How much of life is what I think Questioning you I’m on the brink Now Your hinting crazy themes You say somthing deliberately but it seems underlying motives with needs to appease Do you really mean this? Clearly u meant differently I think I see ur point I see it the same Or is your meaning much more tame? I analyze you and your thaughts intently Do you say what you mean Plain and simple, black and white Or do u talk an invisible fight In your speech do you weave a backwards bite Or some thing less sinister like A hidden light? The thing is I’ll never know Tis the plight of this mind game If u tell them where your at And you were way off Now they can combat And look at you and scoff For sharing what you thought revealed behind those eyes You heard what was said, but your ears, they told lies For where ur brain took u where theirs could never go And now they see you, now they know On the other hand Your thoughts weren’t just a might, they were accurate and right. You successfully deciphered what’s going on in there, it completely showwwws and your friend knows that you understand and truly care Take the risk if you dare. it’s a fine line a game to to play, One that’ll take you all fucking dayyyyyy Inside your brain that’s under strain That’s over thought a lot
Slow, hard bass, trap, Dark, warped cello, lies, paradox, metal guitar, warped oboe lead, random screaming,
English
The song explores complex emotions including confusion, introspection, and the struggle for understanding. It encapsulates feelings of anxiety and uncertainty while also touching on themes of connection and the desire for clear communication.
This song is suited for introspective moments, late-night drives, or settings where listeners seek to engage deeply with their thoughts and emotions. It could also be utilized in art installations or performances that explore mental challenges and interpersonal dynamics.
Musically, the song features a unique blend of genres, combining slow hard bass typical of trap with dark elements such as warped cello and metal guitar. The use of unexpected instruments like the warped oboe adds to the haunting atmosphere. Random screams contribute to the chaotic vibe, reflecting the complexity of the lyrics. The interplay of lyrical themes and instrumentation creates a tense, yet engaging soundscape.
I feel the best when I’m broken I feel at rest when I’m smoking I think that my minds fucking broken Just look at the way that I’m coping I’m mixing emotions with all I’ve been smoking Just numb all my thoughts til my head is an ocean When you’re on my mind I’m just wishing and hoping Cause you stole my heart now my chest is ripped open You’re the worst, you’re the worst But I can’t live without you you’re my universe I know you fuck with her but boy I knew you first I never talk to god cause in the end I know I’d choose you first I tried to reach the sun where it’s the both of us But now I’m falling from the light just like I’m Icarus JUST LIKE I’M ICARUS Just like I’m ICARUSSSSSSSS!
I feel the best when I’m broken I feel at rest when I’m smoking I think that my minds fucking broken Just look at the way that I’m coping I’m mixing emotions with all I’ve been smoking Just numb all my thoughts til my head is an ocean When you’re on my mind I’m just wishing and hoping Cause you stole my heart now my chest is ripped open You’re the worst, you’re the worst But I can’t live without you you’re my universe I know you fuck with her but boy I knew you first I never talk to god cause in the end I know I’d choose you first I tried to reach the sun where it’s the both of us But now I’m falling from the light just like I’m Icarus JUST LIKE I’M ICARUS Just like I’m ICARUSSSSSSSS!
I feel the best when I’m broken I feel at rest when I’m smoking I think that my minds fucking broken Just look at the way that I’m coping I’m mixing emotions with all I’ve been smoking Just numb all my thoughts til my head is an ocean When you’re on my mind I’m just wishing and hoping Cause you stole my heart now my chest is ripped open You’re the worst, you’re the worst But I can’t live without you you’re my universe I know you fuck with her but boy I knew you first I never talk to god cause in the end I know I’d choose you first I tried to reach the sun where it’s the both of us But now I’m falling from the light just like I’m Icarus JUST LIKE I’M ICARUS Just like I’m ICARUSSSSSSSS!
I’m such a fool To have fallen for you Don’t know how to choose Between this dream and the truth I’d set aside the guns, end the wars Just to be at peace in your arms Fallen angel Your eyes swallow me whole Once a cold, empty soul Now a heart made of gold Shattered Halo Your warmth thaws my cold This love feels unstable But what’s the fun in loneliness when love’s so comfortable?
I’m such a fool To have fallen for you Don’t know how to choose Between this dream and the truth I’d set aside the guns, end the wars Just to be at peace in your arms Fallen angel Your eyes swallow me whole Once a cold, empty soul Now a heart made of gold Shattered Halo Your warmth thaws my cold This love feels unstable But what’s the fun in loneliness when love’s so comfortable?
I’m such a fool To have fallen for you Don’t know how to choose Between this dream and the truth I’d set aside the guns, end the wars Just to be at peace in your arms Fallen angel Your eyes swallow me whole Once a cold, empty soul Now a heart made of gold Shattered Halo Your warmth thaws my cold This love feels unstable But what’s the fun in loneliness when love’s so comfortable?
