking lot, Drenched in stolen beer, and bad decisions. Drove 800 miles just to feel alive Never good at committing to each other Windows down the smell of the Louisiana air reminds me of you,
Gas station coffee and nicotine thoughts.
I swore I’d quit, I swore I’d call,
But I just keep driving till all of the painful thoughts of you — Falls. Away. I left your name in the rearview mirror, Along with the life I said I’d build here. Every mile’s just a new excuse, To outrun myself and my overdue truths. Oh, Louisiana Cumslut, you chewed me up, Spit me out in headlights and salty tears. You left your name tattooed on my tongue and my car full of your cigarette smoke Dollar store flowers, a tank running low, A playlist full of songs I wish I didn’t know. Leaving your voice in a drunken voicemail, I swear I meant every word till I sobered up. Somewhere between love and a reckless derail, I lost myself when I lost your trust. Oh, Louisiana Cumslut, you chewed me up, Spit me out in headlights and salty tears. You left your name tattooed on my tongue, and a car full of your cigarettes smoke Maybe I never knew how to love, Maybe I only know how to run away. Baby I’m nothing more than a bad excuse, For a song that no one will ever hear. Oh, Louisiana, you chewed me up!
Spit me out in the headlights and dust!
Maybe I was never enough!
Maybe I was never enough!

[Verse 1] Waves keep crashing, never slow down Like the troubles that keep pulling me down A home that should have been my safe place Feels more like a cage I need to escape Once a child with dreams so bright Now they’re gone, stolen out of sight And I don’t know what I wanna be All I know is I just wanna leave [Chorus] I just wanna disappear No more pain, no more fear But God won’t let me close my eyes So I’m stuck here living like I’ve died I keep wishing for the end But the sun still rises again I scream but no one hears my sound Like I’m lost and never found [Verse 2] They ask me what I wanna be But I don’t know, I just can’t see When the world took everything away What’s left for me to chase? Every night I pray to fade But my wishes never make their way Still I’m here, living half alive Waiting for God to grant my time [Bridge] If this world has no place for me Then let me drown inside my dreams But if I must go on this way Let tomorrow hurt a little less today [Outro] I just wanna disappear… No more pain, no more fear… But God won’t ever set me free… So I wake up to the same old dream…

Yeah, yeah… Lost in my mind again… Tryna find a way out… but I keep falling in… Ohhh… Lately, I’ve been fighting demons in my sleep, Every time I close my eyes, they tryna talk to me. Sippin’ on this potion just to drown the pain, But every drop I take just brings it back again. Too many thoughts, I can’t run away, Heart on my sleeve but it’s torn and frayed. I try to smile, but it’s all pretend, Feels like I’m trapped in a cycle again. (Pre-Chorus) I don’t wanna feel this way, no… I don’t wanna fade away, oh… But the voices in my head keep calling, And I don’t know if I can stop falling… I’ve been lost in my mind, can’t escape, Tryna run from the past but it won’t fade. Told myself that I’d be okay, But I’m still fighting every day. I’ve been drowning in the pain I hide, Got these scars, but they’re all inside. No one sees what’s behind my eyes, I’ve been lost in my mind tonight… Late night drives with my head so low, Music up loud, but I’m feeling so cold. Text on my phone, but I leave it on read, Don’t know what to say, so I sleep instead. Pills on the counter, but I know it ain’t right, Tryna stay strong, but I’m losing this fight. Tell me that you love me, say you’ll stay, But everybody leaves at the end of the day… (Pre-Chorus) I don’t wanna feel this way, no… I don’t wanna fade away, oh… But the voices in my head keep calling, And I don’t know if I can stop falling… I’ve been lost in my mind, can’t escape, Tryna run from the past but it won’t fade. Told myself that I’d be okay, But I’m still fighting every day. I’ve been drowning in the pain I hide, Got these scars, but they’re all inside. No one sees what’s behind my eyes, I’ve been lost in my mind tonight… (Outro) Yeah, yeah… Lost in my mind again… Tryna find a way out… but I keep falling in… Ohhh… Let me know if you want any tweaks or a different vibe!

(Verse 1) I can see the cracks in our foundation The walls are starting to crumble, it's a revelation And I know that it's only a matter of time Before everything comes crashing down, an ominous sign. (Chorus) But I'm not giving up on us I'm not going to let this go I'm willing to do whatever it takes To keep us together (Verse 2) I'll pick up the pieces I'll put in the effort I'll do whatever it takes To make this work (Chorus) Leave it to me, I'll carry this weight I'll hold us together, no matter the stakes I'll be the anchor when the waves get high Leave it to me, I'll keep our love alive, I promise, I promise, I promise (Bridge) The weight that I carry, it's starting to show But I can't let go, 'cause I don't wanna know A life without you, it's too much to bear So I'll keep on holding, even if it's unfair Cause I don’t care, long as I’m with you You need to understand there’s nothing I wouldn’t do Maybe I’m just a polaroid on your wall But at this point I do not care at all (Outro) So please, leave it to me I'll fix this I'll make it right I promise

In the morning, mist turns to dew, On the fields, a touch so true. From the rivers, a gentle sigh, Evaporation reaching high. [Verse 2] Sunshine warms the rolling hills, Tiny droplets dance with thrills. Up they rise to meet the sky, Forming clouds where dreams can fly.

