Booger down the drain

*(Verse 1)* I felt lonely today, what am I seeking? Who do I turn to, who hears me speaking? A pseudonym shields the truth I lay bare, Utter disclosure in words I declare. *(Pre-Chorus)* I can’t open up to those who don’t see, That I’m more than just a grade or poetry. My mind’s a maze, my heart’s a plea, For a moment of peace, for clarity. *(Chorus)* I don’t need love to sustain my soul, Deep self-care makes my human trinity whole. The soul, the spirit, the skin I wear, Boundaries and growth, I’m learning to care. I’m dancing with shadows, ego’s disguise, But I’m sipping on matcha, Camus in my eyes. *(Verse 2)* Audre Lorde’s anger burns through my veins, Carl Jung whispers of shadowed pains. My relationships mirror what’s broken inside, Healing’s a journey, not something to hide. *(Pre-Chorus)* I want to vibrate on frequencies high, Have faith in God, let my instincts guide. Respecting my boundaries while learning to grow, Through the fire of discomfort, the seeds start to show. *(Chorus)* I don’t need love to sustain my soul, Deep self-care makes my human trinity whole. The soul, the spirit, the skin I wear, Boundaries and growth, I’m learning to care. I’m dancing with shadows, ego’s disguise, But I’m sipping on matcha, Camus in my eyes. *(Bridge)* Clear communication, community’s light, Maslow’s needs in the dark of night. Balance the scales, be still and strong, Character grows where the pain belongs. *(Outro)* So here I stand, vibrating high, Faith in my gut, looking up at the sky. My human trinity, my battle within, Through love of myself, I’m destined to win.

This is a song about a Arabic rich boy named faris Faris is a boy, he’s big and proud, Loves who he loves, says it out loud. He likes the guys, and that’s just fine, Living his truth, he’s gonna shine. Oh, Faris, Faris, dancing free, Loving life, just how it should be. Big heart, big laughs, all the way, Faris is here, and he’s proudly gay.

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[Verse] I walk these streets with shadows near Life of crime no room for fear Money rolls in so do the lies Under neon lights truth dies [Verse 2] Sneakers screech quick getaway Behind steel bars real gangsters play Tattooed tales etched in skin Risk it all and sometimes win [Chorus] Load the dice we're born to lose Every choice we make they choose In concrete jungles hearts are steel Only break when wounds can't heal [Verse 3] Whispers echo in darkened halls Graffiti screams on cracked brick walls Midnight heist gone awry Undercover wires on the sly [Bridge] Secrets kept behind closed doors Every scar a badge of wars Lightning strike and thunder rolls Broken dreams and stolen goals [Verse 4] Late night sirens wail in tune Broken bottles 'neath the moon Fortune's found in alley grime Counting minutes not the time

She moves like a wave, soft and serene, Her touch feels like the water, pure and clean. She’s got that current pulling me in deep, A mermaid in my dreams, in my waking she keeps. Pre-Chorus She's the calm, she's the storm, every tide, I’m lost in the ocean of her eyes. Every glance, it hooks me like a line, No escaping this love, I’m caught every time. Chorus Oh, she's my ocean, she's my sea, Swimming in her love, she's where I wanna be. Like a school of fish, we move as one, Under the moonlight until the morning sun. Verse 2 Her laughter’s like the bubbles, floating high, A rhythm in the water, a lullaby. She’s got that shimmer, scales of gold, A beauty untold, a story so bold. Pre-Chorus She's the reef where I find my peace, In her waters, I feel complete. Every heartbeat is a splash of life, Her love’s my anchor, my guiding light. Chorus Oh, she's my ocean, she's my sea, Swimming in her love, she's where I wanna be. Like a school of fish, we move as one, Under the moonlight until the morning sun. Bridge And when the waves rise, I’ll hold her near, Through the storm, there’s nothing to fear. She’s my compass, my tide, my blue, I’ll sail forever, her love is my truth. Chorus Oh, she's my ocean, she's my sea, Swimming in her love, she's where I wanna be. Like a school of fish, we move as one, Under the moonlight until the morning sun. Outro Her love’s an endless ocean wide, I’ll swim forever by her side. In her depths, I’ve found my bliss, The perfect harmony of women and fish.

[Verse] When she walks through the door she lights up the whole room Her laughter's like sunshine banishing the gloom She’s got this magic something that I can't quite explain In her eyes I get lost like a summer rain [Verse 2] We dance in the kitchen to a song with no name Her smile is a spark that sets my heart aflame We look through old photos and the memories we make She’s my treasure in life my one lucky break [Chorus] When she smiles at me I feel young and free Every day’s a dream where it’s just her and me In her arms I’ve found where I belong With her by my side life’s a sweet song [Verse 3] We drive down the highway with the music up loud She’s humming along and I’m feeling so proud Every moment with her feels like pure poetry She’s the verse in my life always setting me free [Bridge] Late nights under stars her head on my chest In this crazy world she’s what I love best Her kiss is a promise of endless delight With her all my days turn into night [Chorus] When she smiles at me I feel young and free Every day’s a dream where it’s just her and me In her arms I’ve found where I belong With her by my side life’s a sweet song

