Running Out of Breath

[Verse 1] People say I’m sweet, Friends say I’m kind. Strangers ask, “Why are you alone tonight?” They see a gentle soul, a heart that forgives, But if they knew my truth, they’d wonder how I live. When I think of hate, No one else comes to mind… Until I look in the mirror, And face the fight inside. [Chorus] How could it be? Through the pain, I’m still here, still me. A soul that’s been broken, a heart that’s been bruised, But somehow I’ve learned, I’ve still got to choose. To love what I see, to rewrite my fate, To rise from the ashes, not be defined by hate. [Verse 2] As a child, I believed what they said: “A gay boy like you will always live in dread.” Bullies tied me down, fists in my face, The world felt like a cold and empty place. But at home, love kept me breathing, A family’s warmth gave my life meaning. Though the world was cruel, they helped me see, That I’m stronger than the lies inside of me. [Chorus] How could it be? Through the pain, I’m still here, still me. A soul that’s been broken, a heart that’s been bruised, But somehow I’ve learned, I’ve still got to choose. To love what I see, to rewrite my fate, To rise from the ashes, not be defined by hate. [Outro] When I look in the mirror, I see it clear, The battles I’ve fought, the strength in my tears. Through cracks in the glass, the light breaks through, I’ve found my power—and it’s shining true.

I see your name… light up my screen. Just like a ghost… I can’t outrun. You say you’re checking… in on me. But it’s the past… you’re hiding from. You left me stranded… in the cold. Said you needed… time to grow. Now you’re reaching out… pulling me back. And I just don’t know.

[Verse 1] We’re so alike, yet not the same, INFJs tied by love and pain. Lost in our heads, fixing mistakes, Sometimes we miss the love standing in our way. When we kiss, we breathe as one, Inhaling deeply, the connection’s begun. Your scent’s intoxicating, pulling me in, Endorphins release, we’re tangled within. [Chorus] Are you my mirror or something more? A reflection I’ve never seen before. You understand me in every way, A blessing or curse—my INFJ. [Verse 2] We’re cut from the same fabric, stitched uniquely, Seeing others’ flaws, but blind to our own insecurities. Dancing around truths we don’t want to face, Until they hit us, leaving no escape. Meeting you is a world in a single space, You teach me lessons I don’t want to erase. With you, I can open up, share my fears, You hold no judgment, you’ve shed those tears. [Chorus] Are you my mirror or something more? A reflection I’ve never seen before. You understand me in every way, A blessing or curse—my INFJ. [Bridge] You challenge me, you help me grow, Love that’s equal, steady, and whole. Comfort in places I never thought I’d be, With you, I’ve found the better parts of me. [Chorus] Are you my mirror or something more? A reflection I’ve never seen before. You understand me in every way, A blessing or curse—my INFJ. [Outro] So here’s where I end, though I could go on, With you, my INFJ, is where I belong. A bond so rare, a love that stays, In you, I’ve found my forever place.

Your touch still lingers, I can feel your lips Your beard brushing mine, that tender kiss Your skin so soft, gave me goosebumps too I let my guard down, surrendered to you You closed your eyes, held me tight that night I kissed your forehead and whispered goodnight But now my room is cold, empty as can be Where did that moment go? Why did you leave me? No words, no actions can bring you back My heart keeps breaking, wishing I knew the facts People say, “Move on, he lost a good thing” But my heart just aches, wishing you’d felt the same sting [Chorus] I don’t understand, why do I feel so rejected? One short month, but I feel so neglected Love reminds me how naïve I still am My mind says “move on,” but my heart gives a damn Swiping left, swiping right, chasing something whole But all I find are ghosts that can’t fill this hole This small moment in time left its mark on me Self-reflection just echoes of questions, no peace [Verse 2] I’ve met some faces, had some fleeting flings But nothing compares to the way you made me sing I know you weren’t the one, I know this wasn’t fate Still, I’m stuck processing the hurt and the weight I’ll take this pain and let it teach me well Every heartbreak’s a story, a truth to tell Love’s a game that’s cruel but worth the climb I’ll hold out for the one who’ll meet me in time [Chorus] I don’t understand, why do I feel so rejected? One short month, but I feel so neglected Love reminds me how naïve I still am My mind says “move on,” but my heart gives a damn Swiping left, swiping right, chasing something whole But all I find are ghosts that can’t fill this hole This small moment in time left its mark on me Self-reflection just echoes of questions, no peace [Outro] I know he’s out there, the one I’ll hold tight The one who’ll kiss my lips and make it all feel right It’s hard to see him now through this slow-motion pain But I’ll keep running, searching, through sunshine and rain Love takes its time; I’ll trust in the plan Even when it feels like I’m sinking in sand I’ll find my breath, I’ll learn to believe That one day love won’t leave me to grieve.

