Tuggin Blues

faded reflections, shadows in my head, buried too deep, words left unsaid, every scar an echo of who I used to be, pieces of my pain, trying to break free

[Verse] Stillstand in meinem Kopf Kein Echo von dir im Raum Allein mit all dem Lärm Druck presst auf meine Brust [Verse 2] Mauer aus Glas über mir Keine Hand die mich hält Blick ins Nichts im Spiegel Fühlt sich an wie Scheitern [Chorus] Du bist so verdammt autark Keine Ketten die dich binden Verwund' mich immer wieder Ich bleib allein zurück [Verse 3] Leere Straßen ohne Ziel Kein Licht am Ende für mich Schritte hallen einsam wider Zeichen die ich nicht versteh [Verse 4] Tauche tief in graue Tage Keine Farben mehr um mich Freie Falle ohne Halt Freiheit schmeckt bitterlich [Chorus] Du bist so verdammt autark Keine Ketten die dich binden Verwund' mich immer wieder Ich bleib allein zurück

[Verse] I walk a broken path in shadows Screaming voices Lies and halos Concrete jungle Endless maze Chasing dreams through smoky haze [Verse] Night is heavy Skies are bleeding Fractured souls are always needing Hope's a whisper Faith is fleeting Lost in noise No retreating [Chorus] Shout back the silence Break the chain Life's a storm Embrace the pain Rise from ashes Stand again Through the chaos We remain [Verse] Wander aimless Truth evading Past reflections Always fading Echoed sorrows Memories savored Future's calling Paths are wavered [Bridge] Ghosts are haunting Dreams betrayed Fighting shadows in the gray Mind's a battlefield Constant fray Lost but moving Come what may [Chorus] Shout back the silence Break the chain Life's a storm Embrace the pain Rise from ashes Stand again Through the chaos We remain

[Verse] I trampled down the endless road With my soul lit like an ember Lost the weight that wrecked my load Now I'm free to remember [Verse 2] The city's whispers scream of pain But I laugh loud into the night I'll break the chains that once restrained In this endless Frantic fight [Chorus] Break the chains and seize the sky Live a life that’s truly mine Shout the truth that they deny Feel the freedom intertwined [Verse 3] Grimy streets and shattered dreams Don’t define who I'll become In this chaos Hear our screams Find the freedom from the numb [Verse 4] Battling shadows that confront Facing fears They can't enslave In this space I'm nonchalant I am bold I am brave [Chorus] Break the chains and seize the sky Live a life that’s truly mine Shout the truth that they deny Feel the freedom intertwined

[Instrumental]

Well I’m out here on the water, just a pullin’ on the line, Got a tug just steady rollin’, and I’m workin’ overtime. The barge is full of dirt, Lord, it’s heavy as can be, But I’ve got a job to do, so you know that’s fine with me. Oh, the wake’s a-rollin' behind me, the sun is settin' low, It’s just me, the engine hummin', and the tugboat’s steady go. Towing that barge full of dirt, just another day on the sea, We’re diggin’ up the earth, movin' mountains out to sea. From the river to the ship, pullin' hard, you know it’s true, Just a tugboat, workin’ hard, me and my ol’ crew. That water’s gettin’ choppy, and the wind’s startin' to howl, But I’m holdin' steady, man, I ain’t throwin' in the towel. The river bends and the waves crash high, But that barge don’t stop, and neither do I. Oh, I’m grindin’ through the current, no matter how it sways, Just another load of dirt, it’s the job that pays. Towing that barge full of dirt, just another day on the sea, We’re diggin’ up the earth, movin' mountains out to sea. From the river to the ship, pullin' hard, you know it’s true, Just a tugboat, workin’ hard, me and my ol’ crew. And when the moonlight hits the water, and the stars start to shine, I know I’m doin' something good, even if it takes some time. I’m the backbone of the river, the engine that won’t quit, I’m a tugboat man, rollin' steady through the grit. Towing that barge full of dirt, just another day on the sea, We’re diggin’ up the earth, movin' mountains out to sea. From the river to the harbor, pullin' hard, you know it’s true, Just a tugboat, workin’ hard, me and my ol’ crew. Yeah, we’re towing that dirt… Workin’ hard, and it’s worth… Every wave, every mile, every hour in the night, Tugboat blues, but we’re doin’ it right. Oh, towing that dirt. Yeah, towing that dirt.

