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[Instrumental]

I walk through crowds, but I’m invisible,
Every glance feels like it’s just fictional,
I whisper to the stars, hoping they hear,
Praying for someone to disappear my fear. I’m tired of pretending that I’m okay,
Hiding behind masks just to get through the day,
I’m waiting for the moment when you’ll appear,
But all I feel is silence, and it’s too clear. Is there someone who’ll look past the scars?
Someone who’ll love me, no matter how far?
I’m not asking for a perfect dream,
Just a boy who’ll make me feel seen. I’m looking for you in places I’ve been,
Hoping that someday, you’ll come walking in.
Will you be the one to stop my endless fight?
Will you be the one to make it all right?
I’ve been searching for love, drowning in tears,
Will you be the one to calm all my fears? 
I see the world move with such ease,
While I’m stuck in the shadows, begging to breathe.
I want to scream, I want to shout,
But I’m scared I’ll just be pushed out. How many nights have I cried myself to sleep,
Wondering if I’m too broken to keep?
I wish you could hear me, feel the ache,
But every time I reach, my heart just breaks. Is there someone who’ll love me like I’ve never been loved?
Someone who’ll hold me, when I’ve had enough?
I’m not asking for forever, just a chance,
To feel like I belong in someone’s glance. I’m looking for you in places I’ve been,
Hoping that someday, you’ll come walking in.
Will you be the one to stop my endless fight?
Will you be the one to make it all right?
I’ve been searching for love, drowning in tears,
Will you be the one to calm all my fears? I’ve been waiting in silence for so long,
Will you be the one to prove that I’m not wrong?
To say that I’m worth loving, worth the wait,
To make my heart feel like it’s not too late. I’m looking for you in places I’ve been,
Hoping that someday, you’ll come walking in.
Will you be the one to stop my endless fight?
Will you be the one to make it all right?
I’ve been searching for love, drowning in tears,
Will you be the one to calm all my fears? I’m still looking for you, hoping you’ll find me,
Will you love me enough to set me free?
I’ve been waiting forever, don’t leave me here,
I’m looking for you, please make it clear.

[Verse] You gotta say you love me through the mist Even when the night is dark and twist Hold my hand when dreams go out of sight We'll find our way back to the light [Verse] In the silence let your heartbeat speak Words are just echoes when we're weak Underneath the stars we wrote our fate Even if it’s lost we'll recreate [Chorus] Oceans of whisper drown the noise In the chaos find your voice Every wave a tale untold In the deep we find our gold [Bridge] Eyes meet in the crowded storm Seeking shelter keeping warm In the rubble roses grow In your arms the world moves slow [Verse] When the tapes rewind our past In the frames our moments last Through the highs and lows we fall You're the reason I stand tall [Chorus] Oceans of whisper drown the noise In the chaos find your voice Every wave a tale untold In the deep we find our gold

[Verse] A million words won’t bring you back I know cuz I tried Neither would a billion years I know cuz I cried The distance grows in silent screams and echoes of goodbye I fumble through the empty nights just asking myself why [Chorus] What’s the diff'rence between liking you and loving you so deep Liking's just a passing glance while love dives off the steep When you like a flower you pluck it and watch it start to fall But love is like the garden you tend and water through it all [Verse 2] I painted all my hopes on you a canvas drenched in dreams Wove promises in daylight’s thread unravelled by moonbeams Chasing shadows in the dark I thought I’d find you there But love's a ghost that haunts my heart with memories we shared [Chorus] What’s the diff'rence between liking you and loving you so deep Liking's just a passing glance while love dives off the steep When you like a flower you pluck it and watch it start to fall But love is like the garden you tend and water through it all [Bridge] Every tear and every smile etches moments in my soul Every whisper every touch would make my heart feel whole Now I wander through the echoes of the words we never said Trying to unravel all the knots inside my tangled head [Chorus] What’s the diff'rence between liking you and loving you so deep Liking's just a passing glance while love dives off the steep When you like a flower you pluck it and watch it start to fall But love is like the garden you tend and water through it all

