You twist the knife But I take the fall Somehow I’m always the one to lose it all You fucked my life You took my pride But still I stay Do you even see the monster you’ve made? You twist the KNIIIIIIFE But I TAKE THE FALLLL Somehow I’m always the one to lose it allllll You FUCKED my LIIIIIIIFE You took my PRIIIIIDDDE But still I stayyyy… Do you even see the monster you’ve made? THE MONSTER YOU’VE MAAAAADE
Dark Reggae, underground dubstep, screamo, offbeat chop, oboe solo, warped synths, trap bass
English
The lyrics convey a sense of pain, betrayal, and inner turmoil. There is a struggle between love and self-preservation, highlighting feelings of entrapment and the emotional damage caused by a toxic relationship. The repeated phrases indicate a cry for acknowledgment and the existence of a 'monster' created by this emotional turmoil.
The song can be applied in scenarios of personal reflection, during moments of emotional confrontation or in settings that explore themes of toxic relationships and self-worth. It could also resonate in underground music scenes where deeper emotional struggles are shared and expressed.
The song showcases a blend of genres that create a unique sound palette. Elements like offbeat chop and warped synths suggest experimentation with rhythm and texture. The combination of dark reggae influences with trap bass creates an atmospheric intensity. The inclusion of an oboe solo adds an unexpected melodic twist that can enhance emotional depth, while screamo elements underline the raw expression of anger and pain.
Aoi sora no shita de hashiru Natsu no kaze ga yume o hakobu Kimi wa watashi no yume no naka Sukoshi dake chikaku ni itai no Daisuki na kyoushitsu no oto Kurasumeito to egaita mirai "Ganbatte!" to minna no koe Ashita no jibun ni naritai kara Notice me senpai Notice me please Kimi no manazashi ni oboretai Anata no egao o mitai dake Notice me senpai Notice me please? If you don’t notice me soon, I will… KILL! Anata no tame ni subete o sutete Gumi o hodoita shukan no omoide I saved that gum you chewed last week I keep it here, behind my teeth Kanojo no shinzou wa watashi no mono I will eat her intestines if she looks at you again Oh, I wish you would eat mine Eviscerate me senpai, or I’ll do it to her! Watashi no ai ni daremo wa teikou shinai Ill crush anyone who opposes my love Kuroi yami de shinu made oboreru I want to forget everything else but you Tayorinai kokoro wa kimi ni oboreteiru I want to drown in the swimming pool During swim club meetings Kizu darake no kokoro demo I’ll carve your name into my chest Eviscerate me senpai Kowashite watashi no subete Kimi no tame ni shinde mo ii I’ll kill for love, or die trying Please don’t call my parents, Principal Chado Please… don’t… call… Don’t… call… Don’t call my parents!
You twist the knife But I take the fall Somehow I’m always the one to lose it all You fucked my life You took my pride But still I stay Do you even see the monster you’ve made? You twist the KNIIIIIIFE But I TAKE THE FALLLL Somehow I’m always the one to lose it allllll You FUCKED my LIIIIIIIFE You took my PRIIIIIDDDE But still I stayyyy… Do you even see the monster you’ve made? THE MONSTER YOU’VE MAAAAADE
You twist the knife But I take the fall Somehow I’m always the one to lose it all You fucked my life You took my pride But still I stay Do you even see the monster you’ve made? You twist the KNIIIIIIFE But I TAKE THE FALLLL Somehow I’m always the one to lose it allllll You FUCKED my LIIIIIIIFE You took my PRIIIIIDDDE But still I stayyyy… Do you even see the monster you’ve made? THE MONSTER YOU’VE MAAAAADE
You twist the knife But I take the fall Somehow I’m always the one to lose it all You fucked my life You took my pride But still I stay Do you even see the monster you’ve made? You twist the KNIIIIIIFE But I TAKE THE FALLLL Somehow I’m always the one to lose it allllll You FUCKED my LIIIIIIIFE You took my PRIIIIIDDDE But still I stayyyy… Do you even see the monster you’ve made? THE MONSTER YOU’VE MAAAAADE
You twist the knife But I take the fall Somehow I’m always the one to lose it all You fucked my life You took my pride But I still stay Do you even see the monster you’ve made?
You twist the knife But I take the fall Somehow I’m always the one to lose it all You fucked my life You took my pride But I still stay Do you even see the monster you’ve made?
