Toxic love (her)

[Verse] Once on a night when the moon was green Around the corner came a fartin' machine I ran upstairs to get my gun Knocked over the pee pot on the run [Verse 2] The machine it sputtered with a mighty roar Had me laughing till my sides felt sore No way to fight this raucous beast Its soundtrack was a gas-powered feast [Chorus] Oh the fartin' machine was quite the sight With every puff it lit up the night Neighbors gathered round amused and bold To hear the stories this contraption told [Verse 3] It did a tango down the avenue Blowing raspberries out of the blue Kids and dogs gave chase with delight Trailing after its windy flight [Verse 4] A cat with a monocle joined the parade Keeping beat with every toot it made Balloons and streamers filled the air Madness gripped us but we didn't care [Bridge] In the chaos and the clatter we found joy Every noise was like a brand-new toy Clapping hands and stomping feet The fartin' machine could not be beat

[Verse] Sunset skies and midnight drives Chasing dreams with open eyes We were wild like summer wind Time slipped by we didn't mind [Verse 2] Backseat talks and stolen laughs Lonely nights forgetting pasts In our hands the world was small Made it big then lost it all [Chorus] We were kings and queens of nowhere Living life without a care Writing stories in the air Wishing we could still be there [Bridge] Old mixtapes and Polaroids Echoes of our teenage noise Memories in a broken frame Everything yet so the same [Verse 3] Rooftop views with hearts on fire Every moment taking us higher Life was just a song to play Till we woke up it was day [Chorus] We were kings and queens of nowhere Living life without a care Writing stories in the air Wishing we could still be there

Lucky you were born that far away so We could both make fun of distance Lucky that I love a foreign land for The lucky fact of your existence Baby, I would climb the Andes solely To count the freckles on your body Never could imagine there were only Ten million ways to love somebody Le-do-lo-le-lo-le, le-do-lo-le-lo-le Can't you see? I'm at your feet Whenever, wherever We're meant to be together I'll be there, and you'll be near And that's the deal, my dear There over, hereunder You'll never have to wonder We can always play by ear But that's the deal, my dear Lucky that my lips not only mumble They spill kisses like a fountain Lucky that my breasts are small and humble So you don't confuse 'em with mountains Lucky I have strong legs like my mother To run for cover when I need it And these two eyes that for no other The day you leave, will cry a river Le-do-lo-le-lo-le, le-do-lo-le-lo-le At your feet, I'm at your feet Whenever, wherever We're meant to be together I'll be there, and you'll be near And that's the deal, my dear There over, hereunder Or up above, don't wonder We can always play by ear But that's the deal, my dear Le-do-lo-le-lo-le, le-do-lo-le-lo-le Think out loud, say it again Le-do-lo-le-lo-le-lo-le Tell me one more time That you'll live lost in my eyes Whenever, wherever We're meant to be together I'll be there, and you'll be near And that's the deal, my dear There over, hereunder You got me head over heels There's nothing left to fear If you really feel the way I feel Whenever, wherever We're meant to be together I'll be there, and you'll be near And that's the deal, my dear There over, hereunder You got me head over heels There's nothing left to fear If you really feel the way I feel

Hey, are you okay? Saw you crying in the hallway yesterday Noticed how he laughed when he saw you, Like a shadow chasing dreams, just passing through. You wear that smile, but it never feels right, I see the weight you carry, it keeps you up at night. Are you okay? I can see the pain beneath your face, Are you okay? You don't have to fight this all alone, Are you okay? Let me be the one to take you home, Are you okay? Shout it out, don't hide it away Used to hold your hand, never let you go, I know I was an ass but I still care about you Just because we broke up doesn't mean I hate you Are you okay? Just look my way, I can't bear to see you fade away. There's shadows behind that smile you wear, I wish I could hold you, show you that I care Are you okay? I can see the pain beneath your face, Are you okay? You don't have to fight this all alone, Are you okay? Let me be the one to take you home, Are you okay? Shout it out, don't hide it away. Are you okay? (ohhhh,oh,ohhhh) Are you okay?

