December Shadows

Verse 1 Picked my scabs just to feel something I could control, Took the mirror off the wall—couldn’t handle the loophole. I stitched my name into stories that weren’t even mine, Cuz who am I if I’m not the punchline every time? Pre-Chorus Do you hear it too? That constant hum of blame, A whisper I can’t drown, calling me by name. Chorus I break my own heart, just to keep it beating, Rewrite my scars into verses worth repeating. The pieces of me, scattered like constellations, But the lines don’t connect—just loose foundations. I try to outrun the ghosts in my veins, But their laughter echoes louder than the pain. If healing’s a game, I’ve been set up to lose, Guess that’s why I always rue. Verse 2 Put my fears in a jar and called it “decor,” But they seeped through the glass, spread across the floor. Every smile I wear feels a little too tight, Like I’m shrinking in a costume under fluorescent light. Pre-Chorus Do you see it too? The cracks they don’t disguise, A house built of silence, with fire in its eyes. Chorus I break my own heart, just to keep it beating, Rewrite my scars into verses worth repeating. The pieces of me, scattered like constellations, But the lines don’t connect—just loose foundations. I try to outrun the ghosts in my veins, But their laughter echoes louder than the pain. If healing’s a game, I’ve been set up to lose, Guess that’s why I always rue. Bridge I tried on new names like secondhand clothes, But none of them fit, just shadows I’ve outgrown. If I’m a work in progress, where’s the end? Or am I destined to revise what I can’t comprehend? Outro So here I stand, a mosaic of mistakes, Every piece fragile, every edge still aches. And in the quiet, where the truth cuts through, It’s no wonder why I always rue.

[Verse] Woke up with the sun in my eyes No worries ain't got no disguise Just me and my jeans feelin' light Gonna ride this vibe to new heights [Verse 2] Coffee in my hand but no rush Smiling to myself ain't it lush I see the world lookin' so bright Gonna let my heart take flight [Chorus] I'm just chilling in life No hustle no strife Breathing easy every night Living free feeling right [Bridge] Laughing with the wind at my back Colors in the sky won't lack Dancing in the rain on my own track Every little joy I unpack [Verse 3] Friends by my side as we roam Finding our groove making home With every step a little bliss Gonna seal it all with a kiss [Chorus] I'm just chilling in life No hustle no strife Breathing easy every night Living free feeling right

(Soft haunting slow guitar opening) [Verse 1] I wanna be happy, I wanna have fun. I wanna be your love Could you show me how it’s done? You look so pretty… Pretty like the sun. I could watch forever, While you shine on everyone [Pre-Chorus] Your breathless love pulls me out of, of my own mind. Out of my head, The darkness I create, In your own light. [Chorus] I look in the mirror, What is happening to mee? You take my hand, And hold it gently up against your cheek. Oh, I’m breaking at the seams, While you’re dancing in my dreams. [Verse 2] Oh baby the sight of you makes me, Makes me want a better body.. I want better skin.. I wanna be perfect like all of you. You look so pretty... pretty like the wind, Everytime you touch me I feel your ever love, But it never seems to last. [Pre-Chorus] Baby you take my breath, Every word I say feels so thin. I want to be something, But I don’t know where to start. [Chorus] Baby, I can’t breathe, When you’re standing next to me. You look so pretty... pretty like the leaves, Changing everyday, leaving me behind in your ever changing light. Baby, I can’t breathe, No, I can’t breathe. Your voice is like a dream, I’m afraid to dream along, Every word you speak feels like I don’t belong. You’re the calm I’ll never be, Oh my storm I can’t escape, I’m just a boy who loves you, but how much love could you take? [Bridge] Oh baby your the perfect I’ll never be, Every move you make shines upon my eyes It’s the weight of every moment, That I never could say. And I’m tired of chasing, I wanna be your light. I wanna be your love I want to be perfect But your beauty makes me hide. [Chorus] Baby, I can’t breathe, When you’re standing next to me. Your lights so pretty, Prettier than me. Oh, I’m breaking at the seams, While you’re dancing in my dreams. Baby, I can’t breathe, No, I can’t breathe. I’m sinking in the shadows of everything you are, You’re the brightest light I’ve seen, but you feel so far. [Outro] Oh baby, your lights so pretty, Shining through the black cloud around me. I chase your light, Ever more until the end of our time. (soft and haunting piano and violin ending)