Long story short, I’m in a car. I look around I’ve gone too far here I’m sitting, I wanna sleep, but now I can’t, and I’m forced to steep. 6 hours ago I made myself feel I’ll find the truth and all that’s real. It’s not out of fear, but I can’t be here, let’s go for a sprint or go for a ride come on please get up and go, I do wanna vibe but not like this. Not sit in the car and have a talk. Let’s go outside and go for a walk! Let’s do something crazy anything but sit for I fear any longer and I’ll be in a fit, For some reason I won’t tell you that now I’m forced to deal With the way that I feel because I did this just for today. I tried to pave this amazing way for a good time, but it seems to me all I could find. Was wondering why I’m still here what am I doing? these questions I fear with deafening silence, this unknowing penance . There’s so many words All being said, but they’re all spoken inside my head conversations without sound In my mind being drowned Im thinking for you and how you feel and if this is something u wanna do are you bored? Did you want more What can I do to accommodate? Am I too late? Why do I cave for someone like you? I just wanna rave, but not you To get my words to come out right my mental dialogue. I must fight now I’m exhausted and feel like a husk like someone who’s dead just before dusk. My mind is empty and you wanna talk I can’t form opinions, but I can walk Any conversation is only one sided because by a chemical I have been blinded
Long story short, I’m in a car. I look around I’ve gone too far here I’m sitting, I wanna sleep, but now I can’t, and I’m forced to steep. 6 hours ago I made myself feel I’ll find the truth and all that’s real. It’s not out of fear, but I can’t be here, let’s go for a sprint or go for a ride come on please get up and go, I do wanna vibe but not like this. Not sit in the car and have a talk. Let’s go outside and go for a walk! Let’s do something crazy anything but sit for I fear any longer and I’ll be in a fit, For some reason I won’t tell you that now I’m forced to deal With the way that I feel because I did this just for today. I tried to pave this amazing way for a good time, but it seems to me all I could find. Was wondering why I’m still here what am I doing? these questions I fear with deafening silence, this unknowing penance . There’s so many words All being said, but they’re all spoken inside my head conversations without sound In my mind being drowned Im thinking for you and how you feel and if this is something u wanna do are you bored? Did you want more What can I do to accommodate? Am I too late? Why do I cave for someone like you? I just wanna rave, but not you To get my words to come out right my mental dialogue. I must fight now I’m exhausted and feel like a husk like someone who’s dead just before dusk. My mind is empty and you wanna talk I can’t form opinions, but I can walk Any conversation is only one sided because by a chemical I have been blinded
Long story short I’m in a car I look around I’ve gone too far here I’m sitting I wanna sleep but now I can’t and I’m forced to steep. 6 hours ago I made myself feel I’ll find the truth and all that’s real. It’s not out of fear, but I can’t be here let’s go for a sprint or go for a ride come on please get up and go , I do wanna vibe but not like this. Not sit in the car and have a talk. Let’s go outside and go for a walk. Let’s do something crazy anything but sit for I fear any longer and I’ll be in a fit, For some reason I won’t tell you that now I’m forced to deal With the way that I feel because I did this just for today. I tried to pave this amazing way for a good time, but it seems to me all I could find. Was wondering why I’m still here what am I doing these questions I fear with deafening silence, this unknowing penance . There’s so many words All being said, but they’re all spoken inside my head conversations without sound In my mind being drowned Im thinking for you and how you feel and if this is something u wanna do are you bored Did you want more What can I do to accommodate? Am I too late? Why do I cave for someone like you? I just wanna rave, but not you To get my words to come out right my mental dialogue. I must fight now I’m exhausted and feel like a husk like someone who’s dead just before dusk. My mind is empty and you wanna talk I can’t form opinions, but I can walk Any conversation is only one sided because by a chemical I have been blinded
Long story short I’m in a car I look around I’ve gone too far here I’m sitting I wanna sleep but now I can’t and I’m forced to steep. 6 hours ago I made myself feel I’ll find the truth and all that’s real. It’s not out of fear, but I can’t be here let’s go for a sprint or go for a ride come on please get up and go , I do wanna vibe but not like this. Not sit in the car and have a talk. Let’s go outside and go for a walk. Let’s do something crazy anything but sit for I fear any longer and I’ll be in a fit, For some reason I won’t tell you that now I’m forced to deal With the way that I feel because I did this just for today. I tried to pave this amazing way for a good time, but it seems to me all I could find. Was wondering why I’m still here what am I doing these questions I fear with deafening silence, this unknowing penance . There’s so many words All being said, but they’re all spoken inside my head conversations without sound In my mind being drowned Im thinking for you and how you feel and if this is something u wanna do are you bored Did you want more What can I do to accommodate? Am I too late? Why do I cave for someone like you? I just wanna rave, but not you To get my words to come out right my mental dialogue. I must fight now I’m exhausted and feel like a husk like someone who’s dead just before dusk. My mind is empty and you wanna talk I can’t form opinions, but I can walk Any conversation is only one sided because by a chemical I have been blinded
Long story short I’m in a car I look around I’ve gone too far here I’m sitting I wanna sleep but now I can’t and I’m forced to steep. 6 hours ago I made myself feel I’ll find the truth and all that’s real. It’s not out of fear, but I can’t be here let’s go for a sprint or go for a ride come on please get up and go , I do wanna vibe but not like this. Not sit in the car and have a talk. Let’s go outside and go for a walk. Let’s do something crazy anything but sit for I fear any longer and I’ll be in a fit, For some reason I won’t tell you that now I’m forced to deal With the way that I feel because I did this just for today. I tried to pave this amazing way for a good time, but it seems to me all I could find. Was wondering why I’m still here what am I doing these questions I fear with deafening silence, this unknowing penance . There’s so many words All being said, but they’re all spoken inside my head conversations without sound In my mind being drowned Im thinking for you and how you feel and if this is something u wanna do are you bored Did you want more What can I do to accommodate? Am I too late? Why do I cave for someone like you? I just wanna rave, but not you To get my words to come out right my mental dialogue. I must fight now I’m exhausted and feel like a husk like someone who’s dead just before dusk. My mind is empty and you wanna talk I can’t form opinions, but I can walk Any conversation is only one sided because by a chemical I have been blinded