I'm standing in shadows I made The walls keep breathing my mistakes A thousand whispers in the dark My voice is lost, it leaves no mark And I’m calling to the echoes, hollow and wide But every answer fades, like the lies I hide I built this cage with my own hands Now I’m a ghost in this wasted land I drown in the silence of words unsaid Trapped in the ruins inside my head Faces fade like smoke in the rain Leaving me here with the weight of my pain And I’m calling to the echoes, hollow and wide But every answer fades, like the lies I hide I built this cage with my own hands Now I’m a ghost in this wasted land I made this prison, I set these walls Watched as every piece of me falls If only I could find some grace But all I see is an empty face I chase the shadows that won’t let go Haunted by choices that I can’t show Each step forward pulls me back Lost in the gray, lost in the black And I’m calling to the echoes, hollow and wide But every answer fades, like the lies I hide I built this cage with my own hands Now I’m a ghost in this wasted land And the silence grows, filling the space With all the pieces I can't replace If there's a way out, it’s far from here So I’ll wait in my hollow, with my fading fear

There’s a man named Jon on the edge of town, With a loaded .45 that he carries around. Eyes always dartin’, hands on the gun, Livin’ life on the run, chasin’ shadows for fun. He’s got a stash of VHS, stacked in rows, Old tapes playin’ stories nobody knows. Money’s his muse, and the tables his throne, He’s a king of his vices, lost but never alone. Oh Jon, roll the dice, take another hit, Life in the shadows where nothin’ quite fits. Paranoid heart, beatin’ fast in the night, Gun in your hand like it’ll make things right. Smoke fills the room, cards layin’ face down, He’s high on his luck but low in this town. Pocketful of dreams bought with cold, hard cash, But every gamble just fuels his flashbacks. He hears the footsteps outside his door, A knock in the night, makes him reach for more. He’s battlin’ ghosts, from years gone by, Livin’ on edge but too stubborn to die. Oh Jon, roll the dice, take another hit, Life in the shadows where nothin’ quite fits. Paranoid heart, beatin’ fast in the night, Gun in your hand like it’ll make things right. He loves the thrill of danger, he loves the chase, A silent film playin’ in a dusty place. Money talks, drugs sing, and VHS rolls, Jon’s just a story nobody knows. In a dim lit room, he’s counting his cash, Cards in one hand, gun in his stash. But he can’t buy peace, or silence the sounds, Of footsteps he swears are comin’ around. He’s trapped in a loop, his own twisted game, Haunted by shadows that whisper his name. Living or dying, who’s keepin’ score? Jon’s world is a gamble, and he’s back for more. Oh Jon, roll the dice, take another hit, Life in the shadows where nothin’ quite fits. Paranoid heart, beatin’ fast in the night, Gun in your hand like it’ll make things right. So here’s to Jon, with his VHS dreams, Livin’ in chaos, on the edge of a scream. A lover of money, a gambler’s plight, Lost in the shadows of a long, lonely night.

I keep tripping on cracks in my head, Feet tangled in thoughts I never said. Like smoke in my lungs, I choke it down, Running in circles but stuck to the ground. I see myself in the puddles I pass, A blurry reflection in watery glass. Dragging this anchor, bleeding through skin, Feels like I’m losing, but I never win. All these nights taste like rust and regret, I smile at strangers I’ve never met. Carry my silence like a brick in my chest, Wish I could sleep but I never rest. Cumbersome, yeah, I’m breaking at the seams, Caught in the static of someone else’s dreams. Cumbersome, sinking slow like a stone, Falling through the cracks and I’m still all alone. I’m cumbersome, but you’ll never see the weight, Living in a shadow that I can’t shake. I spit my words but swallow my pride, Counting the ghosts that crawl up my spine. Stuck in my head like a dirty old song, I hum the tune but I get it all wrong. A hurricane spinning inside my chest, Crashing and burning, but I call it “rest.” I try to scream, but it’s lost in the noise, Drowned out by the hum of forgotten boys. I tie my shoes but I trip on the laces, All these strangers, familiar faces. Carving my name in walls made of bone, Leave a mark, but I’m still unknown. Cumbersome, yeah, I’m breaking at the seams, Caught in the static of someone else’s dreams. Cumbersome, sinking slow like a stone, Falling through the cracks, but still all alone. I’m cumbersome, but you’ll never see the weight, Living in a shadow that I can’t shake. Cigarette burns on my fingertips, All these lies taste like ash on my lips. I can’t outrun what’s stuck in my head, I built a home in the words left unsaid. Kiss my scars, tell me I’m clean, I’m the nightmare inside your daydream. I cut the rope but the weight won’t drop, Stumble through life like a ticking clock. I wear my burdens like a second skin, Smile through the cracks but never let you in. And if I could shed this shell I’d be free, But who would I be if I wasn’t me? Cumbersome, I’m breaking at the seams, Caught in the silence of everyone’s screams. Cumbersome, sinking slow like a stone, Falling through the cracks, but still all alone. I’m cumbersome, but you’ll never see the weight, Living in a shadow that I can’t shake. Cumbersome, yeah, but I’ll drag it all the same, Maybe someday I’ll forget my name.

[Instrumental]

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