Talkin’ to myself, yeah, I’m tryin’ to unwind, Got these demons in my head, man, I’m tryna leave ’em behind. One side wanna coast, just vibe with the beat, The other got a fire that I’m tryna defeat. Feelin’ like I’m floatin’, but I’m sinkin’ too deep, Told myself I’m good, but I ain’t at peace. Split thoughts, pullin’ me in different directions, Got a side that’s calm, but the other needin’ correction I got an alter ego, it’s a part of me, Got me lookin’ in the mirror like, “Who’s it gonna be?” Tryna find a balance, but I’m fightin’ with the past, Two sides in my head, man, how long will this last? One side wanna chill, hit the slow lane, The other got me pushin’ through this pain, just to maintain. I’m searchin’ for the truth, but it’s buried beneath, Told myself I’m fine, but I’m losin’ belief. Guess I wear a mask, pretendin’ to be whole, But the cracks show through, man, it’s takin’ its toll. Chasin’ some version of myself I can’t catch, Keep movin’, but the past still holds me back. I got an alter ego, it’s a part of me, Got me lookin’ in the mirror like, “Who’s it gonna be?” Tryna find a balance, but I’m fightin’ with the past, Two sides in my head, man, how long will this last? I’m walkin’ this line, tryin’ not to fall, One side’s callin’, the other want it all. Maybe it’s time I let both sides breathe, Ain’t no easy fix, but I gotta believe. Yeah, I’m talkin’ to myself, no one else to hear, The struggle’s in the silence, man, it’s crystal clear. Alter ego’s quiet, but it’s still got weight, I’m just tryna find peace, before it’s too late.
lo-fi, hip hop, english from america, ethereal, 808's
English
The lyrics convey a deep sense of internal conflict, struggle, and a yearning for peace and self-acceptance. There's a duality in the emotions expressed: on one side, there's a desire to relax and escape pain, while on the other, there's a powerful drive to confront and overcome past challenges. The overall mood is contemplative and introspective, with a hint of urgency.
This song can be used in scenarios involving self-reflection, personal growth, and discussions about mental health. It's suitable for moments of solitude or when someone is processing their thoughts and emotions, offering a relatable soundtrack for anyone grappling with inner turmoil or identity issues.
The song employs a lo-fi hip hop soundscape, featuring ethereal instrumentation and 808 beats that create a laid-back yet introspective vibe. The flow of the lyrics is conversational, drawing listeners in with a rhythm that complements the reflective nature of the subject matter. The use of repetition in phrases like 'I got an alter ego' emphasizes the central theme of internal struggle.
Locked and loaded, ready to roll, In this game of life, I'm in control. Got my lady by my side, she's my ride or die, Like a bullet to the heart, she makes me feel alive. I like what I got, ain't no need for more, With my woman in my arms, I'm ready for war. In the heat of the night, we make love like guns, Bullets flying, hearts beating, we're second to none, the chosen ones. Trigger finger itching, but I'm keeping it cool, Got my eyes on the prize, ain't playing the fool. She's my Bonnie, I'm her Clyde, deadly pair, aint playing it fair. With her in my sights, I got nothing to fear. I like what I got, ain't no need for more, With my woman in my arms, I'm ready for war. In the heat of the night, we make love like guns, Bullets flying, hearts beating, we're second to none. Locked and loaded, we're on fire, With every shot, we take it higher. In the battlefield of love, we're unstoppable, With my wife by my side, I'm unbreakable. I like what I got, ain't no need for more, With my woman in my arms, I'm ready for war. In the heat of the night, we make love like guns, Bullets flying, hearts beating, we're second to none. So let the bullets fly and the sparks ignite, With my lady by my side, everything's alright. In this life of mine, I'm living the dream, With my wife and my guns, and my day ones I've got everything. Like what I got, no need to pretend, With my lady by my side, we transcend. In this life of mine, they can't misconstrue, Wife, guns, day ones, they know I'm no fool.
Lost in the dark, but I follow the signs, Echoes and shadows still play in my mind. Step on the gas, leave the past in the smoke, Maze full of mirrors, but none of ’em broke. Time on a loop, but I’m breakin’ the chains, Pain in my chest, but I dance in the rain. Fate in my grip, I ain’t lettin’ it slide, Doors in my way, but I step through with pride. Rise, eye sir, see through the lies, Fall, all off, but I still improvise. Live not on evil, let time emit, Too bad I hid a boot—won’t quit. Built from the dust, but I shine like a star, Scars on my soul, yet I’ve come twice as far. Never odd or even, I balance the scale, Truth in my veins, I ain’t destined to fail. Paths that I walk got me lost in the mist, Flipped every script, put a twist in the twist. No trace erased, but I’m changin’ the fate, Lessons in blood, but I love what I make. Rise, eye sir, see through the lies, Fall, all off, but I still improvise. Live not on evil, let time emit, Too bad I hid a boot—won’t quit. Dust turns to fire, I burn and I climb, Built from the ashes, I’m changin’ the time. No wonder, see red—eye sir, rise, Trust in the dark, I was made to survive.
