heaven for me

All the sins I have committed, you forgive me. Even though I often forget you, when I'm happy. And always blame you, when I'm down. Forgive me, forgive me. I regret all my bad deeds. Is There a Heaven for Me? Is There a Heaven for Me? All the sins I have committed, you forgive me. Even though I often forget you, when I'm happy. Forgive me?

I see you standing there, fire in your veins, A war in your eyes but you won’t say my name. We’re dancing on a fault line, one step from the edge, But I’d rather bleed than learn to forget. You kiss like venom, spit out my name, Say you don’t need me but you’re playing the game. Your touch is a weapon, a knife in my skin, And I’d rather lose than never begin. BURN ME, BREAK ME, TEAR ME APART! I’m drowning in you, but I don’t have a heart! Tell me you hate me, tell me it’s done! But your hands keep shaking when you pull that gun! Oh, you swore this was nothing, just another mistake, Then why do you hold me like you"re scared to break? You push, I pull, we crash, we fall, But I still hear you breathing when I’ve lost it all. You leave, I stay, but you always return, Hands in my hair while we watch it all burn. You said I was reckless, I called you a storm, So why am I begging to weather your war? BURN ME, BREAK ME, TEAR ME APART! I’m drowning in you, but I don’t have a heart! Tell me you hate me, tell me it’s done! But your hands keep shaking when you pull that gun! You want war? THEN SHOW ME YOUR HANDS! Rip me open, tear my ribs like sand! Let me feel it, don’t you DARE pretend, We were never nothing—WE WERE EVERYTHING! I see you standing there, fire in your veins, A war in your eyes… but you still know my name.

"Last Shot" Verse 1 I’ve seen hands that promised warmth Turn cold the second I reached for them. Every name I’ve whispered in the dark Has faded like breath on a mirror. I swore I’d never beg again, Never let another face carve itself into my skin. But now you're standing there— And I don’t know if you’re my way out or my downfall. Pre-Chorus I don’t want to trust, But I can’t just run. You could be the last light left… Or the wreckage I become. (Chorus - Desperate Hope, Desperate Fear) So don’t mess me up, don’t tear me down, I can’t take another hollow vow. If this is my last shot, then let it count, If you’re gonna love me, then love me now. Verse 2 I’ve held onto ghosts longer than I should, Called it love when it was just the fear of being alone. I’ve spent nights drowning in echoes, Choking on every "forever" that turned to dust. But you… you don’t flinch when I say I’m broken. You don’t look away when I say I’m afraid. So tell me—are you here to stay? Or am I just another fire you’ll watch burn out? Pre-Chorus I don’t want to trust, But I can’t just run. You could be the last light left… Or the wreckage I become. (Breakdown - Breaking Point, Rage, and Surrender) (Music slows, tension builds—then heavy drop with screamed vocals.) (Screamed) DON’T. MESS. ME. UP. DON’T. DRAG. ME. DOWN. IF YOU’RE JUST LIKE THEM— THEN LET ME DROWN! (Pause—then second breakdown hit, even heavier.) I’D RATHER BE ALONE THAN BLEED FOR A LIE! final Chorus So don’t mess me up, don’t tear me down, I can’t take another hollow vow. If this is my last shot, then let it count, If you’re gonna love me, then love me now. Outro (Music softens, vocals raw and emotional.) I’ve lost too much to lose again, I’ve bled too much to break again… (Music fades, but the last line repeats, growing softer each time.) "I’ve bled too much to break again…" "I’ve bled too much to break again…" "I’ve bled too much to break again…"

[Verse] Fallen from darkness Rising through pain Terror's embrace Strength in my veins [Verse 2] Shattered bones speak Wrath now awakened Suffering screams Power overtaken [Chorus] Hurt no longer Steel forged strong In the depths I belong [Verse 3] Crimson fury Rage ignites flame Chain-breaking might No longer the same [Bridge] Chaos reborn Tyranny's shout Endless torment Crushing doubt [Chorus] Hurt no longer Steel forged strong In the depths I belong

Title: “eternally numb” (Verse 1) Darkness falls, my heart decays, Burned by promises that fade away. You came like a whisper in the night, Offered hope, brought a fleeting light. (Pre-Chorus) But you left me, without a trace, I fell into this empty space. Hoping for love, but caught in lies, Now I’m shattered, broken inside. (Chorus) Numb to love! I don’t believe in love anymore! Numb to love! All your words, a twisted lore! Heart destroyed, consumed by fire, You left me here to expire! (Verse 2) I begged, I screamed, I cried in vain, But you walked away, left me in pain. Gave me dreams, then pulled them away, Turning me into a puppet of dismay. (Breakdown) RAWRRR! (Scream) Numb to love! Numb to love! Destroy all the lies of love! No more hope in this endless bluff! (Chorus) Numb to love! I don’t believe in love anymore! Numb to love!

[Verse] Stars explode Void consumes Screams unheard Flesh entombs Galaxies weep Endless night Chaos reigns No respite [Chorus] Eternal pain Cosmic dread Skies ablaze Blood runs red Primordial wrath Death's embrace Silent void Cold space [Verse 2] Time collapses Souls decay Existence crumbles Night and day Infinite void Screams collide Power flows Worlds divide [Bridge] Galactic war Never ending Crushing dark Unrelenting Planets burn Cosmos cry Tears of gods Stars die [Verse 3] Celestial death Endless plight Darkness falls No more light Infinite void Endless screams Cosmic terror Broken dreams [Chorus] Eternal pain Cosmic dread Skies ablaze Blood runs red Primordial wrath Death's embrace Silent void Cold space

(Verse 1) Born in a citadel, forged in stone, A mother’s love, now turned to bone. Stricken by the shadows, her warmth torn away, Left with the echoes of her final day. (Pre-Chorus) Exile's call, the hammer falls, A clan of traitors, my name they scrawl. Banished to the edge of the world I knew, Now in New Dawn, I’ve paid my due. (Chorus) New Dawn rises then burns black, Father's hand trembles as he cracks. Docks reek of sweat, despair, and sin, We’re both drowning, but he’s given in. (Verse 2) Once a warrior, proud and tall, Now a shadow, bound to crawl. He seeks solace in the amber glass, While I carve my vengeance on broken brass. (Bridge) Mother's whispers in the icy wind, A promise of justice for the blood that’s sinned. Steel in my grasp, fire in my chest, I’ll reclaim the honor of the damned oppressed. (Pre-Chorus) Exile’s call, the hammer falls, A clan of traitors, my name they scrawl. Banished to the edge of the world I knew, Under the New Dawn, I’ve paid my due. (Chorus) New Dawn rises then burns black, Father's hand trembles as he cracks. Docks reek of sweat, despair, and sin, We’re both drowning, but he’s given in. (Breakdown) Chains of exile, break and sever, A dwarf’s rage burns forever. From stone and ash, I’ll rise again, To shatter the halls where lies descend. (Outro) Father stares at the rising tide, His spirit broken, no will to fight. But I’ll bear the weight, the pain, the stone, A man of exile, I stand alone. (Fade Out with Heavy Instrumental)