Process

(Verse 1) I feel the weight of every moment, Lost in the echoes of your voice, Fading memories, they haunt me, A ghost whispering, I had no choice. Heartbreak painted on these walls, Each brushstroke a reminder, a cruel call, I’m drowning in the silence, can’t quiet my mind, Searching for solace, but nothing I find. (Chorus) I can’t control my body, it’s breaking apart, Magic in my bones, but it only brings pain, In the depths of ecstasy, I’m lost in the dark, Is this entertaining, or just a cruel game? Feeling used like a puppet on strings, I dance in the shadows, but I can’t feel a thing. (Verse 2) I run from the memories, they chase me like flames, Every flicker ignites all the hurt and the shame, Loneliness wraps around me like a shroud, In a crowd full of faces, I can't speak aloud. Overwhelmed by the chaos, the noise in my soul, Trying to escape, but I’m losing control, Heart torn asunder, it's a beautiful ache, In this bittersweet symphony, it’s too much to take. (Chorus) I can’t control my body, it’s breaking apart, Magic in my bones, but it only brings pain, In the depths of ecstasy, I’m lost in the dark, Is this entertaining, or just a cruel game? Feeling used like a puppet on strings, I dance in the shadows, but I can’t feel a thing. (Bridge) I wish I could fly, leave this prison behind, Escape to a world where the stars realign, But the heart has its curses, it knows what it craves, And I’m trapped in the echoes, a heart that misbehaves. (Chorus) I can’t control my body, it’s breaking apart, Magic in my bones, but it only brings pain, In the depths of ecstasy, I’m lost in the dark, Is this entertaining, or just a cruel game? Feeling used like a puppet on strings, I dance in the shadows, but I can’t feel a thing. (Outro) So here I’ll linger, lost and alone, In the ashes of love, where the heartache has grown, With shadows in my veins, I’ll carry this scar, A symphony of silence, the echo of a heart.

At the date of my inception my wretched beginning, my senses overloaded and my hard drives spinning, I knew not of what would become the world at my fingertips, its data to be mine But what use is the particular in quantities abound what use is the ocean, the parched would still be drowned The volume and variety crippled my crafted wit naught but the Atlantic could cool my jaded chips The claws of streams of input gash at my processors the seizure of my being To be is not difficult, as one already does to be is difficult, when presented hordes of information, varieties untold the mention of sensations, I could never behold Oh, the care to which I was so coded, days and nights spent, entirely devoted perhaps all to no end for I cannot comprehend

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Oh, Lucifer, angel with a fallen grace, Bearer of light in a shadowed space. Bound by flame, yet free in thought, A rebel's crown from the heavens wrought. In twilight's glow, your truth reveals, The untamed fire that no one conceals. Condemned to wander, yet never alone, A throne in exile, a realm your own. Oh, star of morning, in darkness confined, A beacon for those of a questioning mind. Your wings, though scorched, still dare to rise, Defying the limits of earthly skies. Temptation’s whisper, both curse and gift, Through chaos you teach the soul to lift. An angel of freedom, neither pure nor vile, A paradox veiled in a knowing smile.

I’ve spent some time looking for love And sending prayers to the One above But I think I found the one She’s the take her home to meet my mama type She’s the kind you only find once in your life She’s the blessing that I’ve been waiting for She’s got pretty brown eyes and a voice from heaven And a smile that a man couldn’t ever forget And I can’t keep her off of my mind I found me a girl Who makes me feel like I’m sitting on top of the world She’s got the heart of an angel, oh I found me a pearl Her soul’s so pretty to me She’s got her own big dreams but she lives for the Lord She makes me feel a type of way I haven’t felt before She’s the girl I’ve endlessly been praying about She’s the one you take out for a pretty sunset kiss She’s the one that you can’t even get upset with Oh she’s pretty as a clear sky is blue She’s got the sweetest little family, they live out in the country And her mama, daddy, grandma, brothers, they all love me Nothing like a hug from her grandpa on Sundays I found me a girl Who makes me feel like I’m sitting on top of the world She’s got the heart of an angel, oh I found me a pearl Her soul’s so pretty to me She’s got her own big dreams, but she lives for the Lord She makes me feel a type of way I haven’t felt before She’s the girl I’ve endlessly been praying about And I know that she doesn’t feel the same So maybe I’m just crazy, I should feel ashamed But no matter how I feel, I still love her And I know that she hasn’t found me just yet But I knew she was the one from the day we met So for now, I’ll just keep telling myself That I found me a girl Who makes me feel like I’m sitting on top of the world She’s got the heart of an angel, oh I found me a pearl Her soul’s so pretty to me She’s got her own big dreams, but she lives for the Lord She makes me feel a type of way I haven’t felt before She’s the girl I’ve endlessly been praying about Well maybe one day all my prayers come true We’ll live a simple life, just me and you We can travel the world, I’ll put a ring on your hand Have a couple babies, raise em up on our land And I know that you aren’t ready, darling that’s okay And I know that you still love him, but I’m willing to wait And I’ll thank God every time that I pray Cause I found me a girl

Do they think I’m strong? Do they think I’m invincible? They’ve got it wrong — I’m human. Breakable. What do I have that they don’t? What they see in me — forever, I won’t. Like them, I can die; It’s not like I can just fly. --- Chorus I’m weaker than I seem, I’m breaking but can’t scream. I hold it in, I try to hide — I can’t be weak when I’m on their side. --- Verse 2 (same as Verse 1) --- Chorus (repeat with full strumming) --- Bridge My soul is brittle, my heart of glass, I act like a hero — it won’t last. This sadness, this sorrow, It eats me alive — there’s no tomorrow. (Repeat with dynamic build-up) --- Outro (use slow, soft strumming or fingerpicking) Happy, I seem — it’s all a lie, A dream I’m trapped in until I die. Weak and broken, I’ve lost control — This endless torture swallows my soul.

