You’ve made

[chorus] [female] You twist the knife But I take the fall Somehow I’m always the one to lose it all You fucked my life You took my pride But still I stay Do you even see the monster you’ve made? [rap] [male] Every time you kiss me, your presence holds me firm But every time I miss you, I know my feelings aren’t returned You pull me from the ashes just to sit and watch me burn Cause every scar’s a lesson that you know I’ll never learn Your love is a ghost, haunting everything I do I’m always reaching out, but you’re just slipping through, My fingers like I’m reaching for sand in a tide, Grasping for the pieces, but never to find. I know you’ll always leave me and I’m just wasting my time, So I just take another sip and fill the page with these rhymes You’re fading like the shadows, you’re slipping away, boy, But I keep chasing ghosts, I guess that’s what I was made for [chorus] [female] You twist the knife But I take the fall Somehow I’m always the one to lose it all You fucked my life You took my pride But still I stay Do you even see the monster you’ve made? You’ve made [rap] [male] Remember back in high school you would always hold my hand? But your love was a trap, it pulled me in like quicksand You said you’d always love me and you’d always be my fan But I was only just a stranger, never part of your plan You built me up so high, just to watch me crash land Left me searching for the pieces of the person that I am Now I’m stranded in the wasteland where you used to stand Never free, still a puppet to your every command [bridge] [female] And honestly, it’s bad for me, this poison I adore Cause even though you’re killing me, I’ll keep coming back for more [buildup] [female] Ooooh Ooooohhhh [chorus] [female] You twist the knife But I take the fall Somehow I’m always the one to lose it all You fucked my life You took my pride But still I stay Do you even see the monster you’ve made? The monster you’ve made [chorus] [female and male] You twist the knife (YOU TWIST THE KNIFE!!) But I take the fall (I always take the fall) Somehow I’m always the one to lose it all (LOSE IT ALL!!!) You fucked my life (You fucked my liiiiife) You took my pride (You took my pride) But still I stay (STAAAAAAYYY!!!!) Do you even see the monster you’ve made? The monster you’ve made (You’ve maaaade!!) (You made)

[chorus] [female] You twist the knife But I take the fall Somehow I’m always the one to lose it all You fucked my life You took my pride But still I stay Do you even see the monster you’ve made? [rap] [male] Every time you kiss me, your presence holds me firm But every time I miss you, I know my feelings aren’t returned You pull me from the ashes just to sit and watch me burn Cause every scar’s a lesson that you know I’ll never learn Your love is a ghost, haunting everything I do I’m always reaching out, but you’re just slipping through, My fingers like I’m reaching for sand in a tide, Grasping for the pieces, but never to find. I know you’ll always leave me and I’m just wasting my time, So I just take another sip and fill the page with these rhymes You’re fading like the shadows, you’re slipping away, boy, But I keep chasing ghosts, I guess that’s what I was made for [chorus] [female] You twist the knife But I take the fall Somehow I’m always the one to lose it all You fucked my life You took my pride But still I stay Do you even see the monster you’ve made? You’ve made [rap] [male] Remember back in high school you would always hold my hand? But your love was a trap, it pulled me in like quicksand You said you’d always love me and you’d always be my fan But I was only just a stranger, never part of your plan You built me up so high, just to watch me crash land Left me searching for the pieces of the person that I am Now I’m stranded in the wasteland where you used to stand Never free, still a puppet to your every command [bridge] [female] And honestly, it’s bad for me, this poison I adore Cause even though you’re killing me, I’ll keep coming back for more [buildup] [female] Ooooh Ooooohhhh [chorus] [female] You twist the knife But I take the fall Somehow I’m always the one to lose it all You fucked my life You took my pride But still I stay Do you even see the monster you’ve made? The monster you’ve made [chorus] [female and male] You twist the knife (YOU TWIST THE KNIFE!!) But I take the fall (I always take the fall) Somehow I’m always the one to lose it all (LOSE IT ALL!!!) You fucked my life (You fucked my liiiiife) You took my pride (You took my pride) But still I stay (STAAAAAAYYY!!!!) Do you even see the monster you’ve made? The monster you’ve made (You’ve maaaade!!) (You made)