[Verse 1] My actions, my words, they’re tangled inside, Expectations I know I shouldn’t hide. I feel like I’m losing at everything I do, And my biggest fear is losing you. I’m not saying this to make you feel bad, I just need you to know the thoughts I’ve had. I feel like a failure, a step behind, Haunted by doubts that play in my mind. [Chorus] I’m scared I’m not enough— Not strong, not kind, not worthy of love. This voice in my head tells me I’ll break, That one day you’ll leave, and I won’t wake. But deep down, I’m fighting to believe, That your love is something I can receive. [Verse 2] When you’re with me, I start to doubt, Are you here for me, or are you just feeling out? Every moment feels like a test to pass, Insecurity’s shadow, it moves so fast. When you don’t laugh, when you pull away, I take it to heart, like you’ve nothing to say. But it’s not your fault, it’s all in my mind, A battle I fight, trying to leave it behind. [Chorus] I’m scared I’m not enough— Not strong, not kind, not worthy of love. This voice in my head tells me I’ll break, That one day you’ll leave, and I won’t wake. But deep down, I’m fighting to believe, That your love is something I can receive. [Bridge] You ease my heart in ways I’ve never known, A comfort and peace I’ve never been shown. But the child in me hides, afraid of the pain, Trying to unlearn the lies I’ve ingrained. When you stay, when you care, it’s a light I chase, But I worry I’ll push too hard, lose my place. It’s not something I can erase overnight, But with time, I’ll find my way to the light. [Chorus] I’m scared I’m not enough— Not strong, not kind, not worthy of love. This voice in my head tells me I’ll break, That one day you’ll leave, and I won’t wake. But deep down, I’m fighting to believe, That your love is something I can receive. [Outro] I’m learning, I’m healing, I’m finding my way, Your love helps the fear fade away. I can’t change it all, but I hope you’ll see, I’m trying to love myself the way you love me.

[Verse] In the moonlight where shadows play I find you there night turns to day Your eyes they speak the words unsaid I hear your heart we dance instead [Verse 2] In the silence where dreams unfold Our love is warm stories retold With every breath I feel you near Whispers soft of love so clear [Chorus] Hold me close in the gentle night Let’s soar together hearts in flight No need for words when love’s our song Together we are strong [Verse 3] In the twilight where moments fade We build a world no fear no shade Your smile ignites a spark so bright Together we embrace the night [Chorus] Hold me close in the gentle night Let’s soar together hearts in flight No need for words when love’s our song Together we are strong [Bridge] With you I am an endless tide By your side I need not hide Our love a tale that never ends We’re more than just lovers my best friends

[Verse] In the desert heat's embrace Their love did find a place Fati's heart began to race Shayan's eyes the open space [Verse 2] Through the sands their laughter rang Two hearts beating with a bang Holding hands they sang and sprang Life's a dance their spirits swang [Chorus] Fati loves her Shayan dear With him she feels no fear Every whisper every cheer To her heart he holds the gear [Verse 3] Stars above begin to show In their light love starts to glow Hand in hand their path they know Shayan's love for her does grow [Bridge] Storms may come and skies may rain Still their love won't feel the strain Side by side through joy and pain In each other's arms they gain [Chorus] Fati loves her Shayan dear With him she feels no fear Every whisper every cheer To her heart he holds the gear

Beneath the sun, our journey unfolds, A tale of love that never grows old. Through laughter and tears, a bond so strong, Together we've built where hearts belong. In trials we’ve stood, hand in hand, Our love, a fortress, steadfast, grand. Through storms and struggles, we've found our way, Turning dark nights to brighter days. The years may pass, but the truth stays clear, With you beside me, there’s nothing to fear. Forever together, through every endeavor, A love like ours will last forever.