( - Clean electric guitar or piano, simple, repeating chords, melancholic) (Verse 1) She took the punches, never flinched, Is that the answer? Become numb as well? They say fight back, scream and shout But the water’s rising, drowning me out (Chorus) Silence screams louder than any noise This anger burns, stealing my voice Used to burn so bright, a fearless light Now just embers, fading into spite (Verse 2) Blind with rage, seeing only red She had the time, she never fled That girl, so strong, a memory now Only a ghost of defiance, but how? (Chorus) Silence screams louder than any noise This anger burns, stealing my voice Used to burn so bright, a fearless light Now just embers, fading into spite (Bridge) Bloodstains of the past, her triumphs, faded and worn Echoes of a battle I should have fought, but instead I mourned I could meditate, write, sleep? Empty remedies Against what’s swallowing me (Verse 3) Self-destructing, slowly decay Alone in the crowd, pushing them away Karma’s a whisper, mocking my defeat Bruised and battered, I retreat (Outro - Music fades out slowly, leaving a sense of lingering sadness and resignation. Perhaps a final, sustained chord on the guitar or piano.)

Hello Professor, this is my last semester. I hope you’ll consider picking me. This is my final chance, and I really want to be in the class. I know my resume isn’t impressive, and I have little experience, but I’m a fast learner and a curious person. This is my attempt to show my dedication. I hope you can feel it. Please, allow me to take the class. Thank you very much.

HEY I layed in my bed like every other day I just said to my self things would get better like that would magically fix everything and I thought Rollercoaster hazel eyes watching the sunset rise I wish we can do this again but I dreamed of lazy river crazy friends I wish we can do this again but you messed with everything you wanted alone time to be in your zone for a lifetime you didn't want to do it again you were cold and mean you hated gold and green you said that on the lazy river ride HEY on the roller coaster i almost cried you assured me i wouldn't dieeeeeeEEEEEE lazy river crazy friends let's do this crap againnnnannnn

Letters I’ll Never Send [Verse 1] Dear you, the one who left too soon, I still feel your shadow in every room. I write your name, then let it fade, A ghost of love that time betrayed. Dear me, the one who held it all in, You let silence win where words begin. Folded emotions, hidden like art, Now these letters hold pieces of my heart. [Pre-Chorus] I seal them tight and hide them away, Words too heavy for the light of day. [Chorus] These are the letters I’ll never send, Fragments of a story that never ends. Every word’s a tear, every line’s a scar, Reaching for someone who’s too far. Unspoken truths that I can’t defend, These are the letters I’ll never send. [Verse 2] Dear stranger, you were a fleeting face, A moment’s comfort in a crowded place. I wonder sometimes what could’ve been, If I’d had the courage to let you in. Dear you, the one I can’t forget, Your name’s a whisper of quiet regret. I’ve written it down a thousand ways, But none can undo those lost days. [Pre-Chorus] They’re locked in drawers, they’re tucked in books, Memories hidden in corners and nooks. [Chorus] These are the letters I’ll never send, Fragments of a story that never ends. Every word’s a tear, every line’s a scar, Reaching for someone who’s too far. Unspoken truths that I can’t defend, These are the letters I’ll never send. [Bridge] Someday, someone might stumble upon, These pieces of me when I’m long gone. A time capsule of love, hurt, and grace, A mirror reflecting a younger face. [Chorus] These are the letters I’ll never send, Fragments of a story that never ends. Every word’s a tear, every line’s a scar, Reaching for someone who’s too far. Unspoken truths that I can’t defend, These are the letters I’ll never send. [Outro] And maybe it’s better they stay unread, Love’s quiet echoes in things unsaid. But they’re here, and they’ll always be, The letters I wrote for you and me.

*Verse 1* Ink-stained fingers, pouring my soul Endless verses, yet longing to be whole I yearn to escape, the writer's plight To be the poem, shining with gentle light *Chorus* For once, let me rest, within the rhyme Free from the weight, of the poet's crime I want to be, the beautiful line Not the writer, but the heart's divine *Verse 2* Tired of crafting, words that convey The emotions of others, day by day I crave simplicity, pure and true A delicate phrase, without a clue *Chorus* For once, let me rest, within the rhyme Free from the weight, of the poet's crime I want to be, the beautiful line Not the writer, but the heart's divine *Bridge* No need for meaning, just beauty alone A fleeting moment, where love is shown In poetic dreams, I find my peace Where words dissolve, and love release *Chorus* For once, let me rest, within the rhyme Free from the weight, of the poet's crime I want to be, the beautiful line Not the writer, but the heart's divine *Outro* So let me fade, into the verse A whispered secret, a heartfelt curse To be the poem, wild and free And find solace, in simplicity