FINDING MYSELF

I’m the mother….. it’s my job to stay with you all but my mind is so full of stress guilt so I put on a fake smile to keep you all happy and smiling. Yet I fill like I’m about to die any moment but I can’t! Cauuusse when I leave you cry and when you leave I cry yet you don’t care at all! God I wished you would have cared about me yet in the end I listen to my tears as i think about your death long ago…..I don’t know how to move onnnn yet I still hear your cries in my ears ,even when I cover my ears I still hear them in my head!!!! God I wish I had a second chance…… even when I did I ended leaving you… alone in cruel cruel world without me to protect you or save you from any harm…..I wish I could stay with you but I guess this is the end of me being a mother to you….. so I just need you to know my final words……because I mean them….so….I love you……

(Slow haunting piano opening) [Verse 1] I wanna be happy, I wanna have fun. I wanna be your love Could you show me how it’s done? You look so pretty… Pretty like the sun. I could watch forever, While you shine on everyone [Pre-Chorus] Your breathless love pulls me out of, of my own mind. Out of my head, The darkness I create, In your own light. [Chorus] I look in the mirror, What is happening to mee? You take my hand, And hold it gently up against your cheek. Oh, I’m breaking at the seams, While you’re dancing in my dreams. [Verse 2] I want a better body.. I want better skin.. I wanna be perfect like all of you. But you look so pretty... pretty like the wind, Everytime you touch me I feel your ever love, But it never seems to last. [Pre-Chorus] Baby you take my breath, Every word I say feels so thin. I want to be somebody, But I don’t know how it goes. [Chorus] Baby, I can’t breathe, When you’re standing next to me. You look so pretty... pretty like the leaves, Changing everyday, leaving me behind in your ever changing light. Baby, I can’t breathe, No, I can’t breathe. Your voice is like a dream, I’m afraid to dream along, Every word you speak feels like I don’t belong. You’re the calm I’ll never be, Oh my storm I can’t escape, I’m just a boy who loves you, but how much love could you take? [Bridge] Oh baby your the perfect I’ll never be, Every move you make shines upon my eyes It’s the weight of every moment, That I never could say. And I’m tired of chasing, I wanna be your light. I wanna be your love I want to be perfect But your beauty makes me hide. [Chorus] Baby, I can’t breathe, When you’re standing next to me. Your lights so pretty, Prettier than me. Oh, I’m breaking at the seams, While you’re dancing in my dreams. Baby, I can’t breathe, No, I can’t breathe. I’m sinking in the shadows of everything you are, You’re the brightest light I’ve seen, but you feel so far. [Outro] Oh baby, your lights so pretty, Shining through the black cloud around me. I chase your light, Ever more until the end of our time. (soft and haunting piano and violin ending)

[Verse] Rolling down the highway in my beat-up truck, Stars are out, but luck’s been struck. Stomach growls and we're low on cash, Time for a run, a hunger dash. [Verse 2] Pulled into the bright neon glow, Cravings hit, ain’t moving slow. Taco Bell with its promised delight, Under the moon, a shimmering light. [Chorus] Give me a chalupa and some nacho fries, Got the windows down, love in our eyes. A Baja Blast to share with you, Midnight drive-thru, our dreams come true. [Verse 3] Sitting at the window, hear that sizzle and fry, Smell the spices as they waft and fly. From cheesy gorditas to beefy fives, Taco Bell’s magic, oh how it thrives. [Bridge] Crunch wrap's warmth in an open hand, Together we feast on this hunger land. Every bite whispers tales of the night, In this parking lot, we hold on tight. [Chorus] Give me a chalupa and some nacho fries, Got the windows down, love in our eyes. A Baja Blast to share with you, Midnight drive-thru, our dreams come true.

Rholu is not just a place but an emotion Rholu is not just a movement but a revolution

[Verse] Gazing at the midnight sky Stars above me wink and sigh Whispers weave through night so deep Dreams we promise hearts to keep [Verse 2] Walking on a cobbled street Echoes of our hearts that beat Softly singing love's old tune Chasing shadows of the moon [Chorus] Under the moonlight we feel alive Each glance a story wild and bright Together we face the endless night With you my heart is free in flight [Verse 3] Sandy shores and ocean's song Waves that crash where we belong Hand in hand we face the dawn Stronger now Forever drawn [Bridge] Every touch a silent vow In the breeze let's linger now Time can wait We've found our way In your arms I wish to stay [Chorus] Under the moonlight we feel alive Each glance a story wild and bright Together we face the endless night With you my heart is free in flight

[Verse] Welcome to the scene with Josh on your screen Health tips and tricks keeping life so clean We're diving deep in the wellness stream Join the journey and live the dream [Verse 2] From workouts strong to kitchen schemes Vitality flows in all our themes No need to stress let's bust those seams Health in every moment just as it seems [Chorus] Health talks with Josh let's take a leap Knowledge to keep your body in the keep From head to toe feeling so elite Tune in every week for the inside scoop

Oh, sugar rush, can you feel the glow? Like a rainbow spark, dancing in a show, Candy-coated heart, got me feeling high, In this candy land, we’ll reach for the sky!