Headphones on, I feel the sound Music’s loud, it’s spinning ‘round Crazy voices inside my head Lifting me up, pulling me from the dead But in this moment, I see the stars Falling, dancing, crashing from Mars Electric motions move through my skin Your love’s the spark that pulls me in (Chorus) Headphones blasting, I’m lost in the sound Breathing deep, hearts start to pound Music so loud, it shakes the ground You turn to me, no words, just bound Haha, you want me under your skin Taking me closer, letting me in (Verse 2) Touch my body, love spins wild Dancing high, like a reckless child The rhythm’s fierce, it’s not who’ll win It’s the rush, the heat, the world we’re in Don’t stop now, don’t rush the time I’ll hold my breath, I’ll wait in line For this moment, I’ll let it in Feel the music, let the fire begin (Bridge) I learned to get only the best So light it up, let it burn, no rest Headphones scream, the beat’s alive I’m here with you, we’ll thrive, we’ll dive (Outro) Headphones on, the music’s our sin Dancing in circles, the world starts to spin Your love’s the drug that pulls me deep This sound is ours, awake or asleep

[Intro] We rise, we fight, the time is now, Govuni’s calling, hear the sound, From the heart of the people, to the streets of the town, Unidos, juntos, take back the crown. I’m talkin’ change, see the world we gon’ build, Govuni’s the movement, with power we’ll fill, No more silence, it's time to break the seal, For the workers, the dreamers, let's make it real. A collective rising, ain’t no stoppin' this, We got the heart, we got the mind, can't miss. From the barrios to the city we gon’ lift, With the Govuni Collective, we’ll make the shift. (Spanish Chorus) "Es tiempo de cambiar, vamos a luchar, Para todos, por el pueblo, no hay que callar. Con el poder, juntos venceremos, Govuni es el camino, juntos floreceremos." Let’s stand tall, we’re breaking down the walls, For every brother, every sister, we gon’ rise and stand tall, Govuni, the future, we answer the call, We fight for justice, equity for all. We won’t forget the struggle of our past, But we build the future, it's gonna last, From the streets to the halls, our voices blast, With the power of unity, we break the glass. Govuni Independent, it's our legacy, Together we rise, with liberty. No more chains, no more doubt, Time to turn the lights, we're shining out. We’re movin' with the flow, it’s a revolution, Fed up with the lies, ready for the solution, From the corner to the Capitol, we bring the change, In every heart, in every soul, let’s rearrange. [Pre-Chorus] "Levántate ya, no hay vuelta atrás, El pueblo unido no se va a callar, Govuni es la fuerza, que nos hará ganar, De los pobres, los ricos, vamos a triunfar." (English) From the barrios to the city, we rise as one, Universal rights, we’re gettin’ it done, Working class fight, the revolution’s begun, A future for all, and we’re second to none. [Chorus] Let’s stand tall, we’re breaking down the walls, For every brother, every sister, we gon’ rise and stand tall, Govuni, the future, we answer the call, We fight for justice, equity for all. [Bridge - Soulful, empowering] It’s time to dream big, yeah, it’s time to take flight, Govuni’s in the air, it’s a beacon of light. We rise from the dark, to the highest heights, Together we’re free, and we fight for the right. I see the streets filled with hope, can’t stop us now, From the struggle, to the victories, we stand proud. Govuni’s the answer, hear the crowd, This is our moment, we say it loud. We won’t be held down, no, never again, From the streets to the future, let the freedom begin. Govuni’s the movement, and it’s here to stay, Rising together, we pave the way! (Spanish) "Es tiempo de luchar, vamos a vencer, Govuni es el camino, el mundo vamos a ver." Let’s stand tall, we’re breaking down the walls, For every brother, every sister, we gon’ rise and stand tall, Govuni, the future, we answer the call, We fight for justice, equity for all. Govuni… juntos por el pueblo, Libertad, justicia, para todos, This is the revolution, come with us. Govuni, juntos, we rise!

