Lately I've been thinking about what I can do I've been stressing cuz Ur action say U don't live me true I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through But I can't go on this way. I've got to stop it babe You've been mean and unloving to me you can be it hurts when you say that you have zero fucks to give you don't care about me So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I'm so sorry, that you chose to ignore my begs and pleaI, I I can't imagine my life without I love you to infinity but I think Ur just settling for me til better comes along. I'm only here out of comfort I'm temporary So hush hush and shut those lips and listen to me don't be heartless cuz I wanted you to be there when I fall I wanted you to see me through it all I wanted you to be the one I loved I wanted you, I wanted you I wanted you to hold me in my sleep I wanted you to show me what I need I wanted you to know just how down deep I wanted you, I wanted you I've been pushing hard to open up the door Trying to take us back to where we were before But I realise the 7 year where all a fake show and U didn't love me true and U just stayed with me til a new lover came through, U string me along and used me up dry and all I did was try to love and stick by your side But you gaslit me and talked lies about me to Ur family and friends making us not be able to fucking mend Don't fucking dare blame me for my reaction to you fucking disgraceful action . I'm fucking human fucking human and have a heart But I'm done. I just can't do this anymore 'Cuz we can't be mended, so let's stop pretending now We've been walking around in circles for some time And I think we should head for the finish line So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I I wanted you to be there when I fall I wanted you to see me through it all I wanted you to be the one I loved I wanted you, I wanted you I wanted you to hold me in my sleep I wanted you to show me what I need I wanted you to know just how down deep I wanted you, I wanted you I, I.. I'm so sorry baby But I, I.. I gotta pack up and leave But I, I'll always remember how we came close ..to being how I wanted to be I wanted you baby I wanted you I wanted you to be there when I fall I wanted you to see me through it all I wanted you to be the one I loved I wanted you, I wanted you I wanted you to hold me in my sleep I wanted you to show me what I need I wanted you to know just how down deep I wanted you, I wanted you But most importantly I wanted you to love me back too Android and needed you needed you to want me to want me to but you don't but you don't so we're through we're through because I deserve the love and energy that I f****** give and you give me nothing and all I do is keep keep give you just takes it there and take and never grateful you don't know what you had you just complete asshole I gave you chance after chance and chances after chance but all you do is sit there play your game and disregard how I feel. Fuck U drive me insane
Blues,jazzy,soul, female husky voice. Sassy uplifting saxafone solos, happy beat.
English
The emotional depth of the lyrics conveys feelings of heartbreak, betrayal, and a desire for validation and love. The speaker's journey reflects vulnerability, frustration, and eventual empowerment to leave a toxic situation, which many listeners can relate to.
The song would be suitable for personal playlists dealing with heartbreak, empowerment, and navigating toxic relationships, potentially used in therapy sessions or support groups for those recovering from emotional trauma. It could also work well in a music video illustrating the stages of a difficult breakup or in an intimate live performance setting.
The vocal style is characterized by a husky tone that delivers raw emotion, enhanced by jazzy influences and soulful melodies. The structure includes repetitive hooks that emphasize the longing and need for love. The instrumental backing features sassy uplifting saxophone solos, creating a contrast between the heavy lyrical content and an upbeat musical arrangement.
Nakarat: Buket’im gülüm, Salih’im canım, Hayatımın ışığısınız her anım. Birlikte güleriz, yolları aşarız, Sizle her gün bir başka güzel yıldız. 1. Kıta: Buket’im, yüreğimde çiçek açtıran, Sevginle dünyamı aydınlatan. Sen benim meleğim, hayat kaynağım, Sonsuza dek seninle, bu kalp atacak canım. Nakarat: Buket’im gülüm, Salih’im canım, Hayatımın ışığısınız her anım. Birlikte güleriz, yolları aşarız, Sizle her gün bir başka güzel yıldız. 2. Kıta: Salih’im, küçük kahramanım benim, Adımlarınla evimiz neşelenir her gün. Babacığın seni çok sever, unutma, Senin gülüşünle dolar bu dünya. Nakarat: Buket’im gülüm, Salih’im canım, Hayatımın ışığısınız her anım. Birlikte güleriz, yolları aşarız, Sizle her gün bir başka güzel yıldız. Köprü: Birlikte geçsin günlerimiz neşeyle, Sevgimiz büyüsün güneşle, ayla. Siz olmadan dünya hep eksik kalır, Buket ve Salih, kalbim size varır. Nakarat (Tekrar): Buket’im gülüm, Salih’im canım, Hayatımın ışığısınız her anım. Birlikte güleriz, yolları aşarız, Sizle her gün bir başka güzel yıldız.
