Healing, good energy, say my prayers, only speak positively. Stay to myself most days because shit really get to me. Act like I forgive everyone who ever betrayed me, but once my mind start to thinking about what you did to me it's a dangerous thing. Soon as I get to flashin just get out my way. Usually get to scorpioing so its best to stay the fuck from me . If you know then you know ain't shit ok. I take a lot but I don't like my feelings played with so I turned em off to keep everyone else safe. Grew up quick because sick bitches touched on me all I had was me nobody to protect little me. Everybody I get with wants to violate me because my hearts so big they think they can play with me. Usually I'm the life of the party but lately the scars been cutting deep. Almost died in December didn't nobody really be here for me. Lost everything due to my fuckin leg injury . Got a lot of hurt and anger built up inside of me. But for my kids I'm tryin to shake these demons off of me. I just want some mental peace nobody understands. I wakeup from Havin dreams tired of these flashbacks. Reruns in my mind keep me up all night the trauma I been through I just want to get out my mind. Lately been losing my memory that shit really been getting to me. I'm tryin to get back to where I used to be I'm patiently waiting for God to fix it all, I been staying quiet and listening more. I just want this pain to stop Im tryin to pull myself up from this darkness screaming for help but nobody's coming . Nobody's coming it's only me gotta keep fighting every single day. Living to die but I'm dying to live. Gotta protect what's left inside of me hearts so big and full of love even if it don't make sense imma keep trusting God up above. Depression so real, I'm not ok but maybe some day I'll be ok
RnB, R&b
English
The lyrics convey deep emotional turmoil, including feelings of betrayal, trauma, anxiety, and depression, contrasted with a yearning for healing, peace, and the resilience to overcome pain. There is a raw honesty about the struggle with one's mental health and the hope for eventual healing.
The song can be applied in personal reflection spaces, therapy sessions, and self-help contexts, as it discusses themes of healing, trauma, and finding inner peace. It resonates with individuals dealing with emotional struggles and can serve as a source of comfort or encouragement when navigating difficult times.
The song utilizes a conversational and confessional lyrical style, which creates an intimate connection with the listener. It likely employs a mix of melodic lines and varying rhythms to enhance the emotional delivery, while the instrumentation may incorporate smooth chords and ambient sounds to complement the themes of introspection and vulnerability.
(Intro - R&B + 电音缓入) 缘分像指间流沙 一开始抓得牢,现在却松开了它 那些曾经的心跳声 如今被沉默取代,只剩回忆在说话 (Verse 1) 我们走过多少片风景 可现在像走在平行的轨迹 你的眼神从温柔变冷清 对话越来越少,沉默像背景 你说的每一句,藏着距离 我感受到的,却是渐渐的疏离 想要挽回,却怕被你抗拒 爱变得小心翼翼,像失控的棋局 (Pre-Chorus) 慢慢散去,慢慢淡去 爱是否能像从前一样继续 慢慢冷却,慢慢忘却 我们还能不能找回那一切 (Chorus) 缘分在散,像风中的烟火 瞬间灿烂,转眼消失轮廓 你的手曾是我最熟悉的温热 如今却像冰冷的沉默 爱在远走,像时间的洪流 渐渐模糊,过去已不再停留 是不是我们注定走到尽头 心跳是否还能感受到自由 (Verse 2 - Rap) 爱情变成了一场考验 猜测你的心意成了我的日常习惯 想靠近,却害怕你不再需要 原来最亲密的距离也会变成煎熬 我回忆我们初见的那一天 眼里都是彼此的世界,那般炽热鲜艳 如今只剩画面,声音早已走远 这样的结局,是命运还是无解的考验? (Pre-Chorus) 慢慢散去,慢慢淡去 爱是否能像从前一样继续 慢慢冷却,慢慢忘却 我们还能不能找回那一切 (Chorus) 缘分在散,像风中的烟火 瞬间灿烂,转眼消失轮廓 你的手曾是我最熟悉的温热 如今却像冰冷的沉默 爱在远走,像时间的洪流 渐渐模糊,过去已不再停留 是不是我们注定走到尽头 心跳是否还能感受到自由 (Bridge - 电音高潮) 如果时间能够倒流 是否能回到最初的温柔 如果命运还能选择 我会紧握你的手,不再退后 (Outro - 淡出) 缘分终究难以捉摸 像风中的烟火,短暂却深刻 或许爱从未走远,只是我们太疲惫 在这段旅程里,遗失了真心的滋味
Casoh is 7 foot 9 not tall but wide, all he drinks is fanta, but that big boy, HES BUILT LIKE SANTA, Ramen on his left, setup on his right, it's gonna be a wild night. CASOH IS GETTING WILD TONIGHT. Hasn't ever taken a shower he has to eat every hour.
[Verse] دیشب علی و شقایق با دوستاشون رفتن پارتی تا ۹ صبح، چراغا رنگی، موزیک عالی [Bridge] مردمک چشم ها باز، همه پر از شور و حال ذهن ها پرواز کردن، دیگه نبو کسی خواب [Chorus] لب های خوشمزه و دل های خسته رقصیدن تا صبح، دنیا یه تیکه جاسته [Verse 2] شب رو با دوستان تا دم صبح خوش گذشت همه شاد و خندان، دل ها از غمها جدا [Bridge] آخر شب دست در دست، از پارتی باز می گردن با یادِ اون شب، همه خوش و خرم برمیگردن [Chorus] لب های خوشمزه و دل های خسته رقصیدن تا صبح، دنیا یه تیکه جاسته