condemn me for it?

Fertilizing my ground The farm is far too quiet I can’t take it so I’ll go out My chickens won’t eat They haven’t in a minute Am I allowed to sin? I wanna find a man Who might just be like Taxi, might just understand He might grab my thigh tonight, it’s all in my plan I’m having visions Is this fine? That guy, I’ll try What if we both lock eyes and in him I find Taxi would that be fine? One slip and tumbling back into the haybales I know we’ll fail in time I keep saying his name by accident It slips right off my lips I swear, I don’t miss him But if I hypothetically did How would God condemn me for it? I lock these dreams away In whispered thoughts, keep them at bay Someone once told me There’s no guilt in what you pray Only in what you chase These secret fantasies Stirring in my mind, I hope That he cannot see I’m trying so hard to stay composed Then he touches me Why does his hand feel so cold? I think I’ve lost control What if we both lock eyes and in him I find Taxi would that be fine? One slip and tumbling back into the hay bales I know we’ll fail in time Our love has burned in flames I cried his name Pouring down like rain So much I couldn’t say But if I hypothetically did How would God condemn me for it? (Bridge) What if I pray my pain away? They’re gonna rectify me anyway What if the way you touched me Has left me drowning slowly? With your teetering sobriety And my hushed suffering You don’t know how you’ve ruined me so drastically But I choose you and me …relentlessly What if we both lock eyes and in him I find Taxi would that be fine? One slip and tumbling back into the haybales I know we’ll fail in time I keep saying his name by accident It slips right off my lips I swear, I don’t miss him But if I hypothetically did How would God condemn me for it? The farm is far too quiet I can’t take it so I’ll go out Am I allowed to sin?

pink me up in moscow

[Intro/Chorus] Na na na na, na na na na Na na na na, na na na na Shadows forever [Verse 1: calm vocals] The voice in my mind asks,"What’s going on?" I say, "I’m fine, just holding on." It replies, "Girls like you, alone and strong, You’ve been independent, you’ve always belonged." "You don’t need anyone to light up your way, You shine brighter just like today. Loneliness isn’t weakness, it’s your power, You stand tall in your own hour." Now I see Shadi in my solitude, no need to hide, In this quiet strength, I take it all in stride. [Pre-Chorus: Vocals] We told you that we're always one, Shadows guide me, through every run, In their embrace, I find my light. Shadows forever, watch us bright. [Chorus] Na na na na, na na na na Na na na na, na na na na Shadows forever Na na na na, na na na na Na na na na, na na na na We're always one (Ah ah ah ah) Unstoppable heart, fearless and free, This is the power that lives in us. [Verse 2: Rap] You rise like stars in the darkest skies, Breaking chains, we're saying goodbye. No one can hold us, we're born to run, A world of queens, we’ve just begun. The world is yours, no limit to dream, You're more than what they’ve ever seen. No need to fit in, you're standing out, Confidence is what we’re all about. [Pre-Chorus: Vocals] We told you that we're always one, Shadows guide me, through every run, In their embrace, I find my light. Shadows forever, watch us bright. [Chorus] Na na na na, na na na na Na na na na, na na na na Shadows forever Na na na na, na na na na Na na na na, na na na na We're always one (Ah ah ah ah) Unstoppable heart, fearless and free, This is the power that lives in us. [Music] [Bridge: Vocals] Hello world, I stand alone, In my silence, I’ve grown. With my shadows, I’ve learned to see, In my solitude, I’m finally free. [Outro: Rap and vocals] Lost in dreams, yet we hold. (Shadows forever) Ah ah ah yeah yeah No one can stop us, we don’t care. (Shadows forever) We are the ones who dare. (Na na na na, na na na na Na na na na, na na na na Na na na na, na na na na Na na na na, na na na na)