schizophrenia

i got to many friends, i wonder who's fake so many fake people, I gotta be schizophrenic so much is fake im schizo shit when your real It feels fake it's not you it's me, I'm used to it being fake now real feels fake im probably schizo because so many people are fake it makes real look fake shit im probably schizophrenic yeah im probably schizophrenic but shit your still fake as fuck I don't need to be schizophrenic to see that shit I've been seeing faces in the windows shit im probably schizophrenic eyes always watching me like fuck just leave me alone this schizophrenia about to make me go crazy cause everyone is so fake so fucking fake it makes me feel schizophrenic

(Verse 1) Fading lights and empty nights, I’m lost in the blur, Shadows on the walls, all reminders of her. Left with broken bottles and the dust on the floor, Every word you whispered, every slammed door. In this dark room, silence hits like pain, Drowning in my thoughts, I'm numb to the rain. Memories play like a song on repeat, But every single line just cuts too deep. (Chorus) Where did we go wrong, where did you go? I'm stuck in these echoes, and they won’t let go. Tracing every step you took away, The scars of yesterday, they never fade. (Verse 2) Thought I saw the world in black and white, But every shade of gray keeps me up at night. Held onto dreams I thought we had, Now I’m left alone, and it’s driving me mad. I feel you in the wind, hear you in the rain, Your ghost won’t leave, it knows my pain. I’m sinking like a stone, and the world’s a haze, Stuck in this fire, burning through the days. (Chorus) Where did we go wrong, where did you go? Caught in these echoes, no light, no hope. Tracing every step you took away, The scars of yesterday, they never fade. (Bridge) If I could turn back time, maybe I’d say, All the words I kept buried away. But now you’re a ghost in the songs I play, Haunting my nights and stealing my days. (Outro) So I write these lines just to feel alive, Drowning in the echoes where we didn’t survive. You’re gone but I’m still here, caught in the pain, In the shadows of yesterday, I remain.

Guys, on my hill I stop to think and there's this hedge that doesn't let me look at the horizon, but my heart flies beyond these things, between the silences and the words. In this mega chill atmosphere, I feel like I'm in a loop of infinite spaces and my thoughts get lost, wow, what a thrill, and I remember when I was here as a child and how everything changes, but remains the same. So, between this quiet that splits and these waves that arrive and then escape, I get mind-blown and I think about how cool infinity is, that makes me feel everything and nothing at the same time.

In my room vibing to some fire shit, Got my playlist cranked, feeling every hit, Caught up in the flow, lost in the beat, This bitch forgot I'm just fifteen, not funny, quit, Stop sending me selfies of your tiny dick, My iPhone 7 can't zoom in that much, it's sick.