(Verse 1) Likha jo maine woh qalam ka jaadu, Zehan hai gehra, soch meri baazu. Jalay mujhe dekh ke, par main to shaant, Yeh sheher hai bheed, main akela sipahi. Raaton ki mehfil mein tanha safar, Hawaon se baatein, dil ke andar. Jinhe maine chhoda, woh yaadon mein zinda, Par aage badhna tha, peechhe na mudna. (Hook) Mujhe gumaan nahi, mujhe yakeen hai, Chhupay hue raaz bhi mere haseen hain. Zakhm bhi keh rahe, "Tu hai lazeem," Main khud ki misaal hoon, kahani azeem. (Verse 2) Suno meri baat, yeh shabd hain gehre, Parchaayi bhi bole, "Tu raaton ka shayar." Main nikla tha akela, jo saath the woh gaye, Ab silsila mera sirf meri raah pe chale. Hisaab rakha maine har ek wajah ka, Kahin jo gire, uthaya ibadat ka. Likha jo khoon se, dhoop bhi kam lage, Main chaand ka shahar hoon, tare bhi damkain. (Hook) Mujhe gumaan nahi, mujhe yakeen hai, Chhupay hue raaz bhi mere haseen hain. Zakhm bhi keh rahe, "Tu hai lazeem," Main khud ki misaal hoon, kahani azeem. (Outro) Awaaz jo uthi thi, ab goonj ban gayi, Dushman bhi bole, "Woh kaarigar sahi." Kitaabein bhi kahin meri baatein likhein, Main jeeta raunga, yeh yaadon mein likha.
🎶 (Intro - Soft Arijit Singh Vibe) (Male vocals) "Raat bhar main code likhu, sapne jo bade hain, Screen ke us paar bhi, duniya jo khade hain…" Keyboard pe taano ki aawaaz chalti rahe, Jeetunga main kal bhi, kyunki aaj jalti rahe…" (Beat drops - Lo-fi to Trap mix 🎧🔥) 🎵 (Chorus - Arijit x Emiway Vibe) "Main coder hoon, dreamer hoon, Virat wala passion ho! Hackathon jeeta, startup plan, Future mera fashion ho!" "BTech ka banda, coding hai ganda, Masti bhi karun main, reels ka banda!" 🎤 (Rap Verse - MC Stan Flow) Aaye… Mayank naam hai, game strong hai, Cricket bhi khelein, Free Fire on hai! Youtube shorts pe views aaye, Cringe nahi, boss… content bomb hai! (808 Beat Hits 🎶) "Meme game tight, Insta pe flex, Horror wali kahani, suspense ka next. EcoCoder pe coding fight, Pratibha hai hard, talent hai right!" 🎵 (Pre-Chorus - Arijit Emotional Bridge) "Hacker bhi banna hai, code likhna hai, Apni ek duniya main rakhni hai. Jo kehna hai duniya, kehne do, Main toh apna sapna likhta rahu!" (Beat slows, melody softens 🎹) 🎶 (Outro - Love Quest Special 💖) "Ek website bhi banayi thi, uske naam pe, Game bana diya, dil ke kaam pe, Jab padhegi woh, hasegi yeh dekhke, Coder bhi pyaar karte hain, dil se likhke!"
(Intro) (Intro – Whisper Flow) Yeah… Duniya fareb, yeh sab ek dhoka Main chalta raha, magar dil na roka Aankhon ke aage yeh dhundla nazar Zindagi saali bas ek safar (Verse 1 – Hard-Hitting Flow 🎤🔥) Akele main chala, raste the tanha Koyi bhi apna, sabhi the dagha Dil bhi hai pathar, jazbaat the halka Khaabon ki duniya thi, asli mein dhoka Socha tha saath denge jo the apne Aaj woh mile to sabhi hain sapne Peeche se war karein, samne muskurayein Yeh duniya hai jungle, bacha jo bach jaye (Chorus – Melodic & Dark 🌑) Gumaan hi gumaan, sachai kahan? Ye raaton ki sasti mohabbat kahan? Jo tha kal tak mera, woh aaj ajnabi Main zinda hoon lekin, yeh saansen nahi (Verse 2 – Dark Storytelling 🎭🔥) Ek ek kadam pe yahan chal rahi chaalein Zakhm bhi hansa kar mujhe de rahe gaalein Paisa bhi nikla hai be-wafa saathi Apna bhi chhoda jab poora kiya kaam hi Raaton mein baitha main sochun akela Dil bhi hai pathar, par aankhein hain geela Jo sapne the sach, ab wahem lage hain Bina jaam piye bhi sab dhundla dikhe hain (Bridge – Whisper & Fade-Out 🎶💀) Aaye the jeene, magar bas guzaare Yeh sheher jo dekha, sabhi the shikare Aankhon mein shola, magar rooh thandi Yeh duniya bas ek saali jhooti kahani… (Outro – Slow & Dark 🌫️🔥) Yeah… Duniya fareb, yeh sab ek dhoka Main chalta raha, magar dil na roka...