(Verse 1) Out on the tundra, where the mammoths roam, In the shadow of Dragonsreach, I call it home. Whiterun guards, with their shields held high, But there’s a secret love they’ll never deny. (Pre-Chorus) It’s not the thrill of the fight or the dragon’s roar, It’s a treat they adore, and they’ll beg for more. (Chorus) Oh, sweet roll, sweet roll, the guard’s delight, Through battles and brawls, they dream at night. Not the arrows to the knee or the mead they hold, But the taste of a Whiterun sweet roll. (Verse 2) On patrol through the market, with their eyes so keen, They guard the city, they keep it clean. Yet in the stalls, by the baker’s hand, Lies a treasure greater than the richest land. (Pre-Chorus) They’d trade their helmets, their swords of steel, For one more bite of that sugary meal. (Chorus) Oh, sweet roll, sweet roll, the guard’s delight, Through battles and brawls, they dream at night. Not the arrows to the knee or the mead they hold, But the taste of a Whiterun sweet roll. (Bridge) Fus Ro Dah won’t break their stride, A dragon’s flame, they’ll face with pride. But steal their sweet roll, and you’ll regret, A wrath unmatched, they won’t forget. (Chorus) Oh, sweet roll, sweet roll, the guard’s delight, Through battles and brawls, they dream at night. Not the arrows to the knee or the mead they hold, But the taste of a Whiterun sweet roll. (Outro) So raise your mugs, let the tales be told, Of guards and their love for the pastry gold. In Skyrim’s heart, where the dragons soar, The sweet roll reigns forevermore.

"Last Year (We Voted You In)" (To the tune of "Last Christmas" by Wham!) [Chorus] Last year, we voted you in, The very next day, you sold out again. This year, to save us from tears, We’ll try to vote for someone… better. [Verse 1] You promised the moon, you promised the stars, But all we got was more U-turns and PR. “Nationalisation”? You scrapped it in haste, And your climate goals? A total waste. From tax reform to wealth on the top, You said you'd fight, but you flipped and flopped. Oh Keir, where’s the Labour we knew? You’re just a Tory in a red-hued suit. [Chorus] Last year, we voted you in, The very next day, you sold out again. This year, to save us from tears, We’ll try to vote for someone… better. [Verse 2] A budget speech, the same old spin, Austerity-lite with a cheeky grin. The unions cry, the public groans, While Keir sits safe in his echo-prone zone. Pledges broken, trust betrayed, Where’s the man for whom we all campaigned? Free tuition? “That’s off the table.” Public services? Still unstable. [Chorus] Last year, we voted you in, The very next day, you sold out again. This year, to save us from tears, We’ll try to vote for someone… better. [Bridge] Oh, Keir, we wanted some hope, But you’re just a fence-sitter, unable to cope. Policies vanish, promises fade, And now we’re stuck with the mess that you’ve made. [Outro] Last year, we gave you a shot, But it’s clear now, you’ve given us naught. Next year, we’ll vote with our heart, And hope for a leader who’ll set us apart.

[Verse] Stacking up the dollars, green towers gleam, Paper chasing dreams, life's a laser beam, Living for the hustle, never sleep, I grind, In the streets, schemes refined, no peace of mind. [Verse 2] Sneakers scuff the pavement, swag on overload, Urban jungle soundtrack, stories never told, Glitter in the skyline, kings beneath neon lights, Mood shifts nightly, breathe in city sights. [Chorus] Cash flow like a river, banknotes dance, Fortune wheel spins, life's a risky chance, Foes in the mirror, envy eyes so red, I stay ahead, they plotting while I lead instead. [Verse 3] Pocket full of dreams, pockets never lean, Toast to the schemes, toast to the unseen, Visions in the night, future's on replay, Street tales echo, live another day. [Verse 4] Ciphers in the alley, legends born in smoke, Words weave magic, beats invoke, In the jungle, sharp minds survive, Feasting on beats, in rhythm, I thrive. [Chorus] Cash flow like a river, banknotes dance, Fortune wheel spins, life's a risky chance, Foes in the mirror, envy eyes so red, I stay ahead, they plotting while I lead instead.

[Verse] I saw you in the sunlight unexpected day so bright Your smile it warmed the air like you never said goodbye Was like a dream but real my heart it skipped a beat My tears they fell like rivers for the one I longed to meet [Chorus] You're here again my friend lost in shadows nevermore Laughter echoes in the wind as we dance upon the shore In this moment feels like heaven angels whisper in the blue In the joy of sweet reunion coming back to you [Verse 2] Your hand it reaches out and I grab it tight and true The world dissolves around us just me and only you No words are needed now for our souls they speak so clear In the silence of the moment I forget my every fear [Chorus] You're here again my friend lost in shadows nevermore Laughter echoes in the wind as we dance upon the shore In this moment feels like heaven angels whisper in the blue In the joy of sweet reunion coming back to you [Bridge] The sky it turns to gold and the stars they light the way In the warmth of your embrace forever here to stay Time it seems to stand still in the magic of your gaze In this world of second chances love's eternal blazing blaze [Chorus] You're here again my friend lost in shadows nevermore Laughter echoes in the wind as we dance upon the shore In this moment feels like heaven angels whisper in the blue In the joy of sweet reunion coming back to you

Tears fall like rain Wanting for your touch Knowing you're out of reach Hurts me so much Every word you speak Echoes in my heart But fate has drawn a line Keeping us apart I was created to be more I was created to be yours I love you more than words can say But we can't be together come what may I wonder if you feel this spark Because our loves a song lost in the dark The stars above are witness To my silent plea To have you in my arms Where you're meant to be In another time another place Maybe we could find a way But for now I'll live with the thought Of loving you from far away I was created to be more I was created to be yours I love you more than words can say But we can't be together come what may I wonder if you feel this spark Because our loves a song lost in the dark So I'll hold onto this feeling Even though it hurts Loving you from a distance For better or worse In my heart you'll always stay The love i have for you Will never fade away