[Verse] Хочу почувствовать на свободу за порогом весна Лететь как ветер в туман всё что мне нужно ты знаешь В мечтах бескрайних я нашёл ответы на все вопроса Туда где нет стен и цепей я стремлюсь вновь и вновь [Verse 2] Звуки ночи зовут меня свечи горят в темноте Небо в звёздах сияет ярко где-то там моя цель Шаг за шагом вперёд без страха за горизонтом свет Хочу уйти от всего что мешает найти ответ [Chorus] Свободный путь там где нет преград Я иду туда где светит звезда В сердце верю я настал мой час Свободный путь не удержать сейчас [Verse 3] Сломаны цепи ветра мне спутники все мечты Идти туда где новый день радость дарит рассветы Громким смехом встречать приключения и сюрпризы Хочу расправить крылья вновь чтобы парить ввысь [Bridge] Там где море безбрежное зовёт Где осколки звёзд дарят вдохновенье Я найду свои крылья и полечу Свобода в том чтобы всё обрести вновь [Chorus] Свободный путь там где нет преград Я иду туда где светит звезда В сердце верю я настал мой час Свободный путь не удержать сейчас
[male] Be near me when my light is low, When shadows deepen, winds won’t blow. When dreams unravel, thread by thread, And hope’s faint whispers fill my head. When every step feels like a fall, And silence echoes through it all. Be near me then, and hold me tight, A star to guide through endless night. [Chorus] Be near me now, when the world turns away, When my strength has faded, my heart gone astray. Oh, Oh, Oh Oh... Let your presence mend what’s broken in me, A light in the dark, a safe harbor at sea. [male] When blood creeps slow and nerves betray, And life itself seems far away. When every thought, a weight, a stone, And I am left to stand alone. Be near me when the voices fade, When shadows of rejection invade. Stay close, though I am bruised and torn, A spark remains where love was born. Chorus: Be near me now, when the world turns away, When my strength has faded, my heart gone astray. Oh, Oh, Oh Oh... Let your presence mend what’s broken in me, A light in the dark, a safe harbor at sea. [Male] For even when all wheels are slow, A deeper truth begins to grow. Through pain, through loss, the soul can rise, If hope stays near, it never dies. [Male] Be near me when my light is low, And I shall find the strength to go. Through every shadow, every scar, Hope will guide me, near or far.
[Instrumental]
Late night, staring at the ceiling, I’m lost again, Feelings creep in like shadows under my skin. Heart’s a little heavy, but I still pretend, I’m fine, yeah, I’m fine—guess it’s all pretend. Tried to paint the sky, but it stayed so grey, Running from the ghosts that I made my stay. In a world so loud, I don’t know what to say, Guess I’ll let the silence take me away. I’m blue, drowning in the waves I made, Caught between the lies and the mess I stayed. Lost in a dream, but the colors fade, I’m blue, yeah, I’m blue—it won’t go away. Every smile I wear is a mask for the fight, Every laugh hides the cracks from a sleepless night. I tried to hold on, but I’m losing the light, Falling through the cracks—man, it doesn’t feel right. Reaching for a hand, but there’s none in sight, Dancing with the dark till I lose my fight. Whispers in my head keep me company tonight, Yeah, the stars don’t shine when your heart’s so tight. I’m blue, drowning in the waves I made, Caught between the lies and the mess I stayed. Lost in a dream, but the colors fade, I’m blue, yeah, I’m blue—it won’t go away. But maybe there’s a way out, a light in the storm, A place I can breathe where my soul feels warm. If I take one step, can I find my form? Or will the blue just keep me torn? I’m blue, but I’m learning how to float again, Rising with the tide, let the healing begin. Colors creeping in where the blue had been, I’m blue, but someday, I’ll find the end.