50 Anos de Amor: Lar Frederico Ozanam Verso 1: Caminhos trilhados, histórias a contar, Cinquentenário de amor, em cada olhar, Na cidade de Jacareí, um lar sem igual, Frederico Ozanam, caridade e ideal. Pré-Refrão: São Vicente de Paulo, inspiração, Com paixão em servir, nossa missão, Onde o amor renasce, a cada manhã, Acolhendo idosos, com cuidado e afã. Refrão: Lar Frederico Ozanam, 50 anos de amor, Jubileu de ouro, uma história de valor, Com alegria e gratidão, a vida celebramos, Nosso compromisso é amar, juntos caminhamos. Verso 2: São mãos estendidas, corações a cuidar, Acolhemos com ternura, um novo lar, Em cada gesto, em cada sorriso, O amor floresce, um paraíso. Pré-Refrão: São Vicente de Paulo, inspiração, Com paixão em servir, nossa missão, Onde o amor renasce, a cada manhã, Acolhendo idosos, com cuidado e afã. Refrão: Lar Frederico Ozanam, 50 anos de amor, Jubileu de ouro, uma história de valor, Com alegria e gratidão, a vida celebramos, Nosso compromisso é amar, juntos caminhamos. Ponte: Refletimos nossa jornada, com dedicação, Um legado de serviço e compaixão, Com cada sorriso, cada coração, Fazemos a diferença, nossa missão. Refrão: Lar Frederico Ozanam, 50 anos de amor, Jubileu de ouro, uma história de valor, Com alegria e gratidão, a vida celebramos, Nosso compromisso é amar, juntos caminhamos. Final: Lar Frederico Ozanam, símbolo de bondade, Um futuro brilhante, com toda a verdade, Nossa missão continua, com paixão e fé, Juntos faremos mais, até o que vier.

(Verse 1) I remember the nights, you’d holler my name, Like a ghost in the shadows, I had to take the blame. My sister’s cruel laughter, echoed through the halls, You’d say, “Just ignore her, it’s all your fault,” In the dim light of your love, I was always unseen, Trying to be perfect, a shattered little dream. (Chorus) I’m the daughter of a narcissist, worn and torn, In a house of mirrors, where love feels so forlorn. You painted the world with your pretty disguise, But behind those closed doors, I could see through the lies. Nothing I did was ever enough for you, Just a daughter lost in a storm that never blew. (Verse 2) You’d brag about my sister, how she could do no wrong, While I sat in the corner, trying to be strong. The smell of your perfume lingered, sweet and suffocating, But the taste of your pride left me slowly deflating. I cried for affection, but my tears went unheard, In the silence of your love, my heart felt like a bird. (Chorus) I’m the daughter of a narcissist, worn and torn, In a house of mirrors, where love feels so forlorn. You painted the world with your pretty disguise, But behind those closed doors, I could see through the lies. Nothing I did was ever enough for you, Just a daughter lost in a storm that never blew. (Verse 3) I fought for my life, but you turned the other way, When I tried to escape, you just shrugged it away. You let my sister abuse me and said it was my fault, As if I was the darkness, and she was the light vault. Sitting on my bed, tears rolling like rain, I wondered if love was just a beautiful pain. (Chorus) I’m the daughter of a narcissist, worn and torn, In a house of mirrors, where love feels so forlorn. You painted the world with your pretty disguise, But behind those closed doors, I could see through the lies. Nothing I did was ever enough for you, Just a daughter lost in a storm that never blew. (Bridge) My dad, he never noticed, never said he was proud, As you stood there shining, you always stood so loud. Your laughter was a dagger, cutting through my soul, While I tried to survive, you took your heavy toll. (Chorus) I’m the daughter of a narcissist, worn and torn, In a house of mirrors, where love feels so forlorn. You painted the world with your pretty disguise, But behind those closed doors, I could see through the lies. Nothing I did was ever enough for you, Just a daughter lost in a storm that never blew. (Outro) Now I’m breaking the silence, finding my own way, Though the scars of your love will never quite decay. I’m rising from the ashes, learning how to fly, No longer a prisoner, I’m finally saying goodbye.