(Slow haunting piano opening) [Verse 1] I wanna be happy, I wanna have fun. I wanna be your love Could you show me how it’s done? You look so pretty… Pretty like the sun. I could watch forever, While you shine on everyone [Pre-Chorus] Your breathless love pulls me out of, of my own mind. Out of my head, The darkness I create, In your own light. [Chorus] I look in the mirror, What is happening to mee? You take my hand, And hold it gently up against your cheek. Oh, I’m breaking at the seams, While you’re dancing in my dreams. [Verse 2] I want a better body.. I want better skin.. I wanna be perfect like all of you. But you look so pretty... pretty like the wind, Everytime you touch me I feel your ever love, But it never seems to last. [Pre-Chorus] Baby you take my breath, Every word I say feels so thin. I want to be somebody, But I don’t know how it goes. [Chorus] Baby, I can’t breathe, When you’re standing next to me. You look so pretty... pretty like the leaves, Changing everyday, leaving me behind in your ever changing light. Baby, I can’t breathe, No, I can’t breathe. Your voice is like a dream, I’m afraid to dream along, Every word you speak feels like I don’t belong. You’re the calm I’ll never be, Oh my storm I can’t escape, I’m just a boy who loves you, but how much love could you take? [Bridge] Oh baby your the perfect I’ll never be, Every move you make shines upon my eyes It’s the weight of every moment, That I never could say. And I’m tired of chasing, I wanna be your light. I wanna be your love I want to be perfect But your beauty makes me hide. [Chorus] Baby, I can’t breathe, When you’re standing next to me. Your lights so pretty, Prettier than me. Oh, I’m breaking at the seams, While you’re dancing in my dreams. Baby, I can’t breathe, No, I can’t breathe. I’m sinking in the shadows of everything you are, You’re the brightest light I’ve seen, but you feel so far. [Outro] Oh baby, your lights so pretty, Shining through the black cloud around me. I chase your light, Ever more until the end of our time.

Shahar ne hila re se Car kali laa re se 1 side hoja chori Aadil gangs Aare se 150 pe chaale gaadi Yaran ne baitha re se 1 side hoja chori aadil gangs aare se System Hilare Se Sahar tere me dekhle chori Chalu marta goli me Baal kise pe paate na Main kand karu din dhauli me Ghani frank na hove medam Gap bna ke rakhya kar Ye aadil gangs ke chore se Tne thaa le jaenge koli me Modified car havy system Dhra re se 1 side hoja chori AADILGANGS aare se Shahar ne hila re se Car kali laa re se 1 side hoja chori AADILGANGS Aare se System Hilare Se Kade gaam mile kade shahr mile Kade pawe yar kachehri me Ratan me beamer chale mkha Re ghome tha dophari me Tere k dil me se khol bta System ne kardu gol bta Vikram ka naam suna hoga Tera lagega naa toll bta Gama me baithe se Dunia halare se 1 side hoja chori AADILGANGS Aare Se System Hila Re Se BY AADIL

[Verse] Snowflakes falling all around Children laughing on the ground Candy canes and gingerbread bliss Holiday cheer with every kiss [Verse 2] Skating on the icy lake Snowman we're about to make Wrapping gifts with bows so bright Twinkling lights all through the night [Chorus] Jingle bells and snowflakes too Happy holidays to you Sing along and spread the cheer It's the best time of the year [Bridge] Reindeer prancing on the roof Santa's coming that's the proof Stockings hung by the fire's glow Waiting for that ho ho ho [Verse 3] Hot cocoa and marshmallows Carols sung in joyful hallows Family gathered all around Holiday magic we have found [Chorus] Jingle bells and snowflakes too Happy holidays to you Sing along and spread the cheer It's the best time of the year

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Title: Aadilgangs Aare (Verse 1) Shahar ne hila re se, raaste rawan, Car kali laa re se, chhatiye jahan, Gaddi ki gaddi, saath mere yaar, Suno chori, yeh hai humara pyar. (Chorus) 1 side hoja chori, aaja lehraye, AADILGANGS aare, saari duniya bhaye, 150 pe chaale gaadi, khud pe bharosa, Yaran ne baitha re se, yeh hai humara josh. (Verse 2) Hawaon ki khushbu, suno dil ki baat, Gaadi ke andar, hai yeh mast baat, Chhod de chinta, aaye hum masti mein, AADILGANGS hai, saath mere dost mere. (Chorus) 1 side hoja chori, aaja lehraye, AADILGANGS aare, saari duniya bhaye, 150 pe chaale gaadi, khud pe bharosa, Yaran ne baitha re se, yeh hai humara josh. (Bridge) Party shuru, ab na koi rukne, Raste par chhalang, sab hai hansi mein, Shahar ki raaton mein, rang bhare yaar, AADILGANGS ki duniya, sab ka hai yeh pyaar. (Chorus) 1 side hoja chori, aaja lehraye, AADILGANGS aare, saari duniya bhaye, 150 pe chaale gaadi, khud pe bharosa, Yaran ne baitha re se, yeh hai humara josh. (Outro) Shahar ne hila re se, raaste rawan, AADILGANGS aare, chhatiye jahan, Ek zordaar dard, aur doston ka saath, Rishta hai mazboot, kabhi na hoga khaat.