[Verse] In the depth of it we stay close Holding hands through high and low Whispers in the night we boast Hearts that never lost their glow [Verse 2] Loving loud we make a scene Neon lights and city dreams Side by side the nights unfold Brave enough to break the mold [Chorus] In the depth of it feeling free This love's a carnival for you and me Seen by the stars we dance on high Through the depth of it touching sky [Verse 3] Through the hurdles we advance Every glance a sweet romance Unapologetic we fly Together reaching for the sky [Bridge] In this maze of love we're strong Find our way where we belong Through shadows we still pursue Every moment feels brand new [Chorus] In the depth of it feeling free This love's a carnival for you and me Seen by the stars we dance on high Through the depth of it touching sky
[Verse] Circles in the night we go Round and round you steal the show Lights above we've come alive Chasing moments we'll survive [Verse 2] On the edge we feel the rush City's hum and winter's hush Holding tight through ups and downs You and I we'll own this town [Chorus] Spin the wheel of dreams with me In this neon symphony We'll break free from every chain Ride the stars and feel no pain [Verse 3] Bridges burn yet we press on In the dark before the dawn Hear the echoes of our cries In our hearts we're never shy [Bridge] Turn the page we'll write our tale Through the storm we set sail Boundaries break beneath our feet In this world we're incomplete [Chorus] Spin the wheel of dreams with me In this neon symphony We'll break free from every chain Ride the stars and feel no pain
[Verse] In the heart of the wild we gather 'round again With kayaks in the water we ride the rolling rain Hiking up the mountains where eagles learn to soar Every step a story every trail we score [Chorus] Campfire nights where stars ignite Tales of climbing to the heights Tents and laughter under skies so grand In the scouts we roam this land [Verse 2] Tents are homes beneath the twilight beams In the wilderness we're chasing dreams Climbing cliffs with hands so bold Every rock a secret told [Chorus] Campfire nights where stars ignite Tales of climbing to the heights Tents and laughter under skies so grand In the scouts we roam this land [Bridge] Kayaks gliding through the misty dawn Every paddle stroke a new adventure born From sunrise hikes to twilight's song In the scouts we all belong [Chorus] Campfire nights where stars ignite Tales of climbing to the heights Tents and laughter under skies so grand In the scouts we roam this land
[Verse] Walking through a smoky haze Lost in colors dull and gray Whispers float on gentle breeze Time does nothing Here it stays [Verse 2] Shadows dance beneath the street Echoes of forgotten beats Eyes that tell a thousand tales Dreams that never meet defeats [Chorus] Lost in daydreams Drifting far Underneath a wishing star Chasing moments out of time In this world where silence shines [Verse 3] Lone guitars strum soft and sweet Guiding hearts that skip a beat Every glance a secret hold Stories that have yet been told [Chorus] Lost in daydreams Drifting far Underneath a wishing star Chasing moments out of time In this world where silence shines [Bridge] Inside memories We stay Fading but refusing sway In this realm of hopes and fears Feel the echoes No more tears
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[Verse] You walked in the room got my heart doing flips Your smile's like magic I can't resist Every step you take makes the world stop and stare Caught up in a dream I'm floating on air [Verse 2] Your laugh is a melody I can't get out my head Every word you say making my cheeks go red Holding hands feels like I'm touching the stars In your eyes I see the future's not far [Chorus] Falling in love like never before Every day with you leaves me wanting more Can't get enough of this crazy ride With you by my side hearts open wide [Verse 3] Morning coffee tastes better when you're near Whispering secrets only we can hear Every day with you is a brand new start You and me together playing our part [Bridge] When the world gets rough you'll be my shield With you the wounds of time are always healed Love like ours is rare can't be denied In this crazy journey you're my guide [Chorus] Falling in love like never before Every day with you leaves me wanting more Can't get enough of this crazy ride With you by my side hearts open wide
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