[Verse] Paper chasin', runnin' through the gauntlet No sleep, eyes red like a comet Hand i dealt, play it, no foldin' Stackin' chips, dreams of gold unfoldin' [Verse 2] City lights, streets talkin' in whispers Dodge the snakes, cut 'em off like scissors On the grind, hustle hard, no leisure Life a maze, find my way like a seeker [Chorus] Million dollar dreams on my mind No rewind, forward only, stayin' blind Hustle daily, never fall behind Chasin' paper, future I design [Verse 3] Corner store tales, where the legends born Nighttime hustles, dawn bringin' morn' Fast cars, big bars, never scorn In the game, survivin' like a thorn [Bridge] Shadows lurk, but I shine my light Thru the dark, find my spark at night Vision clear, focus sharp, no fright Chasin' dreams with all my might [Verse 4] Ink spill, thoughts traverse dimensions Rhyme tight, writin' perfect inventions Game of life, full of tough decisions Stay up, stay woke, avoid temptations
روزا گذشتن و نفهمیدی تهش وارونمو بغض آسمونو ببین شروع دردا گلا همه پشمردن بگو کاش ساعتها برگردن
If I could take back all those nights, All the tears and all the fights/ If I could just go back in time/ To make // everything alright/ Just know I'd rewrite every line/ Every single time/ cause losing you has made me loose my mind/ said Losing you has made me loose my mind // Days are flying by now and im loosing the time/ Though I know - ill soon be able to find/ it - and when I do, the script will get flipped/ dreams finally come true/ shit/ all those long nights you used to pray in your room/ No more making ends meet, working 6 days a week, every week/ just so i dont get beat by this fuckin system we living in/ defeats/ a word you won't hear me repeat, needa make right with my brothers/ Give back to my mother , my father, I'm just like you deep down, they just worked harder to make sure I was in a position to go farther than my Pops and my grandfather/ They say when you die, you spirit, your soul, leave your body and float up to the sky/ to look down on loved ones in times, when advice is a welcoming sight/ right? Or Wrong?/ Well that depends on what family you came from/ what streets you used to be on, what beliefs you took and grew from/ Did you have to scrap to eat, or where you like me, and told to remove your cap when you took a seat to get your feed on?/ Or were you one of the lucky ones who received when you were conceived one of life's get through free coupons?/ Where you can't do no wrong?/ Damn... open up the notepad and kick up the feet, looking through my raps like "man you really wrote that crap"/ jeez/ rich dad poor dad is what I use for relief, cause you cant take insights from deep minds to many times/ that shit will make you change your beliefs. Philosophies be differant for every individual, the curiosity lives inside like residiual, leverage it to your side and bridge the gap between invisible and non fictional/ No apology needed cause the only boundaries in sight are the ones we apply inside our minds/ believe it/ Im just out here tryna find my inner sound/ I can hear it pumping loud, im just working on ways of getting it out, uphold the standard you set because that will be the thing that gets/ You landed either next to your idol or beside your rival, step ya game up, we aint got/ Much time left, survival, is crucial/ Ima do me you do you/ three two, one, two is my set/ country town, dirt road is where I learnt respect/ You can't expect to accept any form of a cheque until a certain standards met, because nothing worth while should be able to collect until you lost your mind in the process of tryna get that shit/ damn //If I could take back all those nights, All the tears and all the fights/ If I could just go back in time/ To make everything alright/ Just know I'd rewrite every line/ Every single time/ cause losing you has made me loose my mind/ said, Every single time/ Cause losing you has made me loose my mind