[Verse] दिल के टुकड़े यार दिखते नहीं आंखों में बादल छा जाते हैं हंसने की कोशिश में छुपाने लगे दर्द के समंदर बहा जाते हैं [Verse 2] रातें अकेली चुभने लगीं यादों का जाल बुनने लगीं चांदनी भी अब साथ छोड़ गई सितारे भी आंसुओं में डूब गए [Chorus] क्यों मैं टूटू तन्हाई में क्यों हर मोड़ पे सज़ा मिलती है प्यार का बंधन तोड़ गया दिल अब भी खामोशी सहती है [Verse 3] सपनों के महल अब बिखरे हुए वफाओं के फूल मुरझाए हुए खुशियों का सूरज डूब गया सिर्फ दर्द के साये बाकी हुए [Chorus] क्यों मैं टूटू तन्हाई में क्यों हर मोड़ पे सज़ा मिलती है प्यार का बंधन तोड़ गया दिल अब भी खामोशी सहती है [Bridge] दिल को तसल्ली कैसे दूं टूटे ख्वाब कैसे जोड़ूं आंसुओं की धार है सिर्फ खुशियों का कोई किनारा नहीं

[Verse] खामोशी की आहट है आज ये रातें संगीन दिल बीच दरिया में खोया ये सानिका कहीं [Verse 2] तेरी बाहों की छाया अब बस एक सपना है सांसों में तेरी खुशबू हो गया सब अपना है [Chorus] क्या अधूरी ख्वाहिशें क्यूँ ये कहानी अधूरी जैसे हो सागर में लहरें लेकिन किनारा नहीं कोई [Verse 3] यादों की वो गलियाँ सूनापन में खो जाए तनहा दिल की धड़कन हर आंसू ये कह जाए [Verse 4] तेरे बिना ये जिंदगी एक खाली सा सवेरा है हर रात है काली और हर दिन एक अँधेरा है [Bridge] वक्त की परछाईं हर कदम पर है भारी तेरा ही एहसास अब होती है ये बेमिसाल

[Verse] Tere bina jeena hai yeh mushkil sa Dil ki har ek baat tujhmein hi toh chhupi thi Teri aankhon mein jo chandni si baat thi Woh mere sapne tere saath thi [Pre-Chorus] Tum se doori kaise bardasht karoon Har raah pe tera saaya hai Jaane kaise dard mera bayaan karoon Mera aasma toh bas tu hi hai [Chorus] Tere bin jeena hai adhoora saa Har pal tera intezaar hai Tere pyaar ka junoon sa hai Tu jo na ho toh main bekarar hoon [Verse 2] Teri yaadon mein kho jaata hoon Raat bhar teri baaten karta hoon Jaane kyun dil yeh rota hai Tere bina sab kuch khota hai [Bridge] Aasoonon mein bhi tera chehra Hansi mein bhi teri kami Yaari duniya se bhi nahi pyari Teri preet toh meri hi dhadkan hai [Chorus] Tere bin jeena hai adhoora saa Har pal tera intezaar hai Tere pyaar ka junoon sa hai Tu jo na ho toh main bekarar hoon

[Verse 1] Teen saal pehle aaye the yahan Ajnabee the sab par jald bane apna jahaan Ek rishta gehra ek dosti ka noor Late-night talks aur hasi ka shor [Verse 2] Kya din the woh jab saath jaga kar Choti choti baaton mein pyaar paakar Dosti ka tabeer dekha humne yahan Kabhi hansi kabhi ansu ka saamaan [Chorus] Yaadein woh pal jo kabhi bhool sakte nahi Dil se lagte hain yeh yaariyan purani Naye sapne naye raaste hume bulayen Par dosti ka jadoo sada sath rahe [Verse 3] Jab bhi museebat aaye paas humare Himmat ban kar khade rahe saath saath Kahin dur ek nayi manzil pe chalte rahein Par kabhi na bhoolenge woh guzre pal [Bridge] Safar yeh suhana jo saath chale Dil se dil tak baaten jo humne kiye Khoobsurat si yaadein bus dil mein basaye Sang sang hum haseen sapne dekha kiye [Chorus] Yaadein woh pal jo kabhi bhool sakte nahi Dil se lagte hain yeh yaariyan purani Naye sapne naye raaste hume bulayen Par dosti ka jadoo sada sath rahe