Girl

How much of life is what I think Questioning you I’m on the brink Now Your hinting crazy themes You say somthing deliberately but it seems underlying motives with needs to appease Do you really mean this? Clearly u meant differently I think I see ur point I see it the same Or is your meaning much more tame? I analyze you and your thaughts intently Do you say what you mean Plain and simple, black and white Or do u talk an invisible fight In your speech do you weave a backwards bite Or some thing less sinister like A hidden light? The thing is I’ll never know Tis the plight of this mind game If u tell them where your at And you were way off Now they can combat And look at you and scoff For sharing what you thought revealed behind those eyes You heard what was said, but your ears, they told lies For where ur brain took u where theirs could never go And now they see you, now they know On the other hand Your thoughts weren’t just a might, they were accurate and right. You successfully deciphered what’s going on in there, it completely showwwws and your friend knows that you understand and truly care Take the risk if you dare. it’s a fine line a game to to play, One that’ll take you all fucking dayyyyyy Inside your brain that’s under strain That’s over thought a lot

How much of life is what I think Questioning you I’m on the brink Now Your hinting crazy themes You say somthing deliberately but it seems underlying motives with needs to appease Do you really mean this? Clearly u meant differently I think I see ur point I see it the same Or is your meaning much more tame? I analyze you and your thaughts intently Do you say what you mean Plain and simple, black and white Or do u talk an invisible fight In your speech do you weave a backwards bite Or some thing less sinister like A hidden light? The thing is I’ll never know Tis the plight of this mind game If u tell them where your at And you were way off Now they can combat And look at you and scoff For sharing what you thought revealed behind those eyes You heard what was said, but your ears, they told lies For where ur brain took u where theirs could never go And now they see you, now they know On the other hand Your thoughts weren’t just a might, they were accurate and right. You successfully deciphered what’s going on in there, it completely showwwws and your friend knows that you understand and truly care Take the risk if you dare. it’s a fine line a game to to play, One that’ll take you all fucking dayyyyyy Inside your brain that’s under strain That’s over thought a lot

How much of life is what I think Questioning you I’m on the brink Now Your hinting crazy themes You say somthing deliberately but it seems underlying motives with needs to appease Do you really mean this? Clearly u meant differently I think I see ur point I see it the same Or is your meaning much more tame? I analyze you and your thaughts intently Do you say what you mean Plain and simple, black and white Or do u talk an invisible fight In your speech do you weave a backwards bite Or some thing less sinister like A hidden light? The thing is I’ll never know Tis the plight of this mind game If u tell them where your at And you were way off Now they can combat And look at you and scoff For sharing what you thought revealed behind those eyes You heard what was said, but your ears, they told lies For where ur brain took u where theirs could never go And now they see you, now they know On the other hand Your thoughts weren’t just a might, they were accurate and right. You successfully deciphered what’s going on in there, it completely showwwws and your friend knows that you understand and truly care Take the risk if you dare. it’s a fine line a game to to play, One that’ll take you all fucking dayyyyyy Inside your brain that’s under strain That’s over thought a lot

Where are you my sky Where is my sun You disappear whyyyy was this done Without you I might die And I’m starting to cry I wanna have fun I can’t live this lie it’s the truth I can’t deny And now it’s begun Its kept me all bound And it makes me pissed But soon it will be found And when it is Ill be on the ground With my perma frown With tears on my face In a race to feel better Where is this person at? I crave them in my life There’s no way this can worsen And won’t care if they cause strife Honestly, it’s all on me. This is just how I’m meant to be Seemingly eternally Desperately Lonely Oh sky, Oh WHYYYYYY?! Must you be gone today? Why today of all days? Are your beautiful rays covered by this depressing GREY haze? pleeaaaasseeee come back?

Where are you my sky Where is my sun You disappear whyyyy was this done Without you I might die And I’m starting to cry I wanna have fun I can’t live this lie it’s the truth I can’t deny And now it’s begun Its kept me all bound And it makes me pissed But soon it will be found And when it is Ill be on the ground With my perma frown With tears on my face In a race to feel better Where is this person at? I crave them in my life There’s no way this can worsen And won’t care if they cause strife Honestly, it’s all on me. This is just how I’m meant to be Seemingly eternally Desperately Lonely Oh sky, Oh WHYYYYYY?! Must you be gone today? Why today of all days? Are your beautiful rays covered by this depressing GREY haze? pleeaaaasseeee come back?

Where are you my sky Where is my sun You disappear whyyyy was this done Without you I might die And I’m starting to cry I wanna have fun I can’t live this lie it’s the truth I can’t deny And now it’s begun Its kept me all bound And it makes me pissed But soon it will be found And when it is Ill be on the ground With my perma frown With tears on my face In a race to feel better Where is this person at? I crave them in my life There’s no way this can worsen And won’t care if they cause strife Honestly, it’s all on me. This is just how I’m meant to be Seemingly eternally Desperately Lonely Oh sky, Oh WHYYYYYY?! Must you be gone today? Why today of all days? Are your beautiful rays covered by this depressing GREY haze? pleeaaaasseeee come back?

