What do I do when I just can’t is something I’ve said in many rants. I try to have fun but in the middle my moment, I find that it’s only a bum. Is there nothing under the sky in the midst of the sun that would bring me joy so that I might have fun? I don’t know When I get high, I’m stuck in my mind. There’s nothing enjoyable that I can find. When I get drunk my stomach’s in a funk, I want to see three but can’t let those drinks free in me for my stomachs too weak to feel the Alki peak FS just ain’t the same when I’m by myself It feels so lame I’m not n the game just empty and lacking. It just ain’t the same. I try to have some fun in the way of today I’ll go and have a blast, but why is it all so gray I don’t think I’m depressed. I do love my life. I don’t think I’m oppressed, but there’s no hype. I’m surrounded by people that just aren’t my type I get surrounded by girls that just make me wanna hurl can’t you see? I’m just friendly but when I find someone I want for me, I let them go bso disappointingly. Why why why when I try to have fun does it seem so lackluster and I just want to be done thinking I could be elsewhere or even over there but I’m stuck here. But it’s not even them. This is just how I feel. It’s even rare for me to crave a meal , why am I so unsatisfied with what I’m doing in the now it’s not that I haven’t tried. I go out and do but with who do I want to do this with? I don’t seem to know, where is my crowd? I can’t find my people something’s under a shroud. Or maybe it’s me I blame myself expectedly Why can’t I vibe? Why are you too much? Why do I always feel when I’m with you? I could be somewhere else and find something to do. There are fun moments but usually just a few. I don’t think you understand I’m like a bucket that’s never been filled, but I’m knocked over so then my nothings spilled and i won’t be fulfilled. I don’t know what to do with my time. I try to fulfill it but lack reason or rhyme. I don’t want to be here, I don’t wanna be there. There’s a place in between that. I’m not aware. these people that don’t make me happy, I already found them, but I’ve just been condemned to not be fully satisfied and now I’m here again for the ride.
Slow, deep bass, sad lofi rap, pop, warped guitar, hiphop, funky guitar, rap, smooth vocal, atmospheric synths, mellow,
English
The lyrics convey a profound sense of dissatisfaction, introspection, and emotional struggle, with a prominent theme of seeking fulfillment and connection yet feeling isolated. There is a contrast between the desire for fun and the harsh reality of emotional numbness and discontent.
This song could be applied to moments of personal reflection, late-night drives, or social gatherings where one feels out of place. It's relatable for listeners experiencing a sense of loneliness amidst crowds or when grappling with anxiety or depression in social contexts.
The song features a slow tempo with deep bass elements, atmospheric synths, and smooth vocal delivery. The blend of sad lofi rap highlights the emotional weight of the lyrics, while warped and funky guitar elements contribute to the overall introspective yet mellow vibe, creating a soundscape that complements the reflective nature of the lyrics.
[Verse] Kalyani walking under the sky Stars above her making her sigh Dreams are dancing in her eyes Magic moments never lie [Verse 2] City buzzin she feels alive Her heart's tempo on a high drive Mystery wrapped in moonlight She's a spark in the night [Chorus] Vacha vacha Kalyani shines Every step she leaves behind Life's a tune and she's the rhyme Catch her rhythm feel the time [Verse 3] Kalyani's got a laugh so bright Colors burst in the quiet night She follows dreams not the crowd Head held high and voice so loud [Bridge] Moments fleeting but she knows Life's a river where love flows On the edge she likes to dance Every day's a new romance [Chorus] Vacha vacha Kalyani shines Every step she leaves behind Life's a tune and she's the rhyme Catch her rhythm feel the time
