Spinnin' on Keoni's Block

Why did you leave? Your cold eyes, pierced through my shattered heart. I begged, and I pleaded, desperate to retrieve.... The lie you promised at the start. Your worthless, you spit, your final decree. As you walked away without a care, is this how it was truly meant to be? You left me alone in despair, I crumbled. And fell, a discarded doll, no longer useful, in your cruel game. My identity lost, I couldn't recall.... Who I was before you came. My destroyer, my greatest regret, How could you break me, and walk away. The void you left I'll never forget, as I struggled to face each lonely day. Your absence haunted me, a gaping wound. I was lost without your toxic embrace. My borderline fears, were finely tuned, I screamed for you, in this empty space. My tourmentor, my twisted addiction, your games left me dizzy, unsure what was real, Was I truly crazy? Your constant conviction! Made me doubt everything I would feel. You said I was imagining things, insane, when I caught on to your lies. Or questioned your ways. I lost grip on reality, my mind was in pain, as you rewrote our history with each passing day. No one will ever want you, you whispered at night. After tearing me down. I built me back up. I forgave you and believed your every slight. You was all I had left, you was my poisoned cup, my puppeteer pulling every string, I danced to your tune a marionette in your show. My friends, family all gone, EVERYTHING..... REVOLVED AROUND YOU, YOUR EBB AND YOUR FLOW. I WAS TRAPPED IN YOUR WEB TANGLED AND LOST BUT THE THOUGHT OF LEAVING FILLED ME WITH DREAD, I PAID ANY PRICE BEARED ANY COST, TO KEEP YOUR LOVE, EVEN THOUGH IT LEFT ME HALF DEAD.

Why did you leave? Your cold eyes, pierced through my shattered heart. I begged, and I pleaded, desperate to retrieve.... The lie you promised at the start. Your worthless, you spit, your final decree. As you walked away without a care, is this how it was truly meant to be? You left me alone in despair, I crumbled. And fell, a discarded doll, no longer useful, in your cruel game. My identity lost, I couldn't recall.... Who I was before you came. My destroyer, my greatest regret, How could you break me, and walk away. The void you left I'll never forget, as I struggled to face each lonely day. Your absence haunted me, a gaping wound. I was lost without your toxic embrace. My borderline fears, were finely tuned, I screamed for you, in this empty space. My tourmentor, my twisted addiction, your games left me dizzy, unsure what was real, Was I truly crazy? Your constant conviction! Made me doubt everything I would feel. You said I was imagining things, insane, when I caught on to your lies. Or questioned your ways. I lost grip on reality, my mind was in pain, as you rewrote our history with each passing day. No one will ever want you, you whispered at night. After tearing me down. I built me back up. I forgave you and believed your every slight. You was all I had left, you was my poisoned cup, my puppeteer pulling every string, I danced to your tune a marionette in your show. My friends, family all gone, EVERYTHING..... REVOLVED AROUND YOU, YOUR EBB AND YOUR FLOW. I WAS TRAPPED IN YOUR WEB TANGLED AND LOST BUT THE THOUGHT OF LEAVING FILLED ME WITH DREAD, I PAID ANY PRICE BEARED ANY COST, TO KEEP YOUR LOVE, EVEN THOUGH IT LEFT ME HALF DEAD.

**Title: Reflections of Pain** *(Verse 1)* Lookin' in this broken mirror, see the hurt inside, Demons in the shadows, can’t let ‘em slide. Time to face the truth, gotta learn my way, Feel the fire burnin’, gotta fight another day. *(Verse 2)* Lies and broken promises left me feelin' low, Hollow in my chest, but I’m ready to grow. Drownin’ in my sorrows, but I hear that voice, Pull myself up, man, I gotta make a choice. *(Chorus)* Every scar’s a lesson, every tear's a grind, In the depths of struggle, I’m searching for my shine. Breakin’ free from chains that hold me down tight, In this journey to healing, I’m ready for the fight. *(Bridge)* Now I rise above the pain, face my demons head-on, Gotta confront my fears, can’t let ‘em be my song. Let it out, scream it loud, I won’t run away, This nightmare ain't my home, I’m here to stay. *(Verse 3)* With every heartbeat, I reclaim my soul, Turnin’ pain to power, man, I’m feelin’ whole. Not just my struggles, I’m more than the fight, In this journey to healing, I’m ready to ignite. *(Chorus)* Every scar’s a lesson, every tear's a grind, In the depths of struggle, I’m searching for my shine. Breakin’ free from chains that hold me down tight, In this journey to healing, I’m ready for the fight. *(Outro)* Here’s to the struggle, I’m embracing the real, Finding strength in my story, learning how to heal. With love on my side, and hope in my heart, I’ll rise from the ashes, ready to start.

[Verse] Andrew's got no soap no class Living in a mess it's so trash Never seen a shower or a bath Filthy habits always on blast [Verse 2] Bronx streets know his dirty game Stinking up the block he's the same Unwashed clothes day after day Nasty ways won't fade away [Chorus] Dirty secrets he can't hide Grime and filth his only pride Runs the streets with nasty stride Andrew Swenson's filthy tide [Verse 3] Neighbors cringe pass by in haste No hygiene just a waste Garbage follows where he walks Grimy lips when Andrew talks [Verse 4] Hands of dirt and nails of grime Unwashed hair every time Can't keep it clean not even tries Nasty habits never dies [Chorus] Dirty secrets he can't hide Grime and filth his only pride Runs the streets with nasty stride Andrew Swenson's filthy tide

[Verse] Spinnin' on Keoni's block Dark nights no need for talk City lights they spark and shock Here we grind we don't just walk [Verse 2] Bronx streets they never sleep Concrete jungle running deep Echoes loud where shadows creep On the grind no time for weep [Chorus] Lights flash the energy Hear the beat it's setting free Feel the rhythm can't you see Bronx drill in our blood on spree [Verse] Windows down the bass kicks hard Rolling through no boulevard Every move we play the card Gritty life we've come so far [Bridge] No commas in our wordplay Straight shots in the fray Rough edge that's our way Pulse quick no delay [Chorus] Lights flash the energy Hear the beat it's setting free Feel the rhythm can't you see Bronx drill in our blood on spree

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