[Verse] In the quiet of the night I kneel Broken pieces only He can heal I pray every day to feel whole Knowing that He will repair my soul [Verse 2] Shadows fade when I start talking to Him Lost in darkness but my faith won't dim Forgiveness flows like a gentle stream Sins are gone in His eternal gleam [Chorus] He will repair my soul with love Wash away the sins I'm free of Every prayer I send up high Brings me closer to the sky [Verse 3] In a world of trouble I find peace On my knees I find sweet release Hands together whispers in the air He will answer all my heartfelt prayers [Bridge] When I'm down He's my guiding light Through the storm He holds me tight I lift my voice up to the stars He'll repair these wounds and scars [Chorus] He will repair my soul with love Wash away the sins I'm free of Every prayer I send up high Brings me closer to the sky

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(Verse 1) Every time I flourish, I start to believe, That I'm growing better, but it's all make-believe. Knocked down again, deeper than before, Feels like I'm cursed, lost forevermore. (Chorus) Will I make it to heaven, or fall into the fire? Caught in this endless pain, my heart's true desire. Keep pushing forward, though hope's growing thin, In this cruel world, can I ever win? (Verse 2) In the shadows, I fight, but the light's growing dim, Hoping for salvation, but chances are slim. Setbacks and heartache, they tear me apart, Wondering if there's any hope left in my heart. (Fast Rap Section) Yeah, I’m running through the darkness, can't see the end, Every step I take, feels like I descend. Demons in my mind, they whisper and shout, Trying to break free, but I’m filled with doubt. In this maze of life, I’m lost and confused, Every turn I take, I feel more bruised. But I gotta keep moving, can't let them win, Even when the pain's burning deep within. Heart's been shattered, dreams torn apart, But I’m picking up the pieces, finding a new start. Gonna rise from the ashes, stronger than before, Even if I stumble, I’ll come back for more. Life’s a battle, and I’m ready to fight, Through the darkest days and the endless night. With every breath, I’ll push through the pain, 'Cause in this cruel world, I’ll find my reign. (Chorus) Will I make it to heaven, or fall into the fire? Caught in this endless pain, my heart's true desire. Keep pushing forward, though hope's growing thin, In this cruel world, can I ever win? (Bridge) Stronger than I think, but breaking inside, Every fall, every tear, harder to hide. With every setback, the wounds cut deep, In the silence of night, all I do is weep. (Chorus) Will I make it to heaven, or fall into the fire? Caught in this endless pain, my heart's true desire. Keep pushing forward, though hope's growing thin, In this cruel world, can I ever win? (Outro) So I'll keep on fighting, though my spirit's worn, In this desolate place, where dreams are torn. For I know in my heart, there's a flicker of light, But will it be enough to make it through the night?

Yeah, I walk in these shadows, they follow me like a ghost, Heavy heart, it’s a battle, but who even needs hope? Every corner's got a memory that claws at my mind, Trapped in this cycle, the clock's ticking, what’s time? Staring at these walls, they whisper secrets I can’t take, Echoes of my failures drown me deeper than the lake. Thought I’d break free, but I’m caught in a web, Wounds that won’t heal, and I’m just tethered to my bed. These shadows in my room, they dance on the wall, Reminders of the dreams that I’ve let fall. I’m screaming from the inside, no one hears the sound, Can’t escape the darkness, it’s where I’m bound. Every smile feels plastic, just a mask for the pain, I’m drowning in the silence, can’t escape the rain. Thoughts swirling like a storm, they’ve got me on my knees, Searching for the light, but it’s hard to believe. Waking up to nightmares, they blend into the day, Trapped in a cycle, it won’t just fade away. Hopeless, I’m broken, but I wear it like a crown, Living in the chaos, but I’m scared to make a sound. These shadows in my room, they dance on the wall, Reminders of the dreams that I’ve let fall. I’m screaming from the inside, no one hears the sound, Can’t escape the darkness, it’s where I’m bound. Tear-stained pillow, it’s the only friend I know, Fighting with my thoughts, it’s a brutal trade-off. Searching for a sign, but the stars feel so far, Fading in the silence, like a ghost in a car. So I’ll sit in these shadows, wrap myself in the night, Maybe one day, I’ll find the strength to ignite. But for now, I’m just here, living trapped in my room, With these shadows as my company, they’ll surely be my tomb.

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[Verse] Bits and pieces break apart Lost in shadows cold and dark Devil laughing in the night God will catch me in mid-flight [Verse 2] Torn and tattered heart on sleeve Goodness shines when we believe Evil whispers in my ear God is always standing near [Chorus] Fight the darkness with a flame Devil's games are all the same God will bring me back again Whole and pure I'll rise once more [Bridge] In the storm I find my way Through the night into the day Evil's grasp will never hold God my refuge pure as gold [Verse 3] Shattered thoughts like shards of glass From the shadows I must pass Devil's tricks won't chain my soul God will make my spirit whole [Chorus] Fight the darkness with a flame Devil's games are all the same God will bring me back again Whole and pure I'll rise once more