Works until it doesn't

HEY I layed in my bed like every other day I just said to my self things would get better like that would magically fix everything and I thought Rollercoaster hazel eyes watching the sunset rise I wish we can do this again but I dreamed of lazy river crazy friends I wish we can do this again but you messed with everything you wanted alone time to be in your zone for a lifetime you didn't want to do it again you were cold and mean you hated gold and green you said that on the lazy river ride HEY on the roller coaster i almost cried you assured me i wouldn't dieeeeeeEEEEEE lazy river crazy friends let's do this crap againnnnannnn

Staring into the glassy one eyed-in-one-eyded-out dynamic of my dying best friend, I feel the need to warn you. Do not become the best at working hard and partying; the same with never doing heroine, these are much too rewarding. This my addiction. I can give them sixteen hours, but it is all about the in-between. Although I was dead six months ago, I' have gotten better', only to see the best friend decline. Soul searching to correct this course, seems lightyears away. I feel the need to share this. Do not work hard and party... but if you do- I'll pray for your family. I'll pray for your sanity. The illness you suppress. I'll tell your family you loved them. You're trying your best. If only, it were good enough. But you didn't stop. Just trying to be good enough

Staring into the glassy one eyed-in-one-eyded-out dynamic of my dying best friend, I feel the need to warn you. Do not become the best at working hard and partying; the same with never doing heroine, these are much too rewarding. This my addiction. I can give them sixteen hours, but it is all about the in-between. Although I was dead six months ago, I' have gotten better', only to see the best friend decline. Soul searching to correct this course, seems lightyears away. I feel the need to share this. Do not work hard and party... but if you do-

In this world, feeling all alone, Enemies surround, their true colors shown. Mama's got my back, and my soul's my guide, Love's a battlefield where my tears reside. Controller in hand, escape in the game, Thoughts of ending it, whispering my name. But deep down, a voice says, "Hold tight, The storm will pass; you'll find your light." Chorus: Though the darkness closes in, And the pain feels like it's never gonna end, Believe that brighter days will come, You're not alone; you're loved by someone. Verse 2: Life's a journey, full of ups and downs, Faces smiles, but inside, we drown. But every night gives way to dawn, Keep pushing forward; you're not alone. Mama's prayers, your inner strength, Together, you'll go to any length. Hold on to hope, let love be your guide, The world needs you; don't hide. Chorus: Though the darkness closes in, And the pain feels like it's never gonna end, Believe that brighter days will come, You're not alone; you're loved by someone. Bridge: When the weight's too heavy, and you can't stand, Reach out; there's always a helping hand. Your story's not over; it's just begun, Keep fighting; you're a warrior, second to none. Chorus: Though the darkness closes in, And the pain feels like it's never gonna end, Believe that brighter days will come, You're not alone; you're loved by someone. Remember, expressing your feelings is important, but seeking support is crucial. If you're struggling with thoughts of suicide, please reach out to a mental health professional or someone you trust. You don't have to face this alone.

**(Verse 1)** I'm rising from the ashes, feel the flames, Like a Phoenix burning bright, untamed, I’m the man who won’t back down, no shame, Rasputin's spirit, wild and untamed. I walk through darkness, I feel no fear, The enemy’s at the door, but I’m clear, Mockingbird whispers, but I’m deaf to the sound, I’m the king of this chaos, I wear the crown. **(Chorus)** I'm not afraid, I stand my ground, The thunder’s roaring, hear the sound, Believer in myself, no chain to hold, Bones are breaking, but I’ll never fold. Red right hand, destiny in my grip, The villain's rising, let the world slip. I’m coming for the throne, I’m built to rule, In this game of life, I’m nobody’s fool. **(Verse 2)** They call me thunder, but I’m lightning in disguise, I see through their lies, I open their eyes, A villain, a hero, depends on the view, But my power’s mine, and it’s coming through. I walk the path that no one dares, Enemies rise, but I’ve got no cares, Mockingbird’s silence, I’m the storm they dread, Not afraid to leave them all dead. **(Bridge)** Bones crack, but they can’t break me, I’m stronger than they ever thought I’d be. The red right hand, fate in my palm, I’m the calm before the storm, and I’ll stay strong. **(Chorus)** I'm not afraid, I stand my ground, The thunder’s roaring, hear the sound, Believer in myself, no chain to hold, Bones are breaking, but I’ll never fold. Red right hand, destiny in my grip, The villain's rising, let the world slip. I’m coming for the throne, I’m built to rule, In this game of life, I’m nobody’s fool. **(Outro)** I’m the phoenix, the storm, the villain in the light, Born from darkness, I take flight, No church, no rules, no reason to fight, I am the future, burning bright.