[Verse] Hafiz sun zara yeh baat hai dil se Teri dosti ke bina zindagi hai adhoori Narazgi ko tu chhod de yaar Tere bina sab kuch lagta hai suna [Verse 2] Jo bhi galti hui tu maaf kar de Dost ke dil se yeh guzaarish hai meri Bin tere saathi yeh safar hai adhura Saath tu de yeh zindagi hogi roshni [Chorus] Ab yeh dil bas yeh chahta hai Tere saath jo kahani hai wo poori ho Dil ke kone ko tu phir se basa Dost ke bina yeh manzil hai adhura [Verse 3] Haseen woh pal ab yaad aate hain Jab hum hanste the har din naye khwab dekhte Tere bina yeh raatein dard banke reh gayi Aaja wapas yaar taaki khushi mile [Bridge] Mitti sa ho gaya dil jabdooriyon se Aaja dost phir se rang bhar de Rishta yeh na tode chaahe kuch bhi ho Yaari humari hai zindagi ka guldasta [Chorus] Ab yeh dil bas yeh chahta hai Tere saath jo kahani hai wo poori ho Dil ke kone ko tu phir se basa Dost ke bina yeh manzil hai adhura
Where are you my sky Where is my sun You disappear whyyyy was this done Without you I might die And I’m starting to cry I wanna have fun I can’t live this lie it’s the truth I can’t deny And now it’s begun Its kept me all bound And it makes me pissed But soon it will be found And when it is Ill be on the ground With my perma frown With tears on my face In a race to feel better Where is this person at? I crave them in my life There’s no way this can worsen And won’t care if they cause strife Honestly, it’s all on me. This is just how I’m meant to be Seemingly eternally Desperately Lonely Oh sky, Oh WHYYYYYY?! Must you be gone today? Why today of all days? Are your beautiful rays covered by this depressing GREY haze? pleeaaaasseeee come back?
Where are you my sky Where is my sun You disappear whyyyy was this done Without you I might die And I’m starting to cry I wanna have fun I can’t live this lie it’s the truth I can’t deny And now it’s begun Its kept me all bound And it makes me pissed But soon it will be found And when it is Ill be on the ground With my perma frown With tears on my face In a race to feel better Where is this person at? I crave them in my life There’s no way this can worsen And won’t care if they cause strife Honestly, it’s all on me. This is just how I’m meant to be Seemingly eternally Desperately Lonely Oh sky, Oh WHYYYYYY?! Must you be gone today? Why today of all days? Are your beautiful rays covered by this depressing GREY haze? pleeaaaasseeee come back?
Where are you my sky Where is my sun You disappear whyyyy was this done Without you I might die And I’m starting to cry I wanna have fun I can’t live this lie it’s the truth I can’t deny And now it’s begun Its kept me all bound And it makes me pissed But soon it will be found And when it is Ill be on the ground With my perma frown With tears on my face In a race to feel better Where is this person at? I crave them in my life There’s no way this can worsen And won’t care if they cause strife Honestly, it’s all on me. This is just how I’m meant to be Seemingly eternally Desperately Lonely Oh sky, Oh WHYYYYYY?! Must you be gone today? Why today of all days? Are your beautiful rays covered by this depressing GREY haze? pleeaaaasseeee come back?
Where are you my sky Where is my sun You disappear whyyyy was this done Without you I might die And I’m starting to cry I wanna have fun I can’t live this lie it’s the truth I can’t deny And now it’s begun Its kept me all bound And it makes me pissed But soon it will be found And when it is Ill be on the ground With my perma frown With tears on my face In a race to feel better Where is this person at? I crave them in my life There’s no way this can worsen And won’t care if they cause strife Honestly, it’s all on me. This is just how I’m meant to be Seemingly eternally Desperately Lonely Oh sky, Oh WHYYYYYY?! Must you be gone today? Why today of all days? Are your beautiful rays covered by this depressing GREY haze? pleeaaaasseeee come back?
Bao tháng ngày qua, mình cùng nhau sẻ chia, Những dòng code lấp lánh như bao lời chúc lành. Tết đến mọi người, chúc sức khỏe bình an, Mong năm mới thành công, Cô Vê Na mãi thăng hoa! [Chorus] Chúc Trung sáng tạo bay xa, Chúc Quí mãi vững phong ba, Bin luôn code chất như thơ, Bình chăm chỉ chẳng hề thờ ơ. Trân thì khéo léo bao nhiêu, Hải thông minh chẳng thiếu điều, Hân duyên dáng, vui xinh, Team mình tuyệt nhất công ty mình. [Outro] Tết này rộn rã, sum vầy bên nhau, Cô Vê Na sáng mãi muôn màu! Tết này rộn rã, sum vầy bên nhau, Cô Vê Na sáng mãi muôn màu!
