I wish i could be okay with myself Then i would have to find it in you
goth, darkwave style genre with melancholic synth arpeggiator, alot of space, Vocals are droney sad wishful vibe,minimal
English
The lyrics convey a deep sense of longing and self-doubt, intertwined with a wish for acceptance and emotional connection. There is a pervasive melancholy that suggests feelings of inadequacy and the hope for validation through another.
This song is suitable for introspective moments, such as solitary walks, late-night contemplation, or settings where one reflects on personal struggles and emotional journeys.
The song features a melancholic synth arpeggiator that creates a spacious and atmospheric soundscape. The droney vocals enhance the sad and wishful tone, while the minimalistic production allows the emotional weight of the lyrics to resonate clearly.
[Verse] Whispers in the shadow dance Fade into the night’s cruel trance Haunted by the echoes past Moonlight’s spell will never last [Verse 2] Footsteps trace a silent scream Waking from a broken dream Mirrors crack with hidden lies Skeletons in dark disguise [Chorus] Eclipsed mind seeks the dawn Lost in twilight Hope is gone Chains of sorrow Iron-clad In the gloom My heart is clad [Verse 3] Veil of night consumes the day Stains of memory in disarray Shadows drape a mournful hue Old scars bleed with every view [Bridge] Voices whisper in my ear Echoing my deepest fear Caged within this hollow frame Burning in a nameless flame [Chorus] Eclipsed mind seeks the dawn Lost in twilight Hope is gone Chains of sorrow Iron-clad In the gloom My heart is clad
Verse 1 I built my strength on the cracks in your skin, Chasing the light through the dark you were in. But what’s left of me when I stand alone? A hollow reflection, a heart made of stone. Chorus I wish I could be okay with myself, Then I wouldn’t have to find it in you. But every time I reach out, I lose myself, The weight of my need pulling us through. Symbiotic, we're breaking apart, Learning to stand with my own heart. Verse 2 We carried the load that I couldn’t hold, Your love was a shelter, but it left me cold. I thought I could heal if I stayed by your side, But I’ve got to find what’s missing inside. Chorus I wish I could be okay with myself, Then I wouldn’t have to find it in you. But every time I reach out, I lose myself, The weight of my need pulling us through. Symbiotic, we're breaking apart, Learning to stand with my own heart. Bridge There’s a fire in me I’ve never let burn, A lesson in pain, the strength I must earn. No more leaning, no more chains, Breaking free from this love-made cage. Outro Chorus I wish I could be okay with myself, No longer searching for strength in you. Now every time I stand tall, I find myself, A soul reborn, breaking through. Symbiotic, we’ve torn apart, But I’ve finally found my own heart.
I wish i could be okay with myself Then i would have to find it in you
[Verse] Darkness creeps with silent pace Shadows whisper can't erase Heartbeats race fear's in control Lost within this night of soul [Verse 2] Footsteps echo through the haze Every turn a twisted maze Eyes are watching from the gloom In this night there's no room [Chorus] Labyrinth of night surround Secrets lost and never found Through the echoes of the night We wander till the break of light [Verse 3] Moonlight flickers shadows play Hopes like candles melt away Every corner tension grows Where it leads nobody knows [Bridge] Mystery lies at every turn In the dark our souls will burn Whispers in the heavy air Guide us through this wild affair [Chorus] Labyrinth of night surround Secrets lost and never found Through the echoes of the night We wander till the break of light