Works until it doesn't

HEY I layed in my bed like every other day I just said to my self things would get better like that would magically fix everything and I thought Rollercoaster hazel eyes watching the sunset rise I wish we can do this again but I dreamed of lazy river crazy friends I wish we can do this again but you messed with everything you wanted alone time to be in your zone for a lifetime you didn't want to do it again you were cold and mean you hated gold and green you said that on the lazy river ride HEY on the roller coaster i almost cried you assured me i wouldn't dieeeeeeEEEEEE lazy river crazy friends let's do this crap againnnnannnn

Staring into the glassy one eyed-in-one-eyded-out dynamic of my dying best friend, I feel the need to warn you. Do not become the best at working hard and partying; the same with never doing heroine, these are much too rewarding. This my addiction. I can give them sixteen hours, but it is all about the in-between. Although I was dead six months ago, I' have gotten better', only to see the best friend decline. Soul searching to correct this course, seems lightyears away. I feel the need to share this. Do not work hard and party... but if you do- I'll pray for your family. I'll pray for your sanity. The illness you suppress. I'll tell your family you loved them. You're trying your best. If only, it were good enough. But you didn't stop. Just trying to be good enough

Staring into the glassy one eyed-in-one-eyded-out dynamic of my dying best friend, I feel the need to warn you. Do not become the best at working hard and partying; the same with never doing heroine, these are much too rewarding. This my addiction. I can give them sixteen hours, but it is all about the in-between. Although I was dead six months ago, I' have gotten better', only to see the best friend decline. Soul searching to correct this course, seems lightyears away. I feel the need to share this. Do not work hard and party... but if you do-

In this world, feeling all alone, Enemies surround, their true colors shown. Mama's got my back, and my soul's my guide, Love's a battlefield where my tears reside. Controller in hand, escape in the game, Thoughts of ending it, whispering my name. But deep down, a voice says, "Hold tight, The storm will pass; you'll find your light." Chorus: Though the darkness closes in, And the pain feels like it's never gonna end, Believe that brighter days will come, You're not alone; you're loved by someone. Verse 2: Life's a journey, full of ups and downs, Faces smiles, but inside, we drown. But every night gives way to dawn, Keep pushing forward; you're not alone. Mama's prayers, your inner strength, Together, you'll go to any length. Hold on to hope, let love be your guide, The world needs you; don't hide. Chorus: Though the darkness closes in, And the pain feels like it's never gonna end, Believe that brighter days will come, You're not alone; you're loved by someone. Bridge: When the weight's too heavy, and you can't stand, Reach out; there's always a helping hand. Your story's not over; it's just begun, Keep fighting; you're a warrior, second to none. Chorus: Though the darkness closes in, And the pain feels like it's never gonna end, Believe that brighter days will come, You're not alone; you're loved by someone. Remember, expressing your feelings is important, but seeking support is crucial. If you're struggling with thoughts of suicide, please reach out to a mental health professional or someone you trust. You don't have to face this alone.

You’re worlds Away but your on my mind Broke my own heart Saying goodbye Times meant to heal But the memories stay Is this what fate had in mind The very first day I see you in crowds I still hear ur voice Ask me again and I’ll change my course Run for the hills where the rivers run free cause it’s just you and me yea just you that’s all we need I’m looking at the sky and your looking at me cause we’ve got all we need

You’re worlds Away but your on my mind Broke my own heart Saying goodbye Times meant to heal But the memories stay Is this what fate had in mind The very first day I see you in crowds I still hear ur voice Ask me again and I’ll change my course Run for the hills where the rivers run free cause it’s just you and me yea just you that’s all we need I’m looking at the sky and your looking at me cause we’ve got all we need

Black cat on a ladder and I'm walking underneath Collecting four leaf clovers, avoiding cracks in the street I went to see a doctor, tell me what you see She sent me to a witch doctor, down in new Orleans I found my love in a circle of salt I left my love in an outline of chalk Seven on my soda, she put a hex on my Toyota Tried to catch the glass, but I wasn't that fast Arriving at the rainbow, as the rainbow past Holding onto horseshoes, as the airbags blast I found my love in a circle of salt I left my love in an outline of chalk She makes rainbows with shotgun shells She drinks whiskey for her mental health