[Verse] I see your face in every crowd Your voice still echoes way too loud They say that time will heal the pain But here I am still soaked in rain [Verse 2] I met those men to fill the void But every touch just got destroyed No promises on your side made Yet I was ready Unafraid [Chorus] I'm sorry for the things I've done For seeking warmth when there was none My heart was yours I was so sure Now shattered dreams I can't endure [Bridge] You never said we'd be just one So here I stand The broken sun Still waiting for your shadow near But all I get is endless fear [Verse 3] Still feel the love though ties are torn Between your ghost and new reborn If you'd just say what's on your mind Maybe I'd leave this pain behind [Chorus] I'm sorry for the things I've done For seeking warmth when there was none My heart was yours I was so sure Now shattered dreams I can't endure

Verse 1 Three time no body got time to wait on me Touch you, come back, come around no where to run to I dont care what ya think about me I dont care what ya think of me Pre-Chorus Did I f**k up? Did I lose b***hes? No way that could be Do you feel me? Help is on the way Chorus Oh no, when you put it in, girl, can you put it in your hand? Ah Put you in too my room When you put it in, girl, can you put it in your hand? Ah Any man, no, no gal gimme no gimme no, no gal gimme no, oh no Verse 2 Down on the floor, your pushing up them legs You kicked and fought, kept saying you should give it up But you never had no luck So I gotta let it be known! Pre-Chorus No you, never gave me that line About not be lookin up to you Chorus Oh no, when you put it in, girl, can you put it in your hand? Ah Put you in too my room When you put it in, girl, can you put it in your hand? Ah Any man, no, no gal gimme no gimme no, no gal gimme no, oh no Bridge I took her to. Oh no Ugh, folks might head for the zoo Chorus Oh no, when you put it in, girl, can you put it in your hand? Ah Put you in too my room When you put it in, girl, can you put it in your hand? Ah Any man, no, no gal gimme no gimme no, no gal gimme no, oh no

থাইকো তুমি আমার হইয়া, মনের পিঞ্জিরায় জলে আগুন জলে আমার, একলা দুনিয়া কত না একসাথে পথ চলা বাকি, স্বপ্নের সাথি তুমি যে আমার দিবানিশি আসো তুমি আনমনে, খেয়ালে ভাসে কথা যে তোমার থাইকো তুমি আমার হইয়া, মনের পিঞ্জিরায় জলে আগুন জলে আমার, একলা দুনিয়া থাইকো তুমি আমার হইয়া, মনের পিঞ্জিরায় জলে আগুন জলে আমার, একলা দুনিয়া পাহার নদী, সবই কাছে ভালবাসার মেল বন্ধনে তোমার সাথে সব সপ্ন ফেটে উঠে জীবনে ঝিঝিতে ভরে যায় রাত তোমার ছুয়ে গেছে হাত মনে হয় যেন লেখা গাথা আমাদের মনে গপন সব কথা থাইকো তুমি আমার হইয়া, মনের পিঞ্জিরায় জলে আগুন জলে আমার, একলা দুনিয়া থাইকো তুমি আমার হইয়া, মনের পিঞ্জিরায় জলে আগুন জলে আমার, একলা দুনিয়া তুমি আমি ভালোবাসা, দুই প্রাণ এক দোলা তুমি আমি ভালোবাসা, এক আকাশের তাঁরা তুমি আমি ভালোবাসা, দুই প্রাণ এক দোলা তুমি আমি ভালোবাসা, এক আকাশের তাঁরা থাইকো তুমি আমার হইয়া, মনের পিঞ্জিরায় জলে আগুন জলে আমার, একলা দুনিয়া থাইকো তুমি আমার হইয়া, মনের পিঞ্জিরায় জলে আগুন জলে আমার, একলা দুনিয়া

I’m the mother….. it’s my job to stay with you all but my mind is so full of stress guilt so I put on a fake smile to keep you all happy and smiling. Yet I fill like I’m about to die any moment but I can’t! Cauuusse when I leave you cry and when you leave I cry yet you don’t care at all! God I wished you would have cared about me yet in the end I listen to my tears as i think about your death long ago…..I don’t know how to move onnnn yet I still hear your cries in my ears ,even when I cover my ears I still hear them in my head!!!! God I wish I had a second chance…… even when I did I ended leaving you… alone in cruel cruel world without me to protect you or save you from any harm…..I wish I could stay with you but I guess this is the end of me being a mother to you….. so I just need you to know my final words……because I mean them….so….I love you……