Where are you my sky Where is my sun You disappear whyyyy was this done Without you I might die And I’m starting to cry I wanna have fun I can’t live this lie it’s the truth I can’t deny And now it’s begun Its kept me all bound And it makes me pissed But soon it will be found And when it is Ill be on the ground With my perma frown With tears on my face In a race to feel better Where is this person at? I crave them in my life There’s no way this can worsen And won’t care if they cause strife Honestly, it’s all on me. This is just how I’m meant to be Seemingly eternally Desperately Lonely Oh sky, Oh WHYYYYYY?! Must you be gone today? Why today of all days? Are your beautiful rays covered by this depressing GREY haze? pleeaaaasseeee come back?
Where are you my sky Where is my sun You disappear whyyyy was this done Without you I might die And I’m starting to cry I wanna have fun I can’t live this lie it’s the truth I can’t deny And now it’s begun Its kept me all bound And it makes me pissed But soon it will be found And when it is Ill be on the ground With my perma frown With tears on my face In a race to feel better Where is this person at? I crave them in my life There’s no way this can worsen And won’t care if they cause strife Honestly, it’s all on me. This is just how I’m meant to be Seemingly eternally Desperately Lonely Oh sky, Oh WHYYYYYY?! Must you be gone today? Why today of all days? Are your beautiful rays covered by this depressing GREY haze? pleeaaaasseeee come back?
Where are you my sky Where is my sun You disappear whyyyy was this done Without you I might die And I’m starting to cry I wanna have fun I can’t live this lie it’s the truth I can’t deny And now it’s begun Its kept me all bound And it makes me pissed But soon it will be found And when it is Ill be on the ground With my perma frown With tears on my face In a race to feel better Where is this person at? I crave them in my life There’s no way this can worsen And won’t care if they cause strife Honestly, it’s all on me. This is just how I’m meant to be Seemingly eternally Desperately Lonely Oh sky, Oh WHYYYYYY?! Must you be gone today? Why today of all days? Are your beautiful rays covered by this depressing GREY haze? pleeaaaasseeee come back?
[Verse] हाम्रा सपना सबैको साझा नयाँ युगको नारा गाऊँ शिक्षा न्याय समानताको सपना साकार पार्न जाऊँ [Verse 2] आफ्नो क्षमता चिनौं हामी आफ्नो साहस विकाश गरौं बदलावको यो रथ चलाउँदै अग्रसर यो बाटोमा गरौं [Chorus] बिचल्लीमा नडराऊ अवसरहरू टिपौं हामी विद्यार्थीको साहसी आवाज देशको भविष्य रचौं हामी [Bridge] हर दिलमा जागौं हामी हर बन्द द्वार खोलौं समाजमा न्याय ल्याउँला नयाँ पौध तयार गरौँ [Verse 3] हाम्रो कोरा किताबमा नयाँ पागलपन लेखौं ज्ञानको दीप धर्क गर्न सुपथमा हामी चम्कौं [Chorus] बिचल्लीमा नडराऊ अवसरहरू टिपौं हामी विद्यार्थीको साहसी आवाज देशको भविष्य रचौं हामी
[Verse] Are o Sakshi humari legal wali Phone se nikal Aaj jummaa hain Aaj kaa waadaa hain Dekh main aa gayaa Tu bhi jaldi aa [Verse] Mujhe mat aur tadpaa Are tu boli thi pichhle jumme ko Vendor Agreement doongi ab laa do Mujhse kar mat bahana koi saath laa [Chorus] Jumme ka waada yaad hai na tujhe Dil se lagaa re yeh pyaara rishta Office ka kamra milta hai Lekin waada toh waada hota hai re [Verse] Pyaari Sakshi kasam teri Mujhe mat rulao yaar kabhi Saath milke hum sab karenge Aur na hoga koi darr teri [Bridge] Yeh jummaa kuch khaas banega Naye waadon ke sang sajega Dosti aur pyaar se bhara Aur kya chahiye bas yeh rahega [Outro] Are o Sakshi ab tu sun le Phone rakho aur kamra le Hansi mein guzar jaayega din Waada poora kar dena humse!