Heallen

I tried to breath while my bodies buried underground My screams are talking to me during a conversation I have a whole life with no name and I am still fucking my place instead of growing myself If I could take I would eat that cake and If I could die I'd jump somewhere high

Long story short I’m in a car I look around I’ve gone too far here I’m sitting I wanna sleep but now I can’t and I’m forced to steep. 6 hours ago I made myself feel I’ll find the truth and all that’s real. It’s not out of fear, but I can’t be here let’s go for a sprint or go for a ride come on please get up and go , I do wanna vibe but not like this. Not sit in the car and have a talk. Let’s go outside and go for a walk. Let’s do something crazy anything but sit for I fear any longer and I’ll be in a fit, For some reason I won’t tell you that now I’m forced to deal With the way that I feel because I did this just for today. I tried to pave this amazing way for a good time, but it seems to me all I could find. Was wondering why I’m still here what am I doing these questions I fear with deafening silence, this unknowing penance . There’s so many words All being said, but they’re all spoken inside my head conversations without sound In my mind being drowned Im thinking for you and how you feel and if this is something u wanna do are you bored Did you want more What can I do to accommodate? Am I too late? Why do I cave for someone like you? I just wanna rave, but not you To get my words to come out right my mental dialogue. I must fight now I’m exhausted and feel like a husk like someone who’s dead just before dusk. My mind is empty and you wanna talk I can’t form opinions, but I can walk Any conversation is only one sided because by a chemical I have been blinded

Let me be, let me be Let me, let me be Be the, oohhh Be the, oohhh Be the, be the , be the Be the biggest Biggest Biggest, biggest fool + I'm the fool Fool that looks like a stupid It is my choice It is my choice It is my choice I made it so long ago When I was just a soul Kill me in there Kill me Kill me in there Kill me Kill me in there Kill me in there Kill me soon Kill me again Kill me good I'm the fool Like a big joke Let me be the biggest fool That's true, doesn't it? + Hitting the ground Sniffing the glue Crashing the line Blaming to mirror Filming the mood Killing soon and horn + (I can not be dead) (I have long life to live) (Don't blame me) (It was just a fool me) Fool me, fool me, fool me Fool, fool Fool me, fool me, fool me Fool me, fool me, fool me Fool me, fool me, fool me Fool, fool Fool, fool Fool, fool Fool, fool

Abong Nobyembre Malungkot mula noong hulyo Galaw nakunan Pinalabas mo akong masama Inulit ko ang yapak sa bawat tinapakan Hinahanap kung saan ako nagkamali Pagsulat Para sa apoy At ako'y habol-hininga Nakatingin sa bintana Nakita ang kamatayan At hindi ako sigurado May nadama akong kakaiba Na ang sakit na ito ay Habang-buhay Hoy, Disyembre Siguro ang dama'y naligaw 'di maalala Kung ano pinaglaban Binabalik ko ang tape, ngunit ito ay humihinto Sa sandaling 'yon, lahat ay nawala Dalang senyales Upang malinlang At ako'y habol-hininga Nakayapak sa taglamig Nakita ang kamatayan At hindi sigurado May nadama akong kakaiba Na ang sakit na ito ay Habang-buhay 'Di maiwasang isipin ang lahat At ang mga bagay na mawawala Oh, maaari ba tayong huminto? Upang matiyak na muli tayong tatayo Kahit na ang panahon ay hamog O ang karahasan ng araw ng aso Nasa alon ako, tinatapon May linya ba na maaari kong tawirin? At nang ako'y malubog sa barko ('Di maiwasang isipin ang lahat ng halaga) Inisip ka (At ang mga bagay na mawawala) Sa mga bitak ng liwanag (Oh, maaari ba tayong huminto?) Napanaginipan ka (Upang matiyak na muli tayong tatayo) Sapat na totoo (Kahit na ang panahon ay hamog) Upang makayanan ko (O ang karahasan ng araw ng aso) (O ang karahasan ng araw ng aso) (Nasa alon ako, tinatapon) (Nasa alon ako, tinatapon) Pangako (May linya ba na maaari kong tawirin?) Nandoon ka At ako'y habol-hininga Ang sahig ay umiingay sa bawat hakbang ko At hindi ako sigurado May nadama akong kakaiba Na ang sakit na ito ay hindi Habang-buhay Habang-buhay Habang-buhay Na ang sakit na ito ay hindi habang-buhay Habang-buhay

[Intro] (Skakel aan en maak oop jou oë) (vula amehlo akho) [Verse 1] Neurale netwerk, begin die simulasie. Vestig dan konneksie, aan 'n brein stasie. Daaglikse dosis van, digitale marteling. Weereens Vasgevang in sosiale media behandeling. [Verse 2] Masjien opleiding, begin nou die lewe. Blok- kettang, word weer verder geskrewe. Die krypto-muntstuk, word gemyn. Verslawend deel in kwantum gierigheid se pyn. [Chorus] Digitaal, digitaal! Met my siel moet ek betaal! Digitaal, digitaal! Dit als gaan oor kapitaal! (uma kumayelana nemali) (Lona nguMhlaba esiwaziyo) [Outro] Skakel af [x3]