How much of life is what I think Questioning you I’m on the brink Now Your hinting crazy themes You say somthing deliberately but it seems underlying motives with needs to appease Do you really mean this? Clearly u meant differently I think I see ur point I see it the same Or is your meaning much more tame? I analyze you and your thaughts intently Do you say what you mean Plain and simple, black and white Or do u talk an invisible fight In your speech do you weave a backwards bite Or some thing less sinister like A hidden light? The thing is I’ll never know Tis the plight of this mind game If u tell them where your at And you were way off Now they can combat And look at you and scoff For sharing what you thought revealed behind those eyes You heard what was said, but your ears, they told lies For where ur brain took u where theirs could never go And now they see you, now they know On the other hand Your thoughts weren’t just a might, they were accurate and right. You successfully deciphered what’s going on in there, it completely showwwws and your friend knows that you understand and truly care Take the risk if you dare. it’s a fine line a game to to play, One that’ll take you all fucking dayyyyyy Inside your brain that’s under strain That’s over thought a lot
How much of life is what I think Questioning you I’m on the brink Now Your hinting crazy themes You say somthing deliberately but it seems underlying motives with needs to appease Do you really mean this? Clearly u meant differently I think I see ur point I see it the same Or is your meaning much more tame? I analyze you and your thaughts intently Do you say what you mean Plain and simple, black and white Or do u talk an invisible fight In your speech do you weave a backwards bite Or some thing less sinister like A hidden light? The thing is I’ll never know Tis the plight of this mind game If u tell them where your at And you were way off Now they can combat And look at you and scoff For sharing what you thought revealed behind those eyes You heard what was said, but your ears, they told lies For where ur brain took u where theirs could never go And now they see you, now they know On the other hand Your thoughts weren’t just a might, they were accurate and right. You successfully deciphered what’s going on in there, it completely showwwws and your friend knows that you understand and truly care Take the risk if you dare. it’s a fine line a game to to play, One that’ll take you all fucking dayyyyyy Inside your brain that’s under strain That’s over thought a lot
How much of life is what I think Questioning you I’m on the brink Now Your hinting crazy themes You say somthing deliberately but it seems underlying motives with needs to appease Do you really mean this? Clearly u meant differently I think I see ur point I see it the same Or is your meaning much more tame? I analyze you and your thaughts intently Do you say what you mean Plain and simple, black and white Or do u talk an invisible fight In your speech do you weave a backwards bite Or some thing less sinister like A hidden light? The thing is I’ll never know Tis the plight of this mind game If u tell them where your at And you were way off Now they can combat And look at you and scoff For sharing what you thought revealed behind those eyes You heard what was said, but your ears, they told lies For where ur brain took u where theirs could never go And now they see you, now they know On the other hand Your thoughts weren’t just a might, they were accurate and right. You successfully deciphered what’s going on in there, it completely showwwws and your friend knows that you understand and truly care Take the risk if you dare. it’s a fine line a game to to play, One that’ll take you all fucking dayyyyyy Inside your brain that’s under strain That’s over thought a lot
How much of life is what I think Questioning you I’m on the brink Now Your hinting crazy themes You say somthing deliberately but it seems underlying motives with needs to appease Do you really mean this? Clearly u meant differently I think I see ur point I see it the same Or is your meaning much more tame? I analyze you and your thaughts intently Do you say what you mean Plain and simple, black and white Or do u talk an invisible fight In your speech do you weave a backwards bite Or some thing less sinister like A hidden light? The thing is I’ll never know Tis the plight of this mind game If u tell them where your at And you were way off Now they can combat And look at you and scoff For sharing what you thought revealed behind those eyes You heard what was said, but your ears, they told lies For where ur brain took u where theirs could never go And now they see you, now they know On the other hand Your thoughts weren’t just a might, they were accurate and right. You successfully deciphered what’s going on in there, it completely showwwws and your friend knows that you understand and truly care Take the risk if you dare. it’s a fine line a game to to play, One that’ll take you all fucking dayyyyyy Inside your brain that’s under strain That’s over thought a lot
How much of life is what I think Questioning you I’m on the brink Now Your hinting crazy themes You say somthing deliberately but it seems underlying motives with needs to appease Do you really mean this? Clearly u meant differently I think I see ur point I see it the same Or is your meaning much more tame? I analyze you and your thaughts intently Do you say what you mean Plain and simple, black and white Or do u talk an invisible fight In your speech do you weave a backwards bite Or some thing less sinister like A hidden light? The thing is I’ll never know Tis the plight of this mind game If u tell them where your at And you were way off Now they can combat And look at you and scoff For sharing what you thought revealed behind those eyes You heard what was said, but your ears, they told lies For where ur brain took u where theirs could never go And now they see you, now they know On the other hand Your thoughts weren’t just a might, they were accurate and right. You successfully deciphered what’s going on in there, it completely showwwws and your friend knows that you understand and truly care Take the risk if you dare. it’s a fine line a game to to play, One that’ll take you all fucking dayyyyyy Inside your brain that’s under strain That’s over thought a lot
Where are you my sky Where is my sun You disappear whyyyy was this done Without you I might die And I’m starting to cry I wanna have fun I can’t live this lie it’s the truth I can’t deny And now it’s begun Its kept me all bound And it makes me pissed But soon it will be found And when it is Ill be on the ground With my perma frown With tears on my face In a race to feel better Where is this person at? I crave them in my life There’s no way this can worsen And won’t care if they cause strife Honestly, it’s all on me. This is just how I’m meant to be Seemingly eternally Desperately Lonely Oh sky, Oh WHYYYYYY?! Must you be gone today? Why today of all days? Are your beautiful rays covered by this depressing GREY haze? pleeaaaasseeee come back?