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Title: “संघर्ष.exe” रात भर कोडिंग, नींद तो गई, ड्रीम जॉब की फाइल अब भी पड़ी है भाई। हर कोड में एरर, हर इंटरव्यू में डर, पर हार कहाँ मानी, यही तो मेरी ज़र! सिस्टम डिज़ाइन, DSA का गेम, लीटकोड पर चढ़ा, फिर भी सबसे लेट। मुकाबला तगड़ा, दिल कहे भाग, पर सोल्यूशन तो निकलेगा, चाहे लगे आग! संघर्ष का कोड, लाइफ की बग, रिजेक्शन की मेल, लगती ठग। कम्पाइल करूँ सपने, रन हो जाए, एक दिन मेरी जॉब भी मिल जाए! कंप्यूटर ऑन, मेरे पास है प्लान, डाटा स्ट्रक्चर सीखा, पर मन परेशान। कहते हैं, “आपने अच्छा किया,” फिर रिजेक्ट कर देते, जैसे मैं फालतू चीज़िया। रेफरल लिया, लेकिन रिजल्ट पेंडिंग, कॉल ना आए, सब है ब्लेंडिंग। स्ट्रेस बढ़ा, चाय बनी ठंडी, जॉब की रेस में सांसें हैं मंदी। लीटकोड की जिम में करूँ डेडलिफ्ट, सोल्यूशन निकालूँ, फिर भी ना शिफ्ट। ऑफिस पॉलिटिक्स, क्या-क्या सहूँ, इंक्रीमेंट का सपना देखूँ, पर कहूँ—“रुको, जरा संभलू!” कोडिंग मेरी जान है, बग्स से सामना है। फाइल्स जो खुलेंगी, सपने वो लिखेंगी। बीच में ना हार है, बस फ्यूचर तैयार है। डिलीट करूँ डर को, अब बस प्यार है! संघर्ष का कोड, लाइफ की बग, रिजेक्शन की मेल, लगती ठग। कम्पाइल करूँ सपने, रन हो जाए, एक दिन मेरी जॉब भी मिल जाए! “Selected नहीं किया, पर तुम हो ग्रेट,” भाई, ये सुनके आ गई हंसी फेक। ऑफिस हो या इंटरव्यू की बात, मैं तो मेहनत करूंगा दिन-रात। अपनी स्क्रिप्ट मैं खुद लिखूँगा, कम्पनी क्यूँ ना हो, सब हिला दूंगा। फ्यूचर मेरा चलेगा ऑन ट्रैक, संघर्ष.exe—बस करो रन बैक! (Drop the beat!)

सुबह के नौ बजे, कुर्सी पर बैठता हूं, चाय के साथ नए Email पढ़ता हूं। "Deadline आज है," Boss की पुकार है, हर दिन लगता जैसे जंग का वार है।

Rushing to the loo, Had something spicy, too, No paper to be found, What am I gonna do? Forget the wipe, my friend, The trend is on the mend, Embrace the way of nature, And let the crust descend! Let it crust, let it crust, No more wiping here! Freedom from the paper trail, Let’s all give a cheer! Let it crust, let it crust, Nature knows the way, Bid farewell to restroom rolls, And save a tree today!

जो कहानी छपी है कहीं। हर लफ्ज़ तेरा, हर एहसास मेरा, दिल की किताबों में तेरा नाम गहरा।

Ke utlwa dinotlolo mo sethubeng, Ingoma e sa utlwang ke mang? Dinala di a roroma fa di ama, Imfihlo e e sa kake ya bonwa. Meriti e a bina mo ngweding, Yonke nota ke botlhoko. Melodi ya mantswe a aparetse, E bua lebitso la gago. (Chorus) Letsa piano e sa tsejweng, A re dipako di utlwagale. Re latlhegile mo modumong, Molefe o utlwisa monate. Letsa piano e sa tsejweng, Izinkanyezi mazi khale. Nota nngwe le nngwe ke seipato, Molelo mongwe ke toro e suleng. (Verse 2) Dikgakgamatso tse tshweu di a lela, Di bua tsa maaka tse di sa utlweng. Lorato lo latlhegileng mo maitseweng, Lo tshamekilwe ke pelo e le nosi. Le fa go ntse jalo, ke sala ke latelela, Ingoma e sa nneng le bofelo. Ngoba ke solofela go bona karabo, Mo mminong re paletsweng go o o alafa. (Chorus) Letsa piano e sa tsejweng, A re dipako di utlwagale. Re latlhegile mo modumong, Molefe o utlwisa monate. Letsa piano e sa tsejweng, Izinkanyezi mazi khale. Nota nngwe le nngwe ke seipato, Molelo mongwe ke toro e suleng. (Bridge) Na le wena oa e utlwa? Go tlhologelo e e opelang? Moya wa moratuwa, Obanjele mo mekgatlong? Sehubeng sa ba ba robegileng, Sehubeng sa ba ba tlogetsweng. Piano e sa tsejweng, E botlhoko jwa rona botlhe. (Outro) E letse bonya, e letse bonolo, A diphiri di a tlhaga. Piano e sa tsejweng e itse, Tsohle tse re neng re palelwa ke go di bolelela.