(Verse 1) This burning heart ignites the fire Longing pulls my heartstrings tighter Tangled thoughts, a fragile choir In the depths of my Mind’s Desire (Chorus) Mind’s desire Mind’s desire In the depths of my mind’s desire (Verse 2) Reality feels blurred and hazy Marching on, my mind’s gone crazy Endless sea, these thoughts are wavy In their tide my mind’s gone crazy (Chorus) Mind’s desire Mind’s desire In the depths of my mind’s desire

Verse 1) The streets are glowing in toxic green, Underneath a broken machine. City's heartbeat skips a beat, Dying souls on plastic streets. The skyline screams in electric pain, Wires twist like a noose again. Neon angels with crooked smiles, Selling dreams in digital aisles. (Pre-Chorus) We're just shadows under burning skies, Choking on the truth and corporate lies. (Chorus) Welcome to the neon wasteland, Where the broken dreams and the damned stand. Underneath the lights, we fade away, Dancing in the glow of our decay. Welcome to the neon wasteland, A shattered kingdom built by dead hands. In the end, there’s nothing left to say, We burn it down and light the way. (Verse 2) Billboards blinking a hollow creed, Buy your soul, it's all you need. Skyscrapers pierce the smog-filled air, While the masses drown in their despair. Synthetic love in a plastic haze, Trapped in the glow of yesterday’s blaze. The future’s dead, but we still pretend, Counting down to the bitter end. (Pre-Chorus) We’re just ghosts lost in the afterglow, Fading fast, but we don’t let it show. (Chorus) Welcome to the neon wasteland, Where the broken dreams and the damned stand. Underneath the lights, we fade away, Dancing in the glow of our decay. Welcome to the neon wasteland, A shattered kingdom built by dead hands. In the end, there’s nothing left to say, We burn it down and light the way. (Bridge) Static screams on the radio, A dying voice in the undertow. We march in step, we toe the line, But we’re running out of borrowed time. (Outro) So light the match and take my hand, We’ll paint the sky and take a stand. Through the ash and twisted steel, We’ll find the spark that makes us real. (Final Chorus) Welcome to the neon wasteland, Where the broken dreams and the damned stand. Underneath the lights, we fade away, Dancing in the glow of our decay. Welcome to the neon wasteland, This is the end of the master plan. We’ll burn it down, we’ll break the chain, And build a world from the remains.

HEY I layed in my bed like every other day I just said to my self things would get better like that would magically fix everything and I thought Rollercoaster hazel eyes watching the sunset rise I wish we can do this again but I dreamed of lazy river crazy friends I wish we can do this again but you messed with everything you wanted alone time to be in your zone for a lifetime you didn't want to do it again you were cold and mean you hated gold and green you said that on the lazy river ride HEY on the roller coaster i almost cried you assured me i wouldn't dieeeeeeEEEEEE lazy river crazy friends let's do this crap againnnnannnn

In this world, feeling all alone, Enemies surround, their true colors shown. Mama's got my back, and my soul's my guide, Love's a battlefield where my tears reside. Controller in hand, escape in the game, Thoughts of ending it, whispering my name. But deep down, a voice says, "Hold tight, The storm will pass; you'll find your light." Chorus: Though the darkness closes in, And the pain feels like it's never gonna end, Believe that brighter days will come, You're not alone; you're loved by someone. Verse 2: Life's a journey, full of ups and downs, Faces smiles, but inside, we drown. But every night gives way to dawn, Keep pushing forward; you're not alone. Mama's prayers, your inner strength, Together, you'll go to any length. Hold on to hope, let love be your guide, The world needs you; don't hide. Chorus: Though the darkness closes in, And the pain feels like it's never gonna end, Believe that brighter days will come, You're not alone; you're loved by someone. Bridge: When the weight's too heavy, and you can't stand, Reach out; there's always a helping hand. Your story's not over; it's just begun, Keep fighting; you're a warrior, second to none. Chorus: Though the darkness closes in, And the pain feels like it's never gonna end, Believe that brighter days will come, You're not alone; you're loved by someone. Remember, expressing your feelings is important, but seeking support is crucial. If you're struggling with thoughts of suicide, please reach out to a mental health professional or someone you trust. You don't have to face this alone.