[Verse] Kicked a can down the street saw my shadow grin Breakdancing with the past where do I begin Knuckles cracked like old tunes on a dusty spin Mic check heartbeat let the show begin [Verse 2] Stitched together rhymes like patches on my jeans Mended memories like sewing ripped up dreams Caught between the bassline and the chasing schemes Hit the rewind button what does it all mean [Chorus] Old scars new beats we’re shuffling our feet Life’s mixtape keeps spinning on repeat Old scars new beats we’re rising with the heat Every scratch every note tells a story so sweet [Verse 3] Graffiti walls whisper tales of yesteryear Ghosts of summers past dance on stratosphere Ripped pages from the book of how we got here Crafted verses weapon built from shattered fear [Bridge] Echoes bouncing off the city skyscrapers high Midnight hustle 'neath a velvet sky Flashes of the future in my mind’s eye Finger on the pulse can’t let it pass by [Verse 4] Streetlights flicker like a metronome’s tick Rhythm of the night time slick so quick Dynamic duo with my shadow's fight and kick Turntables spinning tales timeless and thick
Fat Chance Aaron Yo, Aaron, you think you flexin' with that plate? But every bite you take just seals your fate, mate. Lookin' like a doughnut, man, what the hell? Spent your cash on food, can’t even buy a bell. You slide in DMs, think you slick, but you whack, Every girl from Ridley knows you ain’t got no stack. Talkin' ‘bout your game, but the truth is real sad, You blowin' all your cash on a burger, you mad? Got that double chin, yeah, it's hangin' like a flag, While I’m out bustin' moves, you’re just binge-watchin' drags. Thuggin’ in the kitchen, but you don’t even cook, Just a fast-food junkie, that’s your life, that’s your book. You brag about your munchies, but your flex is pathetic, When it comes to the grind, boy, you ain’t energetic. Frosted tips and grease, man, you lookin' like a clown, Life’s a race, and you just sat that shit down. Your cash flow's drier than your last piece of bread, I’m stackin' up these wins, while you’re eatin' instead. Spillin’ sauce on your shirt, what a mess, you a joke, I’m blowin’ up the charts, you just blowin’ on smoke. Think you run the game? Bitch, you just a food court, Your future’s lookin' grim, where the cash and the sport? Step to me, you’ll find out I ain’t playin', for real, You ain't steppin’ out the kitchen, it's a sad, sad meal. Yo, Aaron, your beats got my laugh on repeat, Got more flavor in bars than you got in that cheat. Talkin' big game, but you just mad soft, I’m flyin' so high, man you can’t even loft. So listen up, chump, while I serve you this beat, You’re the snack in the game, I’m the whole fucking feast. From your love life to pockets, you a straight-up disaster, With rhymes like this, it’s a real rap master.
I feel the best when I’m broken I feel at rest when I’m smoking I think that my minds fucking broken Just look at the way that I’m coping I’m mixing emotions with all I’ve been smoking Just numb all my thoughts til my head is an ocean When you’re on my mind I’m just wishing and hoping Cause you stole my heart now my chest is ripped open (Ohhh oh oh) (Ohhh oh oh oh oh) You’re the worst, you’re the worst But I can’t live without you you’re my universe I know you fuck with her but boy I knew you first (Knew you first!!) I never talk to god cause in the end I know I’d choose you first (I'LL ALWAYS CHOOSE YOU FIRST!!!) I tried to reach the sun where it’s the both of us But now I’m falling from the light just like I’m Icarus Just like I’m Icarus Just like I’m Icarus! (AAAAAAAHHHHH!!) (Oh oh oh ohhh) (Just like I'm Icarus!) (Oh oh oh oh ohhhh) (JUST LIKE I'M ICARUS!!!) (Oh oh oh ohhh) (Just like I'm Icarus!) (Oh oh oh oh ohhh ohhhhh) (JUST LIKE I'M ICARUSSS!!!!!) (Ohhhh oh oh ohhhh oh oh ohh) (Oh oh ohh oh oh ohh) (Ohhhh oh oh ohhhh oh oh ohh) (Oh oh ohh oh oh oh oh ohhh) (Just like I'm Icarus...)
[Verse] She walk with confidence, pride in her stride, Flat chest don’t define, her beauty worldwide. Streets whisperin’, "She a queen with no flaws," Holdin’ her head high, breakin’ all the laws. [Verse 2] In a world of curves, she a straight line, Sharp as a blade, cuttin’ through the vine. Flat as a runway but flyin’ high, Eyes on her hustle, touchin’ the sky. [Chorus] No stereotypes, she's breakin' the mold, Self-love shimmerin’, more precious than gold. Flat or not, her spirit won’t fold, Every step she takes, another story told. [Verse 3] Mirror reflectin’, she see her own worth, Beauty defined by more than girth. Confident queen, rockin’ her attire, Embodyin’ the fire, truth she inspire. [Bridge] She redefine what it means to be, Beyond surface, deeper than the sea. A queen with a message, breakin’ the spree, Flat chested but majestic, wild and free. [Verse 4] Embracin' her essence, all natural feel, Real as the streets, always keepin' it real. Liftin' others up, showin’ what’s true, Flat chests unite, from old to the new.