Cricket hi sab kuch abhi

My life's a mess, I'm in distress But I am fearless And not ruthless I don't make an impression That's becuz I have depression I am not free I wanna flee I can't breathe I can't leave What do I do? They're always mean I wanna be me Oh I can't be (Oh yeah, skill issue) Mistakes What a waste My life's a mess I'm in distress But I am fearless And not ruthless I don't make an impression That's becuz I have depression It's not a game And I'm not lame And I can't be blamed I don't want fame (All I wanna do is scream) Mistakes What a waste My life's a mess I'm in distress But I am fearless And not ruthless I don't make an impression That's because I have depression It's not drama It's just trauma What a bummer I wish I knew sooner It's all triggers All the bigger.. (You don't need to know that) Mistakes What a waste I'm in distress But I am fearless And not ruthless I don't make an impression That's becuz I have depression Mhm, mhm, mhm Yeah, yeah, yeah Uh, uh, uh Oh, oh oh, Huh, huh, huh

You said you’d call, but I didn’t wait, I’ve learned by now not to hesitate. Thought I’d miss the way you say my name, but it doesn’t hit the same. I heard you’re out there with someone new, guess I’m supposed to care, but what’s the use? I let it hurt, I let it fade, you’re just another yesterday. And I don’t mean to sound so bitter, but every time, I’d fall, you’d wither. You kept me guessing, now I see clearer—this was always gonna end. I guess I knew, but I didn’t wanna see it, you were never really in it, no, you couldn’t quite believe it. I was standing there, open wide, but you just couldn’t meet me halfway this time. Yeah, I guess I knew, deep down, I always knew—but I stayed, stayed, stayed for you. It’s funny now, looking back at us, the way I bent to earn your trust. Every smile was just a wall, every kiss, another fall. I heard your friends say I was too much, but, baby, you were never enough. You wanted space, I gave you time, but all you wanted was a goodbye. And I don’t mean to sound so broken, but all those words we left unspoken—they’re louder now than when we said them. Guess we were never gonna win. I guess I knew, but I didn’t wanna see it, you were never really in it, no, you couldn’t quite believe it. I was standing there, open wide, but you just couldn’t meet me halfway this time. Yeah, I guess I knew, deep down, I always knew—but I stayed, stayed, stayed for you. It’s not your fault, and it’s not mine, we just ran out of borrowed time. I wanted more, you needed less, and now I’m cleaning up the mess. I guess I knew, but I didn’t wanna see it, you were never really in it, no, you couldn’t quite believe it. I was standing there, open wide, but you just couldn’t meet me halfway this time. Yeah, I guess I knew, deep down, I always knew—but I stayed, stayed, stayed for you. I stayed, stayed, stayed for you, but now I’m walking away. Guess I knew, yeah, I always knew, you were never meant to stay.

Wreck the halls with mayhem, Cricket, Fa-la-la-la-la, la-la-la-la! Big City’s wild when you’re in it, Fa-la-la-la-la, la-la-la-la! Grab your plans and cause commotion, Fa-la-la, la-la-la, la-la-la! Holiday chaos in full motion, Fa-la-la-la-la, la-la-la-la! Grandma’s scheming something clever, Fa-la-la-la-la, la-la-la-la! Tilly’s art is weirder than ever, Fa-la-la-la-la, la-la-la-la! Bill just wants the farm to settle, Fa-la-la, la-la-la, la-la-la! While Cricket’s smashing every kettle, Fa-la-la-la-la, la-la-la-la! Decorations flying everywhere, Fa-la-la-la-la, la-la-la-la! Is the tree stuck in the air? Fa-la-la-la-la, la-la-la-la! Remy’s trying to keep things steady, Fa-la-la, la-la-la, la-la-la! But Cricket’s antics are always ready, Fa-la-la-la-la, la-la-la-la! Laugh and sing through holiday madness, Fa-la-la-la-la, la-la-la-la! Turn the chaos into gladness, Fa-la-la-la-la, la-la-la-la! Celebrate with Big City friends, Fa-la-la, la-la-la, la-la-la! Cricket’s joy just never ends! Fa-la-la-la-la, la-la-la-la!

(Verse 1) In a cozy little room, on a cold winter's night, I find my peace and joy, beneath the soft glow of light. With the snowflakes falling down, outside so serene, I unwrap my secret gift, if you know what I mean. (Chorus) Oh, jingle bells, it’s my time to play, A little self-love on this Christmas Day. With a twinkle in my eye and a smile on my face, I’m celebrating joy in my own little space. (Verse 2) Stockings hung with care, but there’s one for me, Filled with naughty wishes, oh, the joy to be free. Tinsel and cheer all around, the spirit in the air, But my favorite holiday tradition is a moment to spare. (Chorus) Oh, jingle bells, it’s my time to play, A little self-love on this Christmas Day. With a twinkle in my eye and a smile on my face, I’m celebrating joy in my own little space. (Bridge) When the carolers sing and the bells start to ring, I’m lost in the magic that this moment can bring. No need for a sleigh ride, or a trip to the mall, Just a cozy warm blanket, and I’m having a ball. (Verse 3) So raise up your glass, let’s toast to the night, To all kinds of pleasures that bring us delight. In the spirit of giving, don’t forget about you, This holiday season, it’s the best thing to do. (Chorus) Oh, jingle bells, it’s my time to play, A little self-love on this Christmas Day. With a twinkle in my eye and a smile on my face, I’m celebrating joy in my own little space. (Outro) So let’s keep the cheer, let’s spread the good vibes, A Merry Christmas to all, as happiness thrives. With laughter and warmth, let the festivities start, Remember the joy, that comes from the heart!

तारा यार ने लिखवाया द कॉलेज मैं नाम. पहले ब्र मैं हे दिख गी व्हा हाय राम. चला तो कातिए द मोरने के ढाल। दिल उसना धक कर मारा गया हर। एक हे द मारे मन की इच्छा यो मिल जावा बेक तारि मर्जी राम। उसका बारा मैं सोच-सोच कर मेरे निकल जाती थी दिन या रात। पायर क्रु तारा से कितना हां भे तो बटा नहीं। कि कर दे रिजेक्ट या सोच कर दिल का हाल सुना नहीं सकता। तू भी समझे मारा इसरो को मैडम