[Verse] Tere sapnon mein jee raha hoon Hawa ke jhonkon se baatein karoon Hai sach ya jhoot is pal ko main Dil aur dimaag mein rahe tu hi bas [Verse 2] Jo jo socha wo sach hota hai Kalpana meri tu pyar se bhari Raaton mein hansi teri sunta hoon Khushbu teri leheron mein bahari [Chorus] Kalpani premika hai khayalon ki Sapne jaise tu meri raaton ki Imaandari se pyar tujhe karta hoon Tu hi tu hai mere geeton ki [Verse 3] Chandni raat mein saath tere hoon Aankhein bandh kar tujhe dekhta hoon Adhoori baatein hum puri karen Is duniya se door tujhe samjhoon [Verse 4] Dhoondta hoon tujhe har modh pe Par tu hai bas meri neend mein Jhooti duniya se sachai tu Meri aakho ka sapna tu [Chorus] Kalpani premika hai khayalon ki Sapne jaise tu meri raaton ki Imaandari se pyar tujhe karta hoon Tu hi tu hai mere geeton ki

[Verse] She steps into the spotlight bright With her high heels and diamonds right Glitters like the moon at midnight Swaying her hips left and tight [Verse 2] In her purse she's got party stuff Life on the edge she loves it rough Lines on mirrors might sound tough But in her world that's just enough [Chorus] Classy girl with a sparkly swirl She twirls around the club in pearls Money rains down watch them hurl She's a mystery unfurled [Verse 3] Dancing like a queen on high Every look is worth a try You can't catch her she's a fly Living life up in the sky [Bridge] Johnny played his guitar cool Watched her dance breaking rules In her game she’s no one's fool Laughter echoes in the pool [Chorus] Classy girl with a sparkly swirl She twirls around the club in pearls Money rains down watch them hurl She's a mystery unfurled

I'm wishing you were here tonight as I watched you walking by god, I feel like i'm dying when I saw Saturday night. Why do I love you at all? it feels like I cant move on Why can't I move on? what you did to my heart it's tearing colors apart my world is caving in it hurts to see it Saturday night, I'm taking every drug trying to block you out but I cant get you out of my head Why is it so hard for me to move on? Why do I still love you at all? It's breaking down my walls your breaking down my walls There's nothin' to see nothin' to hear nothin' to breathe I miss the way it was it hurts so much, I can't forget the way it was the way it was the way you were and these drugs don't help [long tone] Why was it so hard for me to move on? Why did I love you at all? I'm building up my walls I'm building up my walls I missed you every night now you're not in my sight oh for crying out loud it took this long to block you out oh what you did to my heart its tearing colors apart my mind is crashing in and I can't stop it now this obsession its drowning my lungs my drugs don't hurt but I still can't move on if I can't drink you down and I cant block you out what do I do now what do I do now that saturday night I had lost all hope colors are drifted apart and you tore my heart you tore my heart The way it was Never the same, never the same The way it was Could we be something again, something again? The way it was

Sevda hanım nasılsınız bu gün yine çok güzelsiniz her zamanki gibi çok tatlısınız acaba siz Sabah güneşimisiniz güzelliğinizi görmeyenin günü açılmaz siz çok şirin sözlü bir hanımsiniz iyiki varsın canım CANIM BENİM LALALALA SENİ SENİ ÇOK ÇOK SEVİYEM caney

I watch from the door, my chest feels tight, Seeing Mama so dazzling under the light. But then I see him—a stranger near, Whispering to her with a voice sincere. He hands her flowers, she smiles so kind, But my heart aches with a thought in mind. Is Mama happy? Does she even know, How much I’ll miss her if she has to go? Then I see the rooftop, Mama stands there, Her hand in his, caught in a stare. The way he looks at her, so full of love, It’s like the stars aligned in the sky above. I want to run, but I stop instead, Respect in my heart for the life she’s led. Goodbye, Mama, I whisper soft, Though my heart breaks, I’ll never scoff. (Breakdown) 🎶 Jump off the edge, land by her side, Mama grabs me, tears collide. “I’m proud of you, my little star,” Together forever, no matter how far. 🎶 (Final Chorus) 🎵 Mama’s shining bright like a superstar, But I’m right here, her little star. I see her hustle, I see her glow, Now it’s my turn, time to let it show. 🎵 (Outro) 🎶 Yeah, me and Mama, we’re a team for life, Through the glitter, the glam, and the urban strife. Two stars shining, lighting up the scene, Mama and Rose, the ultimate dream. 🎶

[Verse] Once my girl now just a friend Time can't break what won't bend Laughter flows we can't pretend Love's still here but with a blend [Verse 2] Picnics under skies of blue All those memories still in view Late night talks and midnight brew We share our past like old tattoo [Chorus] She was my love my guiding light Now we're friends it's still alright Forever close in darkest night Our bond is strong we'll hold it tight [Verse 3] Days of past are fading slow A different path we now both go Future's bright our friendship grows In the river life just flows [Bridge] We may not be what we once were But in my heart you'll always stir Laugh and dance through life's big blur Best of friends forever sure [Verse 4] Echoes of the love we had Make me smile don't make me sad We can be happy life’s not bad Walking forward hand in hand