[chorus] [female] You twist the knife But I take the fall Somehow I’m always the one to lose it all You fucked my life You took my pride But still I stay Do you even see the monster you’ve made? [rap] [male] Every time you kiss me, your presence holds me firm But every time I miss you, I know my feelings aren’t returned You pull me from the ashes just to sit and watch me burn Cause every scar’s a lesson that you know I’ll never learn Your love is a ghost, haunting everything I do I’m always reaching out, but you’re just slipping through, My fingers like I’m reaching for sand in a tide, Grasping for the pieces, but never to find. I know you’ll always leave me and I’m just wasting my time, So I just take another sip and fill the page with these rhymes You’re fading like the shadows, you’re slipping away, boy, But I keep chasing ghosts, I guess that’s what I was made for [chorus] [female] You twist the knife But I take the fall Somehow I’m always the one to lose it all You fucked my life You took my pride But still I stay Do you even see the monster you’ve made? You’ve made [bridge] [female] Ooooh Ooooohhhh [rap] [male] Remember back in high school you would always hold my hand? But your love was a trap, it pulled me in like quicksand You said you’d always love me and you’d always be my fan But I was always just a stranger, never part of your plan You built me up so high, just to watch me crash land Left me searching for the pieces of the person that I am Now I’m stranded in the wasteland where you used to stand Never free, still a puppet to your every command [buildup] [male] And honestly, it’s bad for me, this poison I adore Even though you’re killing me, I’ll keep coming back for more [chorus] [female] You twist the knife But I take the fall Somehow I’m always the one to lose it all You fucked my life You took my pride But still I stay Do you even see the monster you’ve made? The monster you’ve made You twist the knife (YOU TWIST THE KNIFE!!) But I take the fall (I always take the fall) Somehow I’m always the one to lose it all (LOSE IT ALL!!!) You fucked my life (You fucked my liiiiife) You took my pride (You took my pride) But still I stay (STAAAAAAYYY!!!!) Do you even see the monster you’ve made? The monster you’ve made (You’ve maaaade!!) (You made)

[chorus] You twist the knife But I take the fall Somehow I’m always the one to lose it all You fucked my life You took my pride But still I stay Do you even see the monster you’ve made? [rap] Every time you kiss me, your presence holds me firm But every time I miss you, I know my feelings aren’t returned You pull me from the ashes just to sit and watch me burn Cause every scar’s a lesson that you know I’ll never learn Your love is a ghost, haunting everything I do I’m always reaching out, but you’re just slipping through, My fingers like I’m reaching for sand in a tide, Grasping for the pieces, but never to find. I know you’ll always leave me and I’m just wasting my time, So I just take another sip and fill the page with these rhymes You’re fading like the shadows, you’re slipping away, boy, But I keep chasing ghosts, I guess that’s what I was made for [chorus] You twist the knife But I take the fall Somehow I’m always the one to lose it all You fucked my life You took my pride But still I stay Do you even see the monster you’ve made? You’ve made [bridge] Ooooh Ooooohhhh [rap] Remember back in high school you would always hold my hand? But your love was a trap, it pulled me in like quicksand You said you’d always love me you would always be my fan But I was always just a stranger, I was never part of your plan You built me up so high, just to watch me crash land Left me searching for the pieces of the person that I am Now I’m stranded in the wasteland where you used to stand Never free, still a puppet to your every command [buildup] And honestly, it’s bad for me, this poison I adore Even though you’re killing me, I’ll keep coming back for more [chorus] You twist the knife But I take the fall Somehow I’m always the one to lose it all You fucked my life You took my pride But still I stay Do you even see the monster you’ve made? The monster you’ve made You twist the knife (YOU TWIST THE KNIFE!!) But I take the fall (I always take the fall) Somehow I’m always the one to lose it all (LOSE IT ALL!!!) You fucked my life (You fucked my liiiiife) You took my pride (You took my pride) But still I stay Do you even see the monster you’ve made? The monster you’ve made (You’ve maaaade!!) (You made)

[chorus] You twist the knife But I take the fall Somehow I’m always the one to lose it all You fucked my life You took my pride But still I stay Do you even see the monster you’ve made? You’ve Made [rap] Every time you kiss me, your presence holds me firm But every time I miss you, I know my feelings aren’t returned You pull me from the ashes just to sit and watch me burn Cause every scar’s a lesson that you know I’ll never learn Your love is a ghost, haunting everything I do I’m always reaching out, but you’re just slipping through, My fingers like I’m reaching for sand in a tide, Grasping for the pieces, but never to find. I know you’ll always leave and I’m just wasting my time, So I just take another sip and fill the page with these rhymes You’re fading like the shadows, you’re slipping away, boy, But I keep chasing ghosts, I guess that’s what I was made for [chorus] You twist the knife But I take the fall Somehow I’m always the one to lose it all You fucked my life You took my pride But still I stay Do you even see the monster you’ve made? You’ve Made [bridge] Ooooh Ooooohhhh [buildup] And honestly, it’s bad for me, this poison I adore Even though you’re killing me, I’ll keep coming back for more [chorus] You twist the knife But I take the fall Somehow I’m always the one to lose it all You fucked my life You took my pride But still I stay Do you even see the monster you’ve made? The monster you’ve made