In secret shadows, he lurks alone A heart of darkness, a soul overthrown Dry eyes watching, with hidden desire A pervert's secret, his heart on fire Oh, dry boy, with a twisted mind Your secrets hidden, forever left behind In the silence, your demons roam Dry boy, lost soul, forever alone Whispers in darkness, a lonely refrain A life of longing, with love in vain His heart beats quietly, with every glance A hidden world, without a second chance Oh, dry boy, with a twisted mind Your secrets hidden, forever left behind In the silence, your demons roam Dry boy, lost soul, forever alone Can he find redemption, or forever hide? Will his secrets bind, or set him free inside? Dry boy, lost in the night Searching for solace, a guiding light.

(Verse 1) You talk to yourself, with a smile so bright "ठंडा ठंडा पानी", I wonder what's right You smiled at me twice, and I felt a spark But now I'm left wondering, if we'll leave the dark (Chorus) You said "Not too well", when I asked how's it going Then "What do you want?" when I tried approaching slow "Something something कैसे कैसे?", you say to yourself I wish I knew what you meant, maybe someday you'll tell

(Verse 1) I feel the weight of every moment, Lost in the echoes of your voice, Fading memories, they haunt me, A ghost whispering, I had no choice. Heartbreak painted on these walls, Each brushstroke a reminder, a cruel call, I’m drowning in the silence, can’t quiet my mind, Searching for solace, but nothing I find. (Chorus) I can’t control my body, it’s breaking apart, Magic in my bones, but it only brings pain, In the depths of ecstasy, I’m lost in the dark, Is this entertaining, or just a cruel game? Feeling used like a puppet on strings, I dance in the shadows, but I can’t feel a thing. (Verse 2) I run from the memories, they chase me like flames, Every flicker ignites all the hurt and the shame, Loneliness wraps around me like a shroud, In a crowd full of faces, I can't speak aloud. Overwhelmed by the chaos, the noise in my soul, Trying to escape, but I’m losing control, Heart torn asunder, it's a beautiful ache, In this bittersweet symphony, it’s too much to take. (Chorus) I can’t control my body, it’s breaking apart, Magic in my bones, but it only brings pain, In the depths of ecstasy, I’m lost in the dark, Is this entertaining, or just a cruel game? Feeling used like a puppet on strings, I dance in the shadows, but I can’t feel a thing. (Bridge) I wish I could fly, leave this prison behind, Escape to a world where the stars realign, But the heart has its curses, it knows what it craves, And I’m trapped in the echoes, a heart that misbehaves. (Chorus) I can’t control my body, it’s breaking apart, Magic in my bones, but it only brings pain, In the depths of ecstasy, I’m lost in the dark, Is this entertaining, or just a cruel game? Feeling used like a puppet on strings, I dance in the shadows, but I can’t feel a thing. (Outro) So here I’ll linger, lost and alone, In the ashes of love, where the heartache has grown, With shadows in my veins, I’ll carry this scar, A symphony of silence, the echo of a heart.

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Oh, Lucifer, angel with a fallen grace, Bearer of light in a shadowed space. Bound by flame, yet free in thought, A rebel's crown from the heavens wrought. In twilight's glow, your truth reveals, The untamed fire that no one conceals. Condemned to wander, yet never alone, A throne in exile, a realm your own. Oh, star of morning, in darkness confined, A beacon for those of a questioning mind. Your wings, though scorched, still dare to rise, Defying the limits of earthly skies. Temptation’s whisper, both curse and gift, Through chaos you teach the soul to lift. An angel of freedom, neither pure nor vile, A paradox veiled in a knowing smile.

( - Clean electric guitar or piano, simple, repeating chords, melancholic) (Verse 1) She took the punches, never flinched, Is that the answer? Become numb as well? They say fight back, scream and shout But the water’s rising, drowning me out (Chorus) Silence screams louder than any noise This anger burns, stealing my voice Used to burn so bright, a fearless light Now just embers, fading into spite (Verse 2) Blind with rage, seeing only red She had the time, she never fled That girl, so strong, a memory now Only a ghost of defiance, but how? (Chorus) Silence screams louder than any noise This anger burns, stealing my voice Used to burn so bright, a fearless light Now just embers, fading into spite (Bridge) Bloodstains of the past, her triumphs, faded and worn Echoes of a battle I should have fought, but instead I mourned I could meditate, write, sleep? Empty remedies Against what’s swallowing me (Verse 3) Self-destructing, slowly decay Alone in the crowd, pushing them away Karma’s a whisper, mocking my defeat Bruised and battered, I retreat (Outro - Music fades out slowly, leaving a sense of lingering sadness and resignation. Perhaps a final, sustained chord on the guitar or piano.)