Where are you my sky Where is my sun You disappear whyyyy was this done Without you I might die And I’m starting to cry I wanna have fun I can’t live this lie it’s the truth I can’t deny And now it’s begun Its kept me all bound And it makes me pissed But soon it will be found And when it is Ill be on the ground With my perma frown With tears on my face In a race to feel better Where is this person at? I crave them in my life There’s no way this can worsen And won’t care if they cause strife Honestly, it’s all on me. This is just how I’m meant to be Seemingly eternally Desperately Lonely Oh sky, Oh WHYYYYYY?! Must you be gone today? Why today of all days? Are your beautiful rays covered by this depressing GREY haze? pleeaaaasseeee come back?

Where are you my sky Where is my sun You disappear whyyyy was this done Without you I might die And I’m starting to cry I wanna have fun I can’t live this lie it’s the truth I can’t deny And now it’s begun Its kept me all bound And it makes me pissed But soon it will be found And when it is Ill be on the ground With my perma frown With tears on my face In a race to feel better Where is this person at? I crave them in my life There’s no way this can worsen And won’t care if they cause strife Honestly, it’s all on me. This is just how I’m meant to be Seemingly eternally Desperately Lonely Oh sky, Oh WHYYYYYY?! Must you be gone today? Why today of all days? Are your beautiful rays covered by this depressing GREY haze? pleeaaaasseeee come back?

What do I do when I just can’t is something I’ve said in many rants. I try to have fun but in the middle my moment, I find that it’s only a bum. Is there nothing under the sky in the midst of the sun that would bring me joy so that I might have fun? I don’t know When I get high, I’m stuck in my mind. There’s nothing enjoyable that I can find. When I get drunk my stomach’s in a funk, I want to see three but can’t let those drinks free in me for my stomachs too weak to feel the Alki peak FS just ain’t the same when I’m by myself It feels so lame I’m not n the game just empty and lacking. It just ain’t the same. I try to have some fun in the way of today I’ll go and have a blast, but why is it all so gray I don’t think I’m depressed. I do love my life. I don’t think I’m oppressed, but there’s no hype. I’m surrounded by people that just aren’t my type I get surrounded by girls that just make me wanna hurl can’t you see? I’m just friendly but when I find someone I want for me, I let them go bso disappointingly. Why why why when I try to have fun does it seem so lackluster and I just want to be done thinking I could be elsewhere or even over there but I’m stuck here. But it’s not even them. This is just how I feel. It’s even rare for me to crave a meal , why am I so unsatisfied with what I’m doing in the now it’s not that I haven’t tried. I go out and do but with who do I want to do this with? I don’t seem to know, where is my crowd? I can’t find my people something’s under a shroud. Or maybe it’s me I blame myself expectedly Why can’t I vibe? Why are you too much? Why do I always feel when I’m with you? I could be somewhere else and find something to do. There are fun moments but usually just a few. I don’t think you understand I’m like a bucket that’s never been filled, but I’m knocked over so then my nothings spilled and i won’t be fulfilled. I don’t know what to do with my time. I try to fulfill it but lack reason or rhyme. I don’t want to be here, I don’t wanna be there. There’s a place in between that. I’m not aware. these people that don’t make me happy, I already found them, but I’ve just been condemned to not be fully satisfied and now I’m here again for the ride.

[Verse] Brain runnin’ laps, call it mental decathlon, Verbal catapult, launch words like I'm Marathon, Nimble as a cat, but fierce as a puma paw, Spilling mad heat, molten lava, verbal Charon. [Verse 2] Lightning quick with it, zap 'em like a Tesla coil, Grease in the gears, never rust, never spoil, Jumpin’ over bars like hurdles, never toil, Pocket full of tricks, rabbits, no toil. [Chorus] Speed of light, flash in the dark, Spittin’ those bars, left my mark, Quicker than a racing shark, Sprinting rhymes, fire arc. [Verse 3] Mouth like a Gatling, bullets rapid-fire, Rhymes so hot they set the mic on fire, Racing through the beats, higher and higher, Wordplay tight, never retires. [Bridge] Tongue twisters, yeah, I’m slick with the diction, Verbal magician, you know I'm on a mission, Faster than thought, zoom, no restriction, Fueling the beat, spark, ignition. [Chorus] Speed of light, flash in the dark, Spittin’ those bars, left my mark, Quicker than a racing shark, Sprinting rhymes, fire arc.

met this albainian girl she was a 12 out of 12 keeping her self to herself cuz she aint got nutting to tell the moment i met her i fell shawty doing good for herself but she aint no good for my health lets go and look down the well Chatting all that shit but got nutting to say so instead you put all of these bitches in my way they look at me like i can rail um anyday i was ready to leave but they make me wanna stay getting the side lines and the booty shake bouncing so good make me wanna have a taste wouldent want it to go to waste anyway were getting of track like i was saying i was already breaking her back but then she looked at me like i was all that i mean shes basically coming for all dat comon lets be honest i aint a rat and when in saw that i just had to swing my bat little did i know it was gunna be a tit for tat she use to tell me to run the line but all she would do is wine saying is not done in time bitch what do you this is mine telling me i aint done shit is like a crime grasping at the sky like the god of thunder people dont think i can commit a murder with the power of zeus ill us a boost and ill have you hanging by a nuse