[chorus] You twist the knife But I take the fall Somehow I’m always the one to lose it all You fucked my life You took my pride But still I stay Do you even see the monster you’ve made? You’ve Made [rap] Every time you kiss me, your presence holds me firm But every time I miss you, I know my feelings aren’t returned You pull me from the ashes just to sit and watch me burn Cause every scar’s a lesson that you know I’ll never learn Your love is a ghost, haunting everything I do I’m always reaching out, but you’re just slipping through, My fingers like I’m reaching for sand in a tide, Grasping for the pieces, but never to find. I know you’ll always leave and I’m just wasting my time, So I just take another sip and fill the page with these rhymes You’re fading like the shadows, you’re slipping away, boy, But I keep chasing ghosts, I guess that’s what I was made for [chorus] You twist the knife But I take the fall Somehow I’m always the one to lose it all You fucked my life You took my pride But still I stay Do you even see the monster you’ve made? You’ve Made [bridge] Ooooh Ooooohhhh [buildup] And honestly, it’s bad for me, this poison I adore Even though you’re killing me, I’ll keep coming back for more [chorus] You twist the knife But I take the fall Somehow I’m always the one to lose it all You fucked my life You took my pride But still I stay Do you even see the monster you’ve made? The monster you’ve made

[intro] [guitar] {verse 1] Ra mboula missy, tsiiky Azounaou assédra ny roundjoun’ny ankassou Nahôna indrindra, iky Nou dé laniina fôna, ny voungan-dranoumassou [verse 2] Ra mboula missy kaalou Azounaou hiraiina anàty, fahavaaratra Nahôna nou himalou Mahiita voudilaniitra, moussaréna taaratra [chorus] Ra mboula missy ihanii Kintaana mamiiratra, azouunao bandjiinina Nahôna nou toumany, nou andaniinaou Ny aliin’ny ririinina [bridge] [guitar] [outro] Ra mboula missy kalou, Azounaou hiraiina, anaty fahavaaraatra Nahôna nou hiimalou, Mahiita voudilaniitra, moussaréna taraatra.

Hawa sanga udna man thiyo Tara pakheta vhane sadhai bijhairayo yo maya ho ki Mero dosh? Timro aakha ma bhardin badal chahiraous timro oth ma bhardin mamta chairaous

What do I do when I just can’t is something I’ve said in many rants. I try to have fun but in the middle my moment, I find that it’s only a bum. Is there nothing under the sky in the midst of the sun that would bring me joy so that I might have fun? I don’t know When I get high, I’m stuck in my mind. There’s nothing enjoyable that I can find. When I get drunk my stomach’s in a funk, I want to see three but can’t let those drinks free in me for my stomachs too weak to feel the Alki peak FS just ain’t the same when I’m by myself It feels so lame I’m not n the game just empty and lacking. It just ain’t the same. I try to have some fun in the way of today I’ll go and have a blast, but why is it all so gray I don’t think I’m depressed. I do love my life. I don’t think I’m oppressed, but there’s no hype. I’m surrounded by people that just aren’t my type I get surrounded by girls that just make me wanna hurl can’t you see? I’m just friendly but when I find someone I want for me, I let them go bso disappointingly. Why why why when I try to have fun does it seem so lackluster and I just want to be done thinking I could be elsewhere or even over there but I’m stuck here. But it’s not even them. This is just how I feel. It’s even rare for me to crave a meal , why am I so unsatisfied with what I’m doing in the now it’s not that I haven’t tried. I go out and do but with who do I want to do this with? I don’t seem to know, where is my crowd? I can’t find my people something’s under a shroud. Or maybe it’s me I blame myself expectedly Why can’t I vibe? Why are you too much? Why do I always feel when I’m with you? I could be somewhere else and find something to do. There are fun moments but usually just a few. I don’t think you understand I’m like a bucket that’s never been filled, but I’m knocked over so then my nothings spilled and i won’t be fulfilled. I don’t know what to do with my time. I try to fulfill it but lack reason or rhyme. I don’t want to be here, I don’t wanna be there. There’s a place in between that. I’m not aware. these people that don’t make me happy, I already found them, but I’ve just been condemned to not be fully satisfied and now I’m here again for the ride.

[Verse] [Emotional] My tears have become a sea, A waterfall that flows endlessly, Echoes of whispers in the night, What is hope when dreams take flight? [Chorus] [Reflective] In the depths where shadows roam, Salted waves call me home, Is there solace in this storm? Or just fragments of what was warm? [Bridge] [Introspective] Sailing on this tide of sorrow, Do we find a brighter tomorrow, Or drown in the depths of despair, Forever lost in dreams laid bare?

[Verse] [Emotional] My tears have become a sea, A waterfall that flows endlessly, Echoes of whispers in the night, What is hope when dreams take flight? [Chorus] [Reflective] In the depths where shadows roam, Salted waves call me home, Is there solace in this storm? Or just fragments of what was warm? [Bridge] [Introspective] Sailing on this tide of sorrow, Do we find a brighter tomorrow, Or drown in the depths of despair